Green Tree – Ellen Boscov Video

Green Tree is the first in my series of haunted fairy tale art songs.

My Green tree video reflects the way my mind worked after I was molested at the age of 12. It is filled with struggle through nightmare flashbacks and fantasy escapes. In a surreal fictional way the video visits that time in my life. Through art I am sharing what once shamed me.

Ellen Boscov Green Tree Video [1]

At the time, I was too innocent to understand my own innocence. I didn’t understand why I froze – I wondered why I didn’t do or say anything to try and stop it. I didn’t know that freezing was a normal survival instinct. I have loving parents, but I hid it from them. I didn’t think I could speak to anyone about it. It’s a sweet victory to share this childhood trauma through art.

If you relate to the pain and violation the girl feels in Green Tree, I hope you will see the innocence of the girl. I hope in empathizing with the girl, you will feel for yourself. And I want you to know that you are not alone.

Ellen Boscov’s website [2]

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • Other useful sites are One in Four [C]
  • and Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area

Links

[1] Ellen Boscov Green Tree https://youtu.be/PC1Uhk5gmoI

[2] Ellen Boscov website http://ellenboscov.com

 

Advertisements

About cathy fox blog on Child Abuse

the truth will out, the truth will shout, the truth will set us free...
This entry was posted in cathy fox blog, Child Abuse, Child sexual abuse and tagged , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

2 Responses to Green Tree – Ellen Boscov Video

  1. Sally Ontalled says:

    Thanks for posting this.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s