Suffering child sexual abuse, ritual abuse, mind control is of course highly traumatic and leaves scars.
Kathy explains how she used to be in victim mode, and repeated disruptive patterns of behaviour. This recreated trauma and drama to get her natural necessary hit of serotonin helped her survive but the serotinin can be replaced by using other stimuli.
This was just a part of her healing, and it is a very powerful video showing how a more healing and peaceful life can happen in which she calls transformation. This process can also help others from recreating the trauma and drama of their abuse.
Recreating the trauma and drama is so easy to fall into in these days of social media and especially twitter! The video is from 2015 but it is well worth a watch.
From Trauma to Transformation : Kathy Collins’ Story
To avoid watching on You Tube owned by CIA Google, watch on this invidio link where it is also easy to download the video. However it deos not seem to embed in this blog so if you prefer embedded You Tube link is also provided.
“What makes Kathy’s story so remarkable is that she underwent horrible experiences that would cause massive trauma in almost anyone. This included being brought, as a child, into Project Monarch, a sub-project of the MK Ultra CIA mind control program. She was also brought to places like Bohemian Grove. At a young age, Kathy was carted away in potato sacks by her father, went through a Satanic initiation ritual at age 3 (being forced to drink blood), suffered sexual abuse (from both men and women), was made into child prostitute and was experimented upon with drugs, electroshock and strobe lights. She recalls being at Bohemian Grove at age 5, tied naked to a stone altar, surrounded by 3 hooded figures who were trying to steal her soul but who were saying “we can’t break her”. Kathy was forced to watch a child sacrifice at Bohemian Grove, and in the end, only got out of the mind control and abuse because her father died.
(Incidentally, Kathy also recalls being hunted like an animal at Bohemian Grove. Cathy O’Brien has also alluded to this. Both were given a short amount of time to run and hide before being followed by huntsmen with guns.”  The Freedom Articles Satanic Ritual Abuse: It’s Real, But It Can Be Healed
 2016 Feb The Freedom Articles Satanic Ritual Abuse: It’s Real, But It Can Be Healed https://thefreedomarticles.com/satanic-ritual-abuse-can-be-healed/
- The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
- National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
- One in Four [C]
- Havoca [D].
- Useful post on Triggers [E] from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
- Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G] and Meditation [H] may be useful.
- Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma [J]
- Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
- Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
- A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
- Fresh Start Foundation Scottish not for profit group, helping child sexual abuse victims & survivors [N]
[A] Sanctuary for the Abused http://abusesanctuary.blogspot.co.uk/2006/07/for-survivors-coping-with-triggers-if.html
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