What a morning George!

30th May was a pivotal day in Webb World. This post can only hope to show part of what happened.

In the morning, George named the man he thinks shot Seth Rich – Alpha Jalloh 219.1 [3] Action to be taken is Trump to declassify Seth Rich phone and  laptop and this is the key to uncovering the other scams, criminal activities and the whole criminal network including of course Awans and Hillary, Podestas, DWS, DNC, and of course hundreds of compromised people in power

[For those who want to know the relevance to child sexual abuse which this blog is normally about, then this criminal network being exposed run the child sexual abuse “brownstone” operations to blackmail people in power]

George says Marvo is being set up to shoot Trump and FBI temporary Director Andrew McCabe was setting up the plot in NZ 219.2 [4]

In video 219.3 he names money cyclers and launderers [3]

Then he tries to go to the next task  which is to follow in the shoes of the run of Eric Braverman to the Russian Embassy, which is when Braverman disappeared. BUT he is about to get in the lift and he senses that the people in the lift, complete with muscle man and black bags  are part of a team sent in to kill him, so he goes back to his hotel room and records video 219.5 [7]

Then a phone call with Jason, his recently acquired partner, who is recording a film of events. George tells Jason what he thinks is happening and that a New York comedian called Johnny T is arriving to be with him as they go out. So Jason tapes the call, and videos appear on his you tube channel  [11]

Then it appears Johnny T is not able to get through and this is an incredibly dramatic call to Jason as George realises that he is trapped [12]  He reveals all sorts of things, as he thinks it might be his last moments.

They set up a live video link through periscope. [14] They try and test this but Jasons electronics are blitzed with messages, and and the channel webb4bernie does not appear on a search. George starts drinking wine at ten in the morning, to chill slightly.

George dramatically admits in this call his ties to Israel [ie Mossad]. He makes the distinction between his type, old school Ben Gurion, Mossad, Robert Maxwell type, which George thinks essential to the survival of Israel [approx 4.15] and the new Mossad of new Jewish / Hebrew exceptionalism who kill almost indiscriminately to harvest organs, and have blood diamond ratlines.

He also admits in a bombshell that it was himself who deleted the first 54 videos, as he was getting close too soon to solving things,  and had I think it was too much information about Eric Braverman on there. He now thinks Braverman is in Israel and his mother too, ie Mossad beat McCabe FBI

He thinks Mossad chose Jason Goodman to be his partner,and messed up Jasons business to encourage jason to contact George. Jason is flabberghasted.

Johnny T sends a strange message, then Georges phone gets blocked with messages and porn sites. Its beginning to look grim for George.

Johnny T apparently arrives, George asks him to wave from the car park, but George cannot see anyone. It looks as though Johnny has been intercepted and this is a false message. It looks grimmer for George.

Next video [21] however we suddenly see Johnny in Georges room, a rough diamond, cracking jokes and he pulls out a heavy chain and padlock.

Johnny Big Balls then leads George down the fire escape, and out onto the street to the car, in the car park, still not safe from any goons waiting in cars outside the car park

                                                                     Johnny Big Balls

However  in an unexpected twist Johnny Big Balls walks off and explains he has to park his bike legally!

This leaves George alone by his car, goons in their cars about 30 metres away. George mutters” I am dopey. I’m a dope and I don’t know what I am doing.”

The video ends leaving you thinking aaargh what has happened?

The next video, 47 minutes which seems as though there is no sound shows Johnny and George going off in the car. Its a pity if that sound is lost.

The periscope videos are alot of the time  for me very technically difficult to watch. They keep stopping for long periods at a time, its jerky when going,  controls seem not to react, the sound drops out and thats all not including the times that the sound is not recorded at all for some reason. its not user friendly.

There is more, much more, to the day. Jason must have met up with George. They still go and drive to the prearranged Corsi interview, with much spycraft school on the way. George uses their present circumstances to describe how a hit could be carried out. Periscope Drive to Corsis with Jason  [23]

Jason gets increasingly more pale and looks green towards the end, as George uses their present circumstances to describe how a hit would be carried out. George says there is only 1% chance of it being a hit, they have called it off as it is blown.

He does a u- turn on the road and they see a multitude of suspicious looking cars have been following them on this rather off beat road. George is just collecting metdata! You can tell Jason is not looking forward to the interview when they have already announced their position.

Corsi interview not released yet, but there is a video with Corsi released on Seth Rich situation [28]

Its relief to see them driving away after the Corsi interview and on this video George & Jason discuss Seth Rich & Awan brothers cases [25] Clinton infiltrated Bernie campaign to frame Sanders for data breach

Also videos later that day I have not watched yet [30]      [29]

Anyhow it looks as if the day finished fine as Jason and George have red in their cheeks and reminiscing at the end of the day.

Contrary to what he earlier thought George also thinks kim dotcom might have been  turned, and is going to actually tell the truth, not go along with the cover up.

Anyhow I wanted to get this rough draft out there as it may help some people get some things in order. It was difficult to work out what was happening with the recent opening of Jasons channel and the new periscope channel which was not easy to find or watch.

I may tidy things up later and maybe update parts. Hopefully trish the dish @realtrishdish has done one of her excellent articles by then but so much has happened its all a fog of metadata.

The metacontext of this is George says that the decision has been taken by Kissinger to drop Hillary as the anointed one, the favoured candidate of that part of the powers that be – illuminati? NWO? bloodline? She comes with too much baggage – bodies and violence and trouble and heavy crayon. Favoured person is now Pence.

So this is a shift in world power to a lighter touch deep state? along with the (aided?) death of Brezinski.

However should deep state even be involved in this dodgy business, and is it right Mossad should meddle in the US? Many questions arise about the deep state, but it is good having a window on how this murky world works.

Is George openly acting for Mossad in the US? Is there a battle between two parts of Mossad? What else has George done for Mossad? Was he involved in brownstones? Is he working for Kissinger who most people regard as pretty much evil. Who does Kissinger work for? Kissinger was also in charge of MK Ultra sex slaves.

One thing is certain George Webb deserves credit for shining a light on the dark criminal world of politics and  the deep state. Ratlines – organ harvesting , people trafficking, “brownstone”  operations, and much more.

I do disagree with George, there should be no “ratline lite” and going back to teh old way of doing business, it needs to be stopped and the leaders all locked up.

Is it right that these psychopaths in charge determine our future, is it not time for a complete change to this hierarchical system?

There is a battle between parts of the deep state – probably the CIA is all corrupt ehlping run the ratlines, FBI bosses mainly corrupt , the field agents ok.

Trump is a maverick but is due to necessity aligned partly with the neoconservatives. Despite his many faults and narcissism I do believe he wants to end child sexual abuse and human trafficking but he has the media and most of the corrupt politicians against him.

Periscope videos are already dropping off after 24 hours, as they autodelete. They really need to sort this out and transfer onto a reliable platform for live broadcasts or go back to you tube.

HT Johnny Big Balls

Jason has now set up Crowdsourcing the Truth facebook group [33] and page [34]

They are trying  out facebook live and periscope and crowdsource the truth you tube live



[1] You Tube Jason Goodman Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8Cl9QaRtuW9CNjP7pP4BBQ

[2] You Tube George Webb Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrQ-wHKVi0JDWjQGcuoYnew

[3] 219.1 You Tube  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqY2QP-DNaQ

[4] 219.2 You Tube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6YlYTeZYxA

[5] 219.3 You Tube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDRRT2AcRUM

[6] 219.4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pz_Uwc1BY1I

[7] 219.5 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASWBgLm9BwE first aware of lift buisness

[8] 219.6 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWt84hwNZMQ

[9] 219.7 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkUHFFTdzfI

[10] then changes to periscope

[11] JAson channel  George is Cornered in His Brooklyn Hotel Room https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cl7g8ZCcbZY

[12]  Hillary and McCabe’s Goons are Closing In – Proof of Life From George Webb https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0p25z-KMXmg 18 mins

[13] Jason interview with George Webb – Crowdsource the Truth Interviews George Webb Interview 02 – Part 1

[14] Periscope channel https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie channel [cannot appear to find on search]

[15]  Johnny Big Balls

[16] @georgwebb email

[20] periscope https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1ypKdrXBODgJW? no sound out of window

[21] Johnny with chain walking down stairs  https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1OwxWAPdkVQGQ? but Goerge miscalcluated ? and Jonny goes off to move his bike, leaving George by his car fortified by some red wine dutch courage ,

[22] https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1OwxWAPdkVQGQ 47 min video of johnny talking in car no sound

[23] Periscope Drive to Corsi’s with Jason https://www.pscp.tv/w/1LyxBBjaeLoxN

[24]  Take two – Soros / Clinton COUP goes deep – RED ALERT pscp.tv/w/a_yKTDFsWkVw Lee Stranahan talks breaking news https://t.co/mDBEg0g269

[25]  After Corsi Interview George & Jason discuss Seth Rich & Awan bros cases https://t.co/G3zpo466aR

[26] pscp.tv/w/a_y4CDFsWkVw George Webb & Jason Goodman on Seth Rich murder, Corsi interview, https://t.co/xxtQSJwA9X https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1YpKkndzwyoxj

[27] Corsi interview tape

[28]  Periscope Dr Corsi https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1YpKkndzwyoxj

[29] Periscope First reminisce in eve 7.55 https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1DXxyyrjaQyxM

[30] Periscope https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1YpKkndzwyoxj?t

[31] Tracy beanz What the heck happened to George Webb Today? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhnvHScGi60&feature=youtu.be

[32] 2017 May 30 Counter Propa George Webb, Jason Goodman, and Jared Beck Are Risking Their Lives Battling the DNC https://counterpropa.com/george-webb-jason-goodman-jared-beck-risking-lives-battling-dnc/

[33] Facebook Crowdsource the Truth Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/crowdsourcethetruth/

[34] Facebook Crowdsource the Truth Page https://www.facebook.com/search/top/?q=crowdsource%20the%20truth

[35] Periscope Driving away from Corsi 37 mins https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1rmxPPnkQdQxN?

[36]  Periscope 7.55 https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1DXxyyrjaQyxM?

[37]  Periscope 37 mins https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1PlJQAZDVjdJE?

[38] John B Wells program George webb  https://caravantomidnight.com/george-webb/?doing_wp_cron=1496356180.7056190967559814453125

[39] 2017 jun 1 Richie Allen Show george webb  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYaUj0Edfug

40 https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1ynJOjWpjjWGR? what a monring

41 6.27 h a goodman https://www.pscp.tv/webb4bernie/1ZkJzyERBeaGv?



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Fresh Start Foundation

Fresh Start Foundation website has just started. They help with CSA support, recovery, seeking truth & justice. Please visit and bookmark! [1]

They have already had a successful conference, which unfortunately I could not make due to chronic illness, and I will post the video links when available, though some are here  [3]

They are now fundraising to help survivors and hold an alternative inquiry to the Scottish Inquiry.


Fresh Start Foundation Supporting Survivors of csa

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • ShatterBoys -“Male Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse Inspiring change, Through Shared Experience Whilst Building Connections…Together We Can Heal” [N]
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Where is Ghislaine Maxwell? Has she done a runner?

Ghislaine Maxwell, daughter of criminal and Mossad spy Robert Maxwell appears to have gone underground.

She is connected to the Jeffrey Epstein child sex case and accused of sex acts with children, procuring children for sex, and essentially pimping girls. She is also subject to civil cases, but apparently is refusing to accept service of legal documents.

Does anyone know where she is?

The Epstein operation is thought to be a CIA/ Mossad connected “brownstone” operation for compromising politicians and other powerful people.

                                                        Ghislaine Maxwell

Here is the article from Daily Caller in the US

[1] 2017 May 16 Daily Caller Jeffrey Epstein’s Runaway Procurer

Jeffrey Epstein’s Runaway Procurer

Ghislaine N. Maxwell is on the run again.  A close friend of HRH Prince Andrew and former president Bill Clinton was sued once more.  Maxwell refuses to accept service and instructed her Denver, Colorado attorneys, Haddon, Morgan & Foreman, not to accept service on her behalf.  Maxwell’s attorneys also announced they do not know her whereabouts. The case: Jane Doe #43 vs. Jeffrey Epstein, Ghislaine Maxwell, Sarah Kellen, Lesley Groff, and Natalya Malyshev, is the second pending civil lawsuit filed against Maxwell by a sex trafficked survivor.

Filed January 26, 2017, in New York, this case shows how Maxwell and her former companion, Jeffrey E. Epstein, sexually abused Jane Doe #43 when she was a minor living in Manhattan.  Maxwell is a dual citizen of England and France and until recently owned a residence in New York City off Madison Avenue.  Jane Doe #43 otherwise known as Sarah Ransome is a native South African.

Ransome was recruited in Manhattan by Natalya Malyshev who apparently procured for Epstein and Maxwell.  Malyshev introduced her to Maxwell, Epstein, and the alleged procurers named in the case.  Ransome, “Believed her [conformity] with [Maxwell’s and Epstein’s] demands were crucial to her physical, psychological, financial survival.”  During the 6-month period of dependence, Epstein provided Ransome with a cell phone and an apartment at his building at 301 East 66 Street in Manhattan.  The abusive relationship lasted between October 2006 until end of April 2007, when Ransome ran away and left the country.

Maxwell, who allegedly instructed Ransome how to massage Epstein expected the girl to, “Provide Epstein with massages in order to reap the benefits of his and Maxwell’s connections.”  Ransome said, “Maxwell and Epstein threatened [her and] that while they had the ability to advance her education and career, they also had the ability to make sure she would obtain no formal education or modeling agency contracts if she failed to provide the sexual favors… [unless she obeyed] the instructions given her by Epstein and Maxwell.”  Ransome agreed to perform sex acts with Maxwell and Epstein because she wanted to attend the Fashion Institute of Technology, “FIT,” in Manhattan. Case 1:17-cv-00616-JGK Filed 01/26/17

In fact, the introduction by defendant Malyshev, turns out to be part of the massive underage sex pyramid scheme created in the 1990s by Ghislaine Maxwell, Jeffrey Epstein, Sarah Kellen and other defendants identified in this case.  Sex crimes apparently committed by Maxwell and Epstein were perpetrated against dozens of at risk, underage, vulnerable girls looking primarily for part time jobs, modeling work, and money to pay for their higher education.

The scope and range of sex crimes against minors were so heinous that Epstein was eventually arrested in 2005.  In 2008, Epstein served 13 months in a private cell in a private building at the Palm Beach County jail followed by 18 months of house arrest in his Palm Beach estate.  Maxwell and the other defendants were never criminally charged in the 2005 criminal case.

Ransome said, “Epstein made it known that further sex would be required in order for her to obtain [his] assistance and avoid Ransome’s threatened retaliation if [she] did not perform as demanded.”  Maxwell and Epstein told Ransome, “other young [girls]…were there not only to provide massages, but also sexual acts.” “Epstein gave [Ransome], no option.”  The girl was coerced “dozens of times to provide body massages to Epstein at his [Manhattan] townhouse and on his private island [Little St. John], in the U.S. Virgin Islands. She was also “Required to perform [sex acts] with Epstein, [and was] transported [on his private jet].”  With the intent to sexually exploit Ransome the defendants, Maxwell, Leslie Groff and Kellen also, “arranged [Ransome’s] commercial air travel on numerous occasions.”

“On one occasion, after suffering verbal abuse and threats by Epstein, Maxwell, and Kellen, Ransome attempted to escape Epstein’s island.  A search party led by Epstein located her and physically returned her to [his] main house.”  Ransome claims she remained with Maxwell and Epstein between October 2006-April 2007 because she was scared and if she had run away perhaps they, “Would physical[ly] restrain and potential[ly] harm her, as well as [damage] her reputation, employability, and state of mind.”  In January 2007, “Maxwell and Epstein along with the other procurers sent Ransome back to South Africa to recruit, for a promised fee, one or more aspiring female models supposedly for Epstein to use as a personal assistant.” They threatened not to pay for her education and help her in her career if she did not meet their terms.

“While in South Africa Sarah Ransome refused to recruit the minor girls, and returned to New York. Maxwell and Epstein threatened her. They also [told] her she would not be [allowed] back to the U.S. unless she went on a diet and lost 57 kilos approximately 125 pounds.”  Vulnerable, ambitious and inexperienced, Ransome believed, “she had no choice and attempted to lose the weight.”

The diet led to “kidney malfunction and extreme emotional and psychological distress.” Epstein and Maxwell, “Called Sarah’s parents in South Africa [to explain] they would take good care of Sarah when she returned to the U.S. and would use their connections and influence to have [her] admitted to FIT or another well-regarded fashion school.”  In February 2007, Ransome returned to New York and was immediately forced to have sex with Epstein.”  By May 2007, when Maxwell and Epstein did not keep their promise “Ransome left the U.S. and did not return.”

It seems, “Epstein’s wealth, influence, power and connections were used both as an inducement to provide sex (in exchange for promises of support), and as a means of threatening punishment (should [Ransome and other minors] refuse to comply with [his] instructions.”. On May 11th, Brad Edwards one of the attorneys representing several trafficked survivors in the Epstein cases, filed an extension of service.  Edwards a South Florida attorney represents Ransome in partnership with David Boies in New York.  Neither attorney returned my calls for comments.  Edwards and Boies are jointly representing another victim, Virginia R. Giuffre, pro bono in the ongoing Virginia Giuffre vs. Ghislaine Maxwell case.

Virginia R. Giuffre vs. Ghislaine Maxwell is related to the same 2005 Epstein/Maxwell sex trafficking criminal case.   Scheduled for trial May 15th, in New York, it has been rescheduled to May 25th.  According to court filings that have been heavily redacted, attorneys for Virginia Giuffre postponed the May 15th jury trial pending settlement talks.  Judge Robert Sweet, a Carter appointee, is the presiding judge.  The New York Post and New York Daily News are on record objecting to the heavily redacted filings.

It seems that after so many years, the case of Virginia Louise Roberts Giuffre, and the attorneys who represented her have agreed to settle for a large payout with Ghislaine Maxwell, the lover and alleged principal procurer of Jeffrey Epstein. This is after displays of lengthy legal battles in the public eye.  Confrontations that served only to massage the egos of the attorneys and make a lot of noise.  The Roberts-Giuffre and perhaps the Ransome sex trafficking cases are text book cases where money, politics, power, and greed win the day over truth and justice.

                                  Maxwell in Background of Prince Andrew and girl

                                                         Maxwell and Epstein

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • ShatterBoys -“Male Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse Inspiring change, Through Shared Experience Whilst Building Connections…Together We Can Heal” [N]


[1] 2017 May 16 Daily Caller Jeffrey Epstein’s Runaway Procure  http://dailycaller.com/2017/05/16/jeffrey-epsteins-runaway-procurer/?utm_campaign=atdailycaller&utm_source=Twitter&utm_medium=Social


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Leak or Hack?

Leak or Hack?

Did Seth Rich leak the 44,000 emails to Wikileaks or did the Russians hack the election?

                                                              RIP Seth Rich

The answer to this is the difference between investigating Hillary Clinton or Donald Trump, so a huge amount is vested in what really happened in Seth Rich’s murder.

DC Police say the murder was a robbery, despite nothing having been stolen. Democrats say they were hacked by Russians even though they refused to turn over their servers to the FBI and have provided absolutely no evidence in several months. FBI have chosen not to follow up on the murder. Nothing to see here then.

Or is there?

  • Craig Murray, ex British ambassador, who blew the whistle on US sanctioned torture in Uzbekistan has said for a while that he facilitated the Seth Rich leak to wikileaks.
  • Assange whilst not confirming or denying Rich was a source, was very careful with words but offered a reward for information about Rich’s death.
  • Kim dotcom has come out and said he was involved in DNC leak to wikileaks, and will make a statement soon
  • George Webb and a growing network of crowdsourced investigators are taking a keen interest in the Seth Rich case and raising all sorts of awkward questions for the authorities.

It is hard to keep pace with George Webb, watch the videos, assimilate the information and distill into a fully referenced blog. By the time I have done that, the investigation has already move on to new heights and new topics, each a hotbed of corruption and criminality. So this is a brief overview not properly referenced but with many references at the end.

Seth Rich worked for the Democratic National Convention (DNC) and an investigator has now said Seth leaked the 44,000 Democratic National Convention emails to wikileaks –  Murdered DNC Staffer Seth Rich Shared 44,053 Democrat Emails With WikiLeaks: Report [14]

This totally destroys the myth that the Democratic Party have been peddling ever since Hillary Clinton lost the election, that the Russians hacked the DNC and gave the emails to Wikileak and hence “hacked the election” in favour of Trump.

The truth about Seth Rich’s murder is just the latest in the investigations by George Webb.

He has provided much evidence to indicate that there is a huge criminal network with Hillary Clinton as a main leader, with DNC figures John Podesta, Anthony Wiener and Huma Abedin and the Awan brothers involved. The FBI and CIA are in the loop, allowing and even cooperating with the gang in their activities.

What has this got to do with child sexual abuse, which this blog is normally about?

Child sexual abuse is just one of the activities of this criminal gang. It is used mainly for compromising powerful people for blackmail, as part of what are termed “brownstone operations”.

The other activities of the criminal gang are arranged into various “ratlines” of various specialists in each sphere. They destabilise countries, using a mix of US foreign policy, special forces and private security corporations. They traffick women for prostitution, traffick humans for organ harvesting, traffick illegal and legal drugs, traffick weapons, traffick oil, steal money and gold obviously, set up central banks for control of money and population. Libya, Syria, Haiti, Bosnia have had this treatment, and parts are happening in the US right now. Think of the whole thing as Iran Contra on steroids.

The Hillary Clinton gang coordinate their information via non official Blackberry phones arranged to autosync to servers, with or without their users knowledge (it is said that Obama was tricked into having one). The phones are programmed to sort information into various files for the people controlling the ratlines. The phones and IT side is set up by the Awan brothers, non Americans, bizarrely trusted to have access to many members of congress computers and highly paid by the Democratic National Congress (DNC). They have been involved in theft of computers, money from their mother in law and some have fled probably to Pakistan.

If this seems fantastical, there is a large amount of evidence to back it up. I do not have time to sort it all out in an idiots guide, but there are enough links given at the end to check this out for yourself. Essential watching are George Webb videos, around the Day 209 / 210 mark and read the comments on these. George with his crowdsourced team has has been unearthing more evidence day by day. But you will have to put in the effort to check facts.

Is it a republican v democrat issue?  No, not primarily, but that is the scenario put forward for the masses by the corporate media. It is also part driven by Bernie Sanders v Hillary Clinton disputes as Hillary was stealing money donated by Bernie supporters. The criminal element covers both sides of the political divide, in fact the republicans are even more compromised by child sexual abuse.

This particular criminal gang will have more democrats in it as it is run at least partly if not fully by Hillary.

Why aren’t the media reporting this?

The corporate mainstream media have been deeply compromised a long time time by the deep state by corruption and massive organised criminal activity- see Operation Mocking Bird [15]. George Webb is revealing some of this.

“We’ll know our disinformation program is complete when everything the American public believes is false.”? William Casey CIA Director [16] 

The corporate media are complicit in the cover up of the organised crime to a massive degree. If they now admit the “Russia hacked the election” myth is false, they will expose themselves as “fake news”. Also the dam of false information will have burst and masses of other criminality will come flooding out into the public.

Hence they have doubled down on the Trump /Russia narrative.


Andrew McCabe, now acting director of FBI [24] led the investigation into Hillary and use of her email server, classified emails, failure to hand over all the emails, erasing of evidence etc. His wife just happened to be paid $675,000 by a friend of Hillary’s!  No further investigation. Were these two events connected?

Comey recent ex Director of FBI, despite reopening investigation of Hillary just before the election, shut it again after a week supposedly having checked 625,000 emails found on disgraced paedophile Anthony Wiener’s computer.

There is abundant evidence in the metadata of these emails to prove the existence of a criminal network and the individuals involved by geolocation. Comey is up to his neck in at the very least covering up the evidence. Police, FBI, Justice Department or whoever need to release the metadata otherwise you are guilty of misprision of felony. Non release points to your guilt.

[50] George Webb Day 210.1 Day 210.1. Hillary’s Leakers and Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens

See also VC Bestor Democrats had Seth Rich Murdered: How? [20] 

George Webb You Tube Channel [8]

Other interviews with George see [25]


[some unfinished but need to publish this blog!]

[1] You Tube George Webb Day 193 Summary – Hillary’s Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=357OdU0aICc

[2] You Tube George Webb Day 193 Summary – Hillary’s Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Bdrxypx_mE

[3] You Tube George Webb Day 193 Summary – Hillary’s Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZoyWThnAB6c

[4] You Tube George Webb Day 193 Summary – Hillary’s Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EO7ppqGm7lQ

[5] You Tube George Webb Day 193 Summary – Hillary’s Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 5 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtWIOeAAS0E

[6]  You Tube George Webb Day 194.1 Hillary’s Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BrxQwur46ak

[7] You Tube George Webb Day 194.2. Hillary’Hillarys , Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gm-WxK8yvP0

[8] You Tube George Webb  https://www.youtube.com/user/georgwebb

[9] You Tube George Webb Day 195.1. Hillary’s Hackers , Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wyggbar9lH8

[10] Day 195.2. Hillary’Hillarys, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens, Part 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkKnRTCl-jI

[11] 2017 May 9 You Tube George Webb on CharacterDriven- Full Show https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDmvrdLeEss&feature=youtu.be

[12] 2017 Mar 12 Trish the Dish An Accidental Journalist and His Historic Crowd-Sourced Investigation https://medium.com/@panegron/an-accidental-journalist-and-his-historic-crowd-sourced-investigation-dc5570ecbae9

[13] 2017 May 17 Wikipedia Seth Rich https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Seth_Rich

[14] 2017 May 16 Zerohedge Murdered DNC Staffer Seth Rich Shared 44,053 Democrat Emails With WikiLeaks: Report http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2017-05-16/murdered-dnc-staffer-seth-rich-shared-44000-emails-wikileaks

[15] The Depraved Spies and Moguls of the CIA’s Operation MOCKINGBIRD by Alex Constantine http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/RANCHO/POLITICS/MOCK/mockingbird.php archive https://web.archive.org/web/20170517131727/http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/RANCHO/POLITICS/MOCK/mockingbird.php

[16]  Quora.com Did William Casey (CIA Director) really say, “We’ll know our disinformation program is complete when everything the American public believes is false.”? https://www.quora.com/Did-William-Casey-CIA-Director-really-say-Well-know-our-disinformation-program-is-complete-when-everything-the-American-public-believes-is-false “We’ll know our disinformation program is complete when everything the American public believes is false.”?

[17] 2017 May 17 Breitbart Chinese Sex Trafficking Ring Busted in Texas http://www.breitbart.com/texas/2017/05/17/chinese-sex-trafficking-ring-busted-texas/

[18] 2017 Jan 10 True Pundit VIDEO: FBI’s Comey: DNC Refused Federal Agents Access to Trace Email Leaks; Confirms Original Report by True Pundit http://truepundit.com/video-fbis-comey-dnc-refused-federal-agents-access-to-trace-email-leaks-confirms-original-report-by-true-pundit/

[19] 2017 May 16 Breitbart 4 Unanswered Questions Surrounding Murdered DNC Staffer Seth Rich http://www.breitbart.com/tech/2017/05/16/4-unanswered-questions-surrounding-murdered-dnc-staffer-seth-rich/

[20] 2017 May 16 VC Bestor Democrats had Seth Rich Murdered: How? http://vcbestor.blogspot.co.uk/2017/05/democrats-had-seth-rich-murdered-how.html

[21] George Webb Day 206.3. Hillary’s Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens Part 3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPhbhsL7CQ8

[22] Twitter https://twitter.com/AlternativViewz/status/864680715673272320

[23] 2017 May 19  Vox https://www.vox.com/world/2017/5/19/15561842/trump-russia-louise-mensch

[24] 2016 Oct 24 Lid Log Coincidence? Clinton Ally Contributed $675K To Wife Of Agent Who Led FBI Probe Of Hillary http://lidblog.com/coincidence-clinton-ally-contributed-675k-to-wife-of-agent-who-led-fbi-probe-of-hillary/

[25] Some interviews with George Webb HT to the provider

here is a start: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1S5gkdJH15w — Jason Goodman – Apr 28, 2017
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1oi7HjhqjAYouTube — Tim Black – Mar 30, 2017
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVc1B5SdMGw — The Official Hagmann Report – Feb 18, 2017
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2IDoyC8L80 — Ella Free – Feb 15, 2017
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAiMyaknxv0 — Project Camelot – Jan 26, 2017
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVmel147ZEQ — Our Interesting Times – Jan 22, 2017
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6ruTsHb9xA — Max Igan – Jan 6, 2017

[26] George Webb on character Driven Show  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDmvrdLeEss

[27] 2016 Aug Western Journalism http://www.westernjournalism.com/thepoint/2016/08/11/investigation-coincidence-or-conspiracy-the-bodies-pile-up-around-bill-and-hillary/?utm_source=Facebook&utm_medium=PostSideSharingButtons&utm_content=2016-12-12&utm_campaign=websitesharingbuttons

[28] http://blog.dcwitness.org/dnc-employee-fatally-shoot-in-bloomingdale/

[29] https://archive.is/DLHkH

[30] http://archive.is/Dx3OT

[31] https://steemit.com/crime/@v4vapid/seth-rich-died-almost-2-hours-after-shot-twice-in-the-back-spoke-with-police-must-read

[32] https://www.scribd.com/doc/99562611/D-C-Police-Department-s-Dirty-Cop-Problem-and-Tolerance-of-Misconduct-120-Examples

[33] https://voat.co/v/pizzagate/1865811

[34] Seth Rich serves https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3FMgZruOXE&t=0s

[35] Body Language Seths family https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mEu22KJjtU

[36] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2PENauWbAac

[37] 2017 May 19 Counterpunch http://www.counterpunch.org/2017/05/19/seth-rich-craig-murray-and-the-sinister-stewards-of-the-national-security-state/

[38] 2017 May  21 Gateway Pundit BREAKING VIDEO: Seth Rich’s Parents Grateful for Assistance Finding Son’s Murderers – No Indication They Want Search Stopped http://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2017/05/breaking-seth-richs-parents-grateful-for-assistance-finding-sons-2-murderers-no-indication-they-want-search-stopped/

[39] 2017 May 19 Vox  https://www.vox.com/world/2017/5/19/15561842/trump-russia-louise-mensch

[40] https://crimewatchdaily.com/2016/09/30/exclusive-murdered-dnc-staffers-family-friends-set-record-straight/

[50] George Webb Day 210.1 Day 210.1. Hillary’s Leakers and Hackers, Awan Brothers Saga Deepens https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTXSwFH9RaU


REPOSTING: Mon APR 18: John Jones pushed in front of train and dies.
Wed MAY 11: Michael Ratner dies of cancer Thu
MAY 12: WSJ reveals Clinton charity giving millions to Scott Kleeb (SR’s former employer)
Sun JUN 12: Assange interview “More leaks to come”
Sat JUN 18: Guccifer 2.0 leak of DNC donors Wed JUN 22: John Ashe dies (barbell accident) Sun JUN 26: Creighton Grad Simone Sanders quits as Bernie’s National Press Secretary Tue JUN 28: Suit filed by Shaun Lucas George says: “The last tranche has gone” approx in here Fri JUL 01: Shaun Lucas serves the DNC Sat JUL 02: Hillary meets with FBI to answer questions about private email server. HOLIDAY WEEKEND Tue JUL 05: Seth Rich hears he will join Hillary’s Campaign and go to Brooklyn? James Comey says Hillary was careless in handling of email. Wed JUL 06: AG Loretta Lynch says Clinton won’t be charged. Thu Jul 07: State Dept reopens email server investigation Sun JUL 10: Seth Rich killed in early morning hours Tue JUL 12: Sanders caves and endorses Hillary Fri JUL 22: Wikileaks publishes 19,252 emails and 8,034 attachments from the DNC Sat JUL 23: DN Convention begins in Philadelphia Mon JUL 25: Joe Montano dies Tue JUL 26: DebbieWS Resigns JUL Late: FBI starts investigation intoTrump links to Russia and to Russian ‘hackers’ Thu JUL 28: Class Action suit is filed FRI JUL 29: Court filing shows that FBI turned over “thousands of documents” to State Dept as part of the email investigation. Sat JUL 30: Clinton goes on Fox and brags that Comey believes her to be “truthful” Tue AUG 02: Shawn Lucas dies & “Heads Roll at DNC” 3 fired Tue AUG 09: Wikileaks offers $20K reward for SR killer and Assange hints at DNC connection to killer in TV Interview. Sat AUG 20: Assange implies Seth Rich was source Tue AUG 30: Assange/Pilger interview SEP ??: Craig Murray says he received a “clandestine handoff” Wash DC Sat SEP 17 Eric Braverman goes missing? Fri OCT 07: Wikileaks publishes John Podesta emails daily through 10/31 Mon OCT 17: Pamela Anderson brings Assange a sandwich. Sat OCT 22: Death of Gavin MacFayden Tue NOV 01 Shawn Lucas’ cause of death released compiled from multiple commenters below drop more and I will add them…Thanks to NetHoax&JayM&cheesymogul et




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Barrie Trower interviewed young offenders in 70’s abused by VIP’s

I rarely get the chance to listen to radio shows or watch videos, however this is one I have listened to and recommend it to others.

Barrie Trower interviewed young offenders in 1967-78 abused by VIP’s as part of his job to identify powerful people who may be subject to blackmail by the KGB. There were about 20 people who did what he did.

Barrie says that the vast majority of high level paedophiles were from Eton, Harrow, Oxford, Cambridge and Freemasons

Richie Allen with Barrie Trower “I Interviewed Young Offenders In The 60’s/70’s Who Were Abused By VIP Politicians.” [1] 

He does say that paedophiles always stayed in power see c.22 mins

He thought of 3 scenarios why this should be so, which appeared to be

1. They were kept in place to identify any KGB spies trying to blackmail them

2. Blackmailed by MI5 for more operatives, building etc

3. Information went to a person who was head of organisation that was a paedophile also

Barrie asked his own MP, to see the Prime Minister about the information he knew and handed him him a brief. The PM was too busy to discuss this and his own MP, who is a whip, has refused to meet him for 7 years after.

Interesting is the mechanism of “Active Denial” which governments use and try to delay revelations for 50 years, see c.1h 3min 50 years

If anyone has time to find or sort out a transcript, I am not aware if Richie does them, or summary that would be great.

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • ShatterBoys -“Male Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse Inspiring change, Through Shared Experience Whilst Building Connections…Together We Can Heal” [N]


[1] You Tube Richie Allen with Barrie Trower “I Interviewed Young Offenders In The 60’s/70’s Who Were Abused By VIP Politicians.” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IbrWi1wl7Q

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Kathleen Sullivan – Mind Controlled Slave

Trigger Warning – pictures and text are disturbing

Kathleen Sullivan’s book Unshackled, about her life as a mind controlled slave is less well known than Cathy O’Briens and Brice Taylor’s books on mind control. It should not be.

It is a true story of a girl abused and mind controlled by torture and trauma since a baby, by her father, various US secret services and covert personnel and institutions.

Kathleen’s mind was shattered into over a thousand alters, many of which were black ops and assassination alters.

My post on Fiona Bartlett – My Story Fiona Barnett – “Hang on for the Ride”  [9] which comprised pictures that she had drawn in therapy is extremely popular, partly I think because it crosses any language barriers. This present post on Kathleen Sullivan includes the pictures Kathleen drew in therapy, which all come from her book Unshackled [2] pdf download [2a]

Further information from Kathleen can be found on her archived personal website [8] and her archived survivor help website Parc-Vramc [1].

Kathleen adopted the policy of not revealing names in her book, as the blowback was potentially too great, but she made a revealing comment after these articles, The True Story about Mark Phillips [6]. The articles make a good case that Mark Phillips,  partner of Cathy O’Brien, who saved her – is actually her controller. Kathleen gives her experience of this and includes that Kissinger was one of her primary owners, along with the White House, the CIA and Robert Maxwell of Great Britain.

After the drawings in Appendix 1, I have also included lists of people and institutions who were involved in Mind Control which are from Kathleen Sullivan website archive U.S. Government Human Research Project Lists:CIA’s MKULTRA and other related projects [8b] There is a section on British involvement.

In Appendix 1 and 2 there is also information about people who worked for the False Memory Syndrome Foundation with some of their quotes from the above link and Kathleen Sullivan website archive Head Games [8a]

Kathleen Sullivan’s Drawings c 1990 from her therapy


After the Murder of Baby Rose

Fear clutched my heart as I held my baby girl tightly. I felt doom,
although I didn’t know why. When I looked at Dad again, he held out a
large, sharp knife with a black handle, similar to the knife he’d used in
rituals when I was a child, putting his hands over mine and forcing me to
kill precious babies.
My mind short-circuited. Dad looked into my eyes and said, “If you
don’t kill her, I will.” Instantly, a succession of ritually conditioned alterstates
emerged. Each one frantically assessed the situation, trying to figure
a way out. When one part saw no way out, that part went under and
the next part came out.
They knew they could try to run with Rose to the distant houses and
yell for help, but since Dad was a cross-country athlete, they couldn’t
outdistance him. They could try to fight him, but he was much stronger,
and where could they put the baby to keep him from hurting her in the
struggle? And if he killed me or I killed myself, there was no telling what
he’d do to her.
A mother-part emerged and stared at my baby’s sweet face. She tried
to comfort herself with the knowledge that Rose would soon be with
God in heaven, where He’d keep her safe and surrounded with His love.
And even if it killed the mother-part, she was determined to be the one
to do it with every ounce of love in her. She would not allow Dad’s cruel,
filthy hands to touch Rose’s innocent body. She’d seen Dad rape baby
girls to death. He was not going to do it to Rose! She’d kill her first, with
love and gentleness. She wanted the love and reassurance in her own
eyes to be the last thing Rose would see.
As she prepared to cut Rose’s carotid arteries, she felt such piercing
pain, she realized she couldn’t go through with it. She couldn’t kill the
most important person in her universe. When she submerged and a
ritually conditioned child alter-state emerged, Dad noticed the shift and
grinned. As he’d done so many times in the past, he put his right hand
atop mine and forced it to cut Rose’s soft neck. I believe it was a mercy
that the child alter-state didn’t recognize Rose as her child. Dad forced
my hand to cut Rose’s carotid arteries, one at a time.
After the deed was done, the mother-part reemerged. She wanted to
scream with wild grief as she saw the blood pulse and Rose’s precious
eyes faded to dull, then black. She was losing her baby, dear God, she
was losing her baby. As Rose’s eyes stopped seeing, she told herself,
“She’s with God now. She’s safe.” But the dark pain of her baby’s leaving
was unbearable.
She didn’t move as she watched Dad carry Rose by her ankles to keep
from getting her blood on him. He wouldn’t allow the alter-state to bury
Rose. He said that since the baby came from my body, she was garbage.
He put her precious body in a black, plastic garbage bag and threw it into
a nearby commercial sized, metal dumpster.

Dad clamped me to his saw table to torture me with electricity


Woman Ritually Murdered by Dad

Dad with ritual robe and knife


Dad ritually killing boy atop me


Dolly/Dreia Ritualistic Energy Transfers

Dolly, who also answered to the cult name Dreia, was developmentally
stuck at the age of seven. Dad had taught occult beliefs to her that he’d
said he had mostly gotten from the writings of the infamous British
Satanist and intelligence operative, Aleister Crowley.
Sometimes, Dad’s cult had met in a large old gray stone building in or
near Reading. A thick, gray, granite altar, upon which babies were murdered,
was in one of the rooms. Dad told Dolly that the most powerful
life-energy was stored in the blood of babies because they hadn’t sinned
yet. He said that a weaker but still effective life-force was stored in the
semen of animals and humans. He seemed to believe that his body would
never deteriorate or grow old if he continuously ingested both. He made
Dolly do the same.
As Dolly tried to explain these beliefs to a nurse at Bethesda, she said
that Dad acted as if he were a battery that needed to be recharged by
blood and semen–either human or animal. In my sketchbook, she drew a
succession of diagrams of hooded adult cult members positioned in and
around the encircled hexagram. She drew pictures of the sequence of one
ritual from beginning to end. Dolly was proud to have been an occult
practitioner and wrote a page–with graphic illustrations–about the
Magick that Dad had taught her during those rituals.
Eventually, Dolly felt the horror of what she’d been involved in
as a child. Alone in the hospital bedroom, she frantically searched
for something to kill herself with. She tried to remove metal screws
from a metal window frame to cut her wrists, but they wouldn’t
come loose. She tried to escape by opening an emergency door–it didn’t
There wasn’t any point of trying to walk out the building’s main
door–the staff constantly checked with me and other clients to make
sure that unfamiliar alter-states wouldn’t break and run if we strolled
around the hospital grounds. Dolly was trapped with no way out, other
than to talk and heal.Catalina channeling little Kathys rage

Catalina and Andreia – Dad beat man to death

Andreia – Teenaged Part
Andreia recalled having watched Dad beat a male cult member to
death in a ritual room in Pennsylvania. In the picture, the unconscious
man hung by his wrists that were tied with a rope that was attached to a
pulley Dad had previously fastened to the ceiling. (These were the same
pulleys Dad used, when making me and other children hang from the
ceiling in cages—sometimes for days.)
Andreia mourned the red-bearded man’s death. Although she’d been
one of his sexual “partners” during orgies, he’d been kind to her. And
because of what she’d seen Dad do when he lost control of his rage,
Andreia feared her own anger and worried that her rage might go out of
control and hurt others.


Andreia – My Rainbow Programming


Renee – her part of the memory of Dad Ritually Murdering a female cult member

During Friday night rituals, Dad had created Renee and then triggered
her out by name. Each time, he had commanded her to sit naked on a
wooden altar. The guilt of not being harmed, while being forced to watch
Dad hurt other children and adults, had been unbearable. Renee still felt
partly responsible for what was done to them because she was, after all,
Dad’s daughter. She had also been conscious during a part of the New
York City ritual. She provided more details about that event. Softhearted,
Renee wept every time she emerged. She was so full of grief that she had
great difficulty speaking.

Renee wrote that she’d watched Dad commit several daytime murders
of adult cult members in Pennsylvania. They were so gory and inhumane
that Renee was convinced nobody could save her from Dad. He was allpowerful,
not just at home, but even within the cult! Because he first
accused each victim of having told outsiders about cult activities, Renee
also believed she must never talk about what she’d witnessed.


Andreia Coffin Memories

Andreia remembered another terrible childhood memory and drew
four sequential pictures of it. I was about six years old. It was a warm
day; the grass was green and Andreia was clad in blue shorts and a red,
short-sleeved T-shirt. At first, she stood near Dad and several other male
cult members in a cemetery. She clearly felt helpless because in the first
picture, in which she stood next to a deep dirt hole holding an unearthed
coffin, she didn’t draw her legs or feet. She wrote, “They made me stand
beside the coffin they put the dirt on the black cloth.”
In the second picture, she was lying on her back inside the open
coffin, down in the hole. She drew her legs, but her hands and feet were
still missing–signifying that she’d been unable to run or fight against
the men.
She wrote, “They take the lady [fresh corpse] out and make me lay in the
coffin and shut it. I pretend I am dead then they open it and put her back in
on top of me. I will not draw that she has no head. This is just a bad dream.
I will wake up soon. She has juices come out of her neck, they get on my
face and hair and top. Bad Bad Bad. I am dead. No more bad things.”
The memory of the “juices” was, by far, the most gruesome part of the
entire memory. It was beyond any horror I’d previously relived. Because
I couldn’t stand the physical sensations and visual flashbacks, I called
Bethesda and asked one of the nurses for help. She talked to Andreia and
asked her to draw a closed coffin. On that page, Andreia wrote: “The lady
told me to close my memory until I can see the doctor. Coffin U R Locked
until I say so!”

Exactly one week after the memory first emerged, Andreia met with
the therapist in his office. Having a supportive listener helped Andreia,
tears and snot flowing, to survive the memory of the decapitated woman
lying atop her, crushing her to where she could barely breathe.
At home that night, she drew a picture of the open coffin, with Andreia
lying beneath the decapitated body that still wore a dress. Because young
child Andreia was now blending and sharing information with me, and
me with her, she now used grown-up words to explain the logic that had
kept her sane: “Her body was there but her soul was gone. My body was
there and my soul was still there too. She was dead but I was alive. Not
the same! Who was she? Was she somebody important to them? What
was the purpose in them doing this?”
Underneath the picture, she wrote: “I got gooey stuff–slimy–on my
face and hair and shirt. They took me to [a female cult member’s] house.
She made me take a shower and she washed my clothes so no one would
ever know.”
In this journal entry, Andreia seemed to be describing the trauma that
had initially created her. Because her personality was like mine, and
because she didn’t identify herself by a new name during that horror, Dad
hadn’t realized that she wasn’t the host alter-state. I believe this is why
Andreia was able to stay hidden from Dad for decades, conserving my
sense of innate goodness and my ability to love.


Gloria – Recurring Childhood Nightmare

Gloria – tortured by Dad with Cattle Prod

Teenaged Gloria held my grief over a fetus that Dad had forced me
to abort and then ingest during a ritual, when I was a teenager. She
held other memories, too. She was the female I had seen in the bathroom
mirror in recurring childhood nightmares. During each of those
dreams, I was unable to cover my ears or turn away as she screamed.
I’ve never forgotten waking up from these nightmares, drenched with
sweat, praying that I wouldn’t see the screaming lady again in my
When Gloria drew pictures of her experiences in my sketch pad, I
finally learned why she had screamed in the nightmares. Dad had bound
her to a wooden cross and had vaginally tortured her with a cattle prod.
Gloria seemed to compartmentalize my blackest rage and my strongest
memories of physical pain.


Margaret Bed of Nails    Margaret tortured by Fire

A child part that Dad had named Margaret was my only fully analgesic
alter-state. Because she’d been created through torture paired with
hypnosis, she was able to block out all physical pain. Margaret had
stopped developing, mentally and emotionally, at the age of nine.
One day at home, Margaret proved to me that she could feel no pain if
injured. She took control of the body while I watched (at those times,
I visualized my body as a vehicle; the dominant alter-state “drove” while
I observed from the “back seat”). She pushed a fairly large sewing needle
through the web of skin between my left thumb and index finger. As long
as she had control of the body and I just watched, I felt no pain at all;
neither did she. When she receded and I regained full control of the body,
however, I felt the pain. I was in awe.
Margaret drew several pictures of childhood torture sessions. She
wrote about a gray-haired man she’d known as a “pain giver.” He had
spoken kindly to her while he’d done the most awful things. His gentle
voice and demeanor had been crucial in helping Margaret to dissociate
completely from the pain he’d inflicted. By focusing on his voice, she
totally blocked out what he did to the body.
In one picture, Margaret drew a picture of him holding the flame of a lit
candle under my left arm’s soft flesh. She wrote, “Old Man Gray har [sic]
likes me.” The cognitive dissonance created by what he was doing, as
opposed to his presenting himself as a caring person, was mind-splitting.
Suppressing her fear and horror, Margaret emotionally attached to the
torturer. He was much kinder in his face and voice than Dad had
ever been.
During another “test,” Margaret noted that Dad seemed fascinated as
he stood silently, watching. First, the older man threw a live cat on a bed
of nails that were affixed to a large wooden board that had been set on
the floor, the points of the long nails sticking straight up. The cat
screeched loudly as it scrambled off, bleeding. Then the older man told
Margaret to lie on her back. When she obeyed, she felt no pain. As he
examined her back afterwards, he said, “Very impressive,” and commented
on the absence of blood. Dad seemed pleased, which added to
Margaret’s sense of pride.
The older sadist’s final act was to dislocate all the fingers on one of my
hands. Again, Margaret felt nothing. The torturer popped each digit back
into place, telling Margaret that she had “passed the test.” Again she felt
The ability to block out pain when injured, and to trance so that I
didn’t bleed, was crucial when I was sent into dangerous situations as an
adult. I was made to believe that if I was disabled by any injury, my handlers
would kill me. Since I wanted to stay alive, I tranced to stop any
bleeding. I didn’t want them to notice an injury and kill me!


Melissa Aged 8 Split off Dick Tracey Alter State 

Triggered by the robes, I developed a new part, Melissa, that was able
to remember both the rituals and portions of my experiences in this big
Knowing that Melissa couldn’t express her rage directly at the blackrobed
men, Dad pointed at the “bum” and said, “Kill the bad man.” After
he told the man to “start running,” Dad then handed Melissa either a large
knife or a loaded handgun. He never ordered Melissa to go after more
than one “bad man” per training session.

Because I loved reading Sunday morning comic strips, I created a new
alter-state that split off from Melissa. Dick Tracy visualized himself
wearing a black fedora and overcoat as he chased after each man, fully
intending to end the bad man’s life. Each time he cornered the man, he
brutally killed him. (I think this happened because: the rage made me
unusually strong; the street people that Dad chose were probably weakened
by malnutrition and debilitating alcoholism; and the shock of being
attacked by an eight-year-old girl may have kept them from fighting back
until it was too late. Knowing Dad’s bag of tricks, he may also have
drugged them.) My Dick Tracey alter-state felt completely justified
because Dad had said they were bad men.

Marla was taught how to cut a body and remove organs. Annie shared consciousness

Marla, an adult alter-state, wrote that when she was young, she’d
been sent to “special classes” to learn how to dismember bodies. She
wrote about a black liquid that had been poured into the stomach cavities
by an adult male trainer. She’d been given black gloves with a red border
around the wrists, and had used a special set of surgical tools kept in a
black velvet-lined case. She wrote that she’d only emerged to dismember
bodies after the victims were dead. She’d used “precise, scientific thinking
and over-awareness of colors and artistic patterns of the bodies as
coping mechanisms.” She had no noticeable emotions.


Left Hand Writing The drawing above has not reproduced in correct proportion. I leave it in to illustrate that when Kathleen wrote with her left hand, memories stored on the right side of her brain came out, instead of the usual memories.


Group of child alters as diagrammed by a child part

At home, Dad-the-engineer drew flowcharts of my “systems” of alterstates,
leaving them on his easel in our upstairs screened-in porch.
Because he drew the systems in code, only he and some of my alterstates
understood what the charts represented. Those parts believed him
when he told them he knew me better than I knew myself.
Although non-traumatic hypnosis could have effectively been used to
control my mind, Dad clearly preferred using trauma-based programming
to split it. To create a new system (group) of alter-states, he first triggered
(called out) a primary alter-state that he’d previously created. When that
alter-state emerged, he traumatized that alter-state, sometimes using electricity,
until that part couldn’t take any more pain. That part “went under,”
leaving another part of my mind conscious to endure the next trauma.3
Dad called this technique chain programming. He traumatized one
alter-state after another, verbally assigning each one an individualized
code name, until I stopped functioning altogether. When that happened,
he knew he’d gone as far as he could. He’d start the next session on
another day, again calling out a primary alter-state and then traumatizing
that part to create another succession of linked alter-states and personality
Somehow, Dad knew that if a trauma was familiar, a previously conscious
part would emerge that had coped with that type of trauma before.
The only way he could create new alter-states and personality fragments
was to expose me to traumas that I hadn’t yet learned how to cope with.
Using this technique, Dad eventually created over a thousand alter-states
and personality fragments in my shattered mind. He assigned each one a
code name that was later used by him and other professional handlers to
trigger them back out into consciousness. He also took me to spend time
with other adults, allegedly working for the CIA, who used more sophisticated
techniques to program and train many of these alter-states.

Through methodical manipulations via drugs, hypnosis, torture and
training, it is possible to create a Manchurian Candidate; a programmable
person with absolute obedience. There seems to be no limit to the
complexity and ingenuity employed in this process. Handlers pick and
choose alters, assign them duties, and give them their own set of memories,
instructions, triggers, and fail-safe booby traps, to ensnare anyone
attempting psychological reconstruction of the self. Once the ability to
fragment has been established, other alters are cultivated to amplify their
skills and taught how to best serve their master. Examples of controlled
programming can be found among serial killers, mass murderers, and
even terrorists whose “inexplicable” crimes explode in living color on
our television screens.

These are some of the activities that my covert op programmed alterstates
performed while under the control of professional handlers:
• Protection, body-guarding, and escorting
• Assassinations
• Hostage interventions and rescue
• Arms smuggling, including transportation of small rockets
• Bombings and sabotage
• Teaching children how use standard and makeshift weapons
against mock adult attackers
• Kidnapping
• Taking out snipers
• Surveillance
• Torture and interrogation
• Clandestine photography
• Clandestine search of an organization’s files
• Killing assassin-programmed individuals who had gone out of
control and were an imminent danger to those around them.
(Because they were so dissociated they felt no pain when injured,
I was trained to kill them in a particularly gruesome way.)
Professional handlers used a succession of my pre-programmed covert
op alter-states to successfully perform each operation. Afterwards, I was
transported home with no memory of the event.
My black op (assassin) trained alter-states were even more specialized.
Through hundreds of repetitive acts, each was conditioned to kill in at
least one of the following ways: zip wire, gun, knife, or chemicals. Other
methods were also used on certain ops. The zip wires were sometimes
sewn into loosely-basted hems of garments, particularly blouses and
jackets, with soft ends to protect my hands from being sliced through.
Each black op alter-state was trained to use at least one type of
weapon. Some were also trained to select a certain number of objects or
surfaces in any environment to use as makeshift weapons.
In the early 1990s, I was severely re-traumatized as I remembered
the crimes that I’d been forced to commit. As I resuscitated the dead
parts of my soul, I felt the immense emotions of pain, grief, and horror
that I hadn’t felt during the actual ops.

Reversing Dads Guilt Messages

Appendix 1

Hospitals, Universities and Government Facilities involved in human experimentation

The information is from Kathleen Sullivan website archive U.S. Government Human Research Project Lists:CIA’s MKULTRA and other related projects [8b]

The following list is of hospitals, universities, and other facilities and organisations that were, in some way, involved in the hosting, funding, and/or enactment of government-sanctioned human experimentation in the past.  This list is not intended to implicate any organizations or individuals connected to them, who neither condoned nor participated in harmful human research.


  • Clifton Hospital, York
  • Marlborough Day Hospital, Wiltshire
  • Powick Hospital Malvern, Worcestershire
  • Roffey Park, Lincolnshire

Mainly US

bulletAero Medical Laboratory, Directorate of Research, Wright-Patterson Air Force Base, Ohio bullet Air Force 657 1st Aeromedical Research Laboratory bullet Allan Memorial Institute, Canada bullet American Psychological Association  bulletBoston University School of Medicine, Massachusetts  bullet Army Chemical Corps bullet Canada�s Defense Research Board  bullet Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) bullet Children�s International Summer Villages, Inc., Mainebullet Clifton Hospital, York, England bullet Columbia University bullet Commission on Viral Infections, Armed Forces Epidemiological Board, Office of the Surgeon General  bullet Cornell University, Cornell Medical Human Ecology Programbullet Creedmore State Hospital, Children�s Unit, Queen�s Village, New York  bullet Dugway Proving Ground, Utahbullet Edgeware Arsenal bullet Edgewood Arsenal, Edgewood, Marylandbullet Emory University, Atlanta, Georgia bullet Florida State University bullet Fort Benning, Georgia bullet Fort Sam Houston bullet Georgetown University Hospital, Washington DC bullet George Washington University bullet Geschickter Foundation bullet Geschickter Fund for Medical Research  bullet Hanford Nuclear Facility, Richmond, Washington  bullet Harvard Medical School, Massachusetts bullet Hollywood Hospital, Vancouver, Canada  bullet House of the Good Shepherd, New York bullet Human Ecology Foundation bullet Ionia State Hospital bullet Johns Hopkins University  bullet Leler University of Georgia  bullet Los Alamos bullet Louisiana State Penitentiary bullet Marlborough day hospital, Wiltshire, England bullet Massachusetts General Hospital bulletMassachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT) bullet McGill University, Department of Psychiatry, Canada  bullet J. P. Morgan and Co., Inc. bullet Montana State University bullet Montreal Neurological Institute, Canadabullet NASA bullet New Jersey Neuropsychiatric Institute, Bureau of Neurology and Psychiatrybullet New Jersey Neuropsychiatric Institute, Clinical Investigative Unit of the Bureau of Research  bullet New Jersey Reformatory at Bordentown  bullet New York State Department of Mental Hygiene  bullet New York State Psychiatric Institute bullet New York University, New York bullet New York University School of Medicine Committee on Human Experimentation bullet Oak Ridge Institute of Nuclear Studiesbullet Oak Ridge National Laboratory bullet Oak Ridge, Tennessee bullet Office of Naval Researchbullet Ohio State Penitentiary at Columbusbullet Penetang Psychiatric Hospital, Oak Ridge Division, Penetanguishene, Ontario, Canada bullet Powick Hospital, Malvern, Worcestershire, England  bullet Public Health Service bullet Rand Corporation bullet Roffey Park, Lincolnshire, England  bullet Rome State School, Rome, New York  bullet Scottish Rite Foundation bullet Scottish Rite Foundation Schizophrenia Research Foundation bullet Scottish Rite Research Committee bullet Society for the Investigation of Human Ecology  bullet Seventh Day Adventist Church bullet Stanford Research Institute (SRI)  bullet Stanford University bullet St. John�s Orphan Asylum, New York  bullet Texas Research Institute of Mental Sciences (TRIMS), Houston, Texas bullet Tulane University, New Orleans, Louisiana bullet UCLA Violence Project bullet University of Denver, Colorado bullet University of Illinois bullet University of Indiana  bullet University of Maryland  bullet University of Minnesota, Department of Psychiatry  bullet University of Oklahoma, Department of Psychiatrybullet University of Pennsylvania bullet University of Rochester, New York  bullet University of Texas bullet U.S. Air Force bullet U.S. Army bullet U.S. Army Chemical Research and Development Laboratory, Edgeware Arsenal bullet U.S. Army Medical Research and Development Command bullet U.S. Army Medical Research Institute of Infectious Diseases, Fort Detrick, Fredrick, Maryland bullet U.S. Army Special Operations Division, Fort Detrick, Maryland bullet U.S. Department of Defense bullet U.S. Department of Energy bullet U.S. Federal Penitentiary, Atlanta, Georgia bullet U.S. Navy bullet Utica Community Chest, Utica, New York bullet Vacaville State Prison bullet Vanderbilt University, Tennessee  bullet Walter Reed Army Medical Center  bullet Wayne State University College of Medicine, Lafayette Clinic, Detroit, Michigan bullet Willowbrook State School, New York bullet Worcester Foundation for Experimental Biology, Shrewsbury, Massachusetts bullet Worcester State Hospital  bullet Yale University

Connected Individuals

The next list is of individuals who are documented to have either participated in or supported human experimentation, or to have worked closely in the past with those who did.  The descriptions of any positions or affiliations are of those that were held in the past; they may not apply now.  

Several of the listed individuals have openly testified about their past  involvement in human experimentation; many others still refuse to acknowledge their  connections.  Some of the researchers who administered biochemical agents to subjects also administered it to themselves.  Not all human experimentation was harmful to participants. 

This list is not intended to incriminate any innocents who may be named along with perpetrators of civil rights violations.  It is for educational purposes, only.  Some of the named individuals who worked closely with government contractors, may not have been directly involved in human experimentation.

Member of the FMSF’s Scientific and Professional Advisory Board
# =  1995
+ =  2002


  • Dr. Ewen Cameron
  • Dr. William Sargant, British authority on brainwashing

Mainly US

Harold Abramson, M.D., MKULTRA contractor
Dr. William Ross Adey, brain electrode researcher
Erik Allardt, University of Helsinki, MKULTRA contractor, Dr. A. Ames, contractor to Office of Naval Research, created the Ames leaf room bullet James A. Anderson  bullet James Angleton, Chief of Counterintelligence Staff, CIA bullet William Sinclair Augerson, M.D., Commander of the US Army Medical Research and Development Command bullet Dr. Hassan Azima, psychiatrist at Allan Memorial Institute  bullet Lieutenant Colonel Alexander Bahlin, Office of the Assistant Secretary of Defense (Research and Development) bullet Dr. Maitland Baldwin, neurosurgeon, MKULTRA contractor, MKSEARCH contractor bullet Dr. Elliott T. Barker, President of the Canadian Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Children  bullet Gregory Bateson, anthropologist, Mead�s husband, funded by the OSS/CIA  bullet Dr. Lauretta Bender, child psychiatrist  bullet Eva Bene, Ph.D. bullet Edward Bennett, University of Houston, MKULTRA contractor bulletSandor Borsiczy, M.D. bulletDr. Neil Burch, CIA contractor and co-author with West, Director of the Research Division of the Texas Research Institute of Mental Sciences, co-author with Heath  bulletBurton, W. D., co-author with Burch, Saltzberg, etc.  bulletSister Callista, Utica Community Chest bulletDr. Ewen Cameron, McGill University, Canada, CIA MKULTRA contractor bulletEmily Farrell Carota, wife and co-author of Martin Orne bulletJohn Carrol, Harvard University, MKULTRA contractor bulletDr. James Cattell bulletDr. Cholden bulletDr. Cleghorn, associate of Cameron and Azima bulletDr. Sidney Cohen bulletWilliam Boyd Cook, MKULTRA contractor bulletRobert Cormack, Children�s International Summer Villages Inc., MKULTRA contractor  bulletCramer, colleague of Azima  bulletMelvin DeFleur, University of Indiana, MKULTRA contractor bulletDr. Jose Delgado, neurosurgeon, professor at Yale bulletE. W. Demarr bulletA. J. Derbyshire, Director of the Utica Community Chest  bulletGeorge Devereux, Ph.D. bulletDr. Bruce Dill, Director of Medical Research at the US Army Chemical Research and Development Laboratory, Edgeware Arsenal bullet#+David F. Dinges, Ph.D., co-author with Orne. Associate Professor of Psychology, Department of Psychiatry; Chief, Division of Sleep and Chronobiology in the Department of Psychiatry, Cardiopulmonary Disorders During Sleep; and Director of the Unit for Experimental Psychiatry at the University of Pennsylvania as of 2002 bulletKenneth R. Dirks, M.D., Brigadier General, MC, Assistant Surgeon General for Research and Development bulletDr. Keith S. Dittman, Research Psychiatrist, UCLA Neuropsychiatric Institute, UCLA Department of Psychiatry  bulletAllen Dulles, Director, CIA bulletBrigadier General Don D. Elickinger, ARDC, U.S. Air Force bulletDr. Joel Elkes, Chairman of the Department of Psychiatry at Johns Hopkins bulletDr. George H. Estabrooks, has acknowledged “the building of Manchurian Candidates,” associate of Martin Orne bulletW. J. Estelle, Jr., Director of Texas Department of Corrections bulletFrank R. Ervin, M.D., psychiatrist, Director of Stanley Coob Laboratories for Psychiatric Research, Harvard Medical School bulletF. J. Evans, co-author with Martin Orne bulletDr. H. J. Eysenck, MKULTRA subcontractorbulletDr. Fenimore, TRIMS bulletForgy bullet#+Dr. Fred Frankel, MbChb, DPM., co-author with Martin Orne, Harvard University Medical School as of 2002 bulletDr. Daniel X. Freedman bulletDr. Frank Fremont-Smith  bulletDr. Peter Freyd, husband of Pamela Freyd (FMSF’s Executive Director) bulletCharles Fritz, University of Florida, National Research Council, MKULTRA contractor  bulletFunk bulletDr. Charles Geschickter, MKULTRA contractor, MKSEARCH contractor bulletDr. John Gittinger, lead psychologist for CIA�s MKULTRA bulletDr. Jacques S. Gottlieb, psychiatrist bulletSydney Gottlieb, Chief of Medical Staff, Technical Services Division, CIA bulletWilliam J. Grace, M.D.bulletDr. Wilson Greene, Technical Director, Chemical Corps, Chemical and Radiological Laboratories, Army Chemical Center bulletDr. Robert D. Hall, Worcester Foundation for Experimental Biology bulletDr. James Hamilton, Vacaville State Prison, CIA MKSEARCH contractor, MKULTRA contractor, associate of Mead bulletDr. P. L. Harriman, U. S. military psychiatrist, “experiments done to create multiple personality” bulletDr. Robert G. Heath, Chairman of the Department of Psychiatry and Neurology, Tulane UniversitybulletDr. Donald Hebb, Head of the Department of Psychology at McGill bulletDr. Carl Heller bulletWilliam Hermann, Westbrook�s control officer, Stanford Research Institute, Rand Corporation  bulletLawrence Hinkle, Human Ecology Foundation Director, co-author with Gittinger bulletDr. Hudson Hoagland, Ph.D., Executive Director, Worcester Foundation for Experimental Biology  bulletDr. Paul Hoch, psychiatrist bulletHarold Hodge, MKULTRA contractor  bulletDr. Abram Hoffer, associate of Osmond bulletJ. Edgar Hoover, FBI Director bulletAldous Huxley, author, associate of EstabrooksbulletDr. Robert Hyde, MKULTRA contractor, associate of Hoaglund  bulletDr. Gilbert Jensen bulletHarris Isbell, MKULTRA contractorbulletDr. Franz Kallman (eugenics expert)bulletDr. A. Herbert Kanter bulletDr. George Kelley, MKULTRA contractorbulletDr. Seymour S. Kety, Chairman of Psychiatry at Johns HopkinsbulletDr. Ari Kiev bullet#John Kihlstrom, Ph.D., co-author of Martin OrnebulletClyde Kluckholm, anthropologist, associate of MeadbulletAndrew G. Knapp bulletA. B. Kristofferson, Children�s International Summer Villages, Inc., MKULTRA contractor  bulletDr. Saul Krugman bulletKurt Lang, Queen�s College, MKULTRA contractor  bulletDr. Robert Lashbrook, physician, CIA bulletKurt Lewin, associate of Mead bulletDr. William T. Lhamon, associate of Burch bullet#+Harold Lief, M.D., coauthor with Dr. Heath, psychiatrist for Dr. Peter Freyd (Pamela�s husband), founder of the Center for the Study of Sex Education in Medicine. Professor emeritus at the University of Pennsylvania as of 2002  bulletDr. Robert Lifton, psychiatristbulletDr. John Lilly (LSD, dolphins, flotation tanks)bulletDr. Ogden R. Lindsley bulletDr. Morris A. Lipton bulletStanley Lovell, OSS  bulletLynch bulletDr. William Malamud, Medical Research Director of the Scottish Rite Foundation  bulletDr. Vernon Mark, co-author with Delgado bulletDr. Amedeo Marrazzi bulletEdwin May bullet#+Paul McHugh, M.D., Department of Psychiatry. Began teaching at Cornell in 1964, “where he founded the Bourne Behavioral Research Laboratory.” Phipps Professor of Psychiatry at Johns Hopkins University as of 2002.  bulletMargaret Mead, anthropologist, funded by and did work for the OSS/CIA, colleague of Cameron and Wittkower bulletRichard Meisch, M.D., co-author with Marrazzi bulletRhoda Metraux, associate of Mead, co-author with Gittinger and Wolff bulletMarvin Minsky  bulletJuhani Mirvas, University of Helsinki, MKULTRA contractor bulletJames Moore, chemistry professor, MKULTRA contractor bulletDr. Thelma Moss, Assistant Professor, UCLA Neuropsychiatric Institute bulletJohn Mulholland, magician, CIA MKULTRA contractor bullet Robert C. Murphy bullet William Malamud, M.D., co-author with Overholser bullet H. B. Murphree bullet Maria H. Nagy, Ph.D.  bullet #+Ulric Neisser, Ph.D., N.A.S., associate of Shor. Teacher in the psychology department at Cornell University as of 2002 bullet#+Richard J. Ofshe, Ph.D., coauthor with Singer, professor at the University of California, Berkeley as of 2002 bulletThomas J. O�Grady  bullet#+Emily Carota Orne, B.A. (see Emily Carota). Co-director of the Unit for Experimental Psychiatry and research associate of Psychology in the Department of Psychiatry at the University of Pennsylvania School of Medicine as of 2002  bullet#Martin Orne, M.D., Ph.D., Institute for Experimental Psychiatry (founder), Institute of the Pennsylvania Hospital, master hypnotist, CIA MKULTRA contractor, deceased  bulletCharles Osgood, University of Illinois, MKULTRA contractor bulletHumphry Osmond bulletDr. Winfred Overholser, Sr., “in the center of” the OSS mind control network,” Chairman of the Scottish Rite Research Committee bulletDr. Talcott Parsons, associate of Mead, Army Intelligence and State Department, recruited Nazis for the US Government bulletGodfrey D. Pearlson, M.D., Professor of Psychiatry and Mental Hygeine, Director, Division of Neuroimaging, Johns Hopkins School of Medicine bulletT. T. Peck, Jr.  bulletDr. Wilder Penfield, neurosurgeon at McGill, associate of Baldwin  bullet#+Michael A. Persinger, Ph.D., Laurentian University (Ontario, Canada) as of 2002  bulletWilliam L. Pew, M.D., co-author with Marrazzi bulletDr. Carl Pfieffer, New Jersey Neuropsychiatric Institute, MKULTRA contractor, MKSEARCH contractor bulletCaptain Clifford P. Phoebus, Chief, Biological Services Division, Office of Naval Research bullet#+August Piper, M.D., associate of McHugh. Private practice of psychiatry in Seattle, Washington, writes a semi-monthly column for the FMSF newsletter as of 2002  bulletDr. Seymour Pollack bulletDr. Raymond Prince, psychiatrist at McGill, self-identified CIA MKULTRA contractor  bulletHal Puthoff bulletRonald Reagan, former President, befriended by L. J. West, personally approved West�s UCLA Violence Project  bullet C. H. Van Rhijn bullet Dr. Ernst Rodin, neurologist  bulletCarl Rogers, Ph.D., a Director of the Society for the Investigation of Human Ecology, MKULTRA contractor  bulletBernard Saltzberg, Ph.D. bulletRonald Sandison bullet#+Theodore Sarbin, Ph.D., co-author with West. “Much of Dr. Sarbin’s work has involved hypnosis, for which he has received awards from the International society for Professional Hypnosis, the Society of Clinical and Experimental Hypnosis, and the American Psychological Assocation.” Professor of psychology and criminology at the University of California, Santa Cruz as of 2002  bulletDr. William Sargant, British authority on brainwashing  bulletDr. Sarwer-Foner, colleague of Azima bulletDavid Saunders, MKULTRA contractor bulletCharles Savage bulletDr. Daniel Schachter, Harvard  bulletEdgar Schein bulletJoseph Schoolar, Ph.D., M.D., Director of TRIMS bulletJay Schulman, M.A., MKULTRA contractor bulletDr. John Schwab, founder of the Special Operations Division at Fort Detrick, Maryland bulletAlden Sears, MKULTRA contractor bulletSaul Sells, Texas Christian University, MKULTRA contractor  bulletMuzafer Sherif, University of Oklahoma, MKULTRA contractor  bulletRonald E. Shor, Ph.D. bullet#+Margaret Thaler Singer, Ph.D., psychiatrist, long-term associate of West and Orne.  Adjunct professor emeritus of psychology at the University of California in Berkeley as of 2002  bulletDr. C. Smith bulletDr. Robert Smith, TRIMS  bulletJohn R. Smythies, Worcester Foundation for Experimental Biology, associate of Pfeiffer bulletO. M. Solandt, Chairman of Canada�s Defense Research Board  bulletRichard M. Stephenson, Ph.D. bulletH. A. M. Struik, MKULTRA contractor  bulletDr. William Sweet, neurosurgeon, co-author with Delgado bulletRussell Targ bulletWilliam N. Thetford, Ph.D., co-author with Gittinger, MKULTRA contractor bulletDr. James Tyhurst, Allan Memorial Institute, Hollywood Hospital in VancouverbulletGeorge Wasson, MKULTRA contractor bulletProfessor George Wendt bulletDr. Sidney L. Werkman, associate of Wolff  bullet#Louis Jolyon West, M.D., Professor and Head of University of Oklahoma�s Department of Psychiatry, Director of UCLA, Neuropsychiatric Institute, MKULTRA contractor, deceased  bulletColton Westbrook, CIA, Vacaville State Prison bulletGeorge White, OSS/CIA officer, MKULTRA contractor  bulletDr. John Clare Whitehorn, Chairman of the Department of Psychiatry at Johns Hopkins University, Director of the Human Ecology Foundation (CIA) bulletDr. Eric Wittkower, McGill, co-author with Azima bulletDr. Harold Wolff, Professor of Medicine, Cornell University, MKULTRA contractor bulletDr. Herbert Zimmer  bulletLeonard M. Zunin, Assistant Chief, Neuropsychiatry, Naval Hospital, Camp Pendelton, California 

Quotes are from the FMSF Scientific and Professional Advisory Board – Profiles website, retrieved 7/2002.

False Memory Syndrome Foundation FMSF Advisory Board Members Employed by Above-listed Universities and Hospitals

Just for fun, I cross-referenced the Hospitals, Universities, and Facilities list with the employers of those listed in the FMSF’s advisory board (as of 7/02). I was curious to see how many of these professional members are connected to universities, hospitals and facilities that have histories connecting them to human experimentation.  Please be aware that although some of the connections may be significant, others may just be coincidence.


     Aaron T. Beck, M.D, D.M.S. – University of Pennsylvania , Philadelphia


    David F. Dinges, Ph.D. – University of Pennsylvania, Philadelphia


    Fred H. Frankel, MbCHb, DPM – Harvard University Medical School, MA


    George K. Ganaway, M.D. – Emory University, Atlanta, GA


    Henry Gleitman, Ph.D. – University of Pennsylvania, Philadelphia


    Lila Gleitman, Ph.D. – University of Pennsylvania, Philadelphia


    Ernest R. Hilgard, Ph.D., N.A.S. – Stanford University, CA


    John Hochman, M.D. – UCLA Medical School, Los Angeles, CA


    Philip S. Holzman, Ph.D. – Harvard University, MA


    Harold I. Lief, M.D. – University of Pennsylvania, Philadelphia


    Paul R. McHugh, M.D. – Johns Hopkins University, MD


    Ulric Neisser, Ph.D., N.A.S. – Cornell University, NY


    Emily Carota Orne – University of Pennsylvania, Philadelphia


    Harrison Pope, Jr., M.D. – Harvard Medical School, MA

A minimum of 29% of the advisory board members were employed by universities and hospitals that, according to CIA records, were involved in human experimentation.  There are other members who have been been employed in the past, and there probably are other involved facilities that we do not have records on.

Of the 14 members who worked at these universities and hospitals as of 7/02, 43% were employed by the University of Pennsylvania (remember, Pamela Freyd claimed that the University of Pennsylvania and Johns Hopkins were instrumental in the formation of the FMSF) and 21% were employed by Harvard University.  Dr. Paul McHugh’s employment at Johns Hopkins is significant, because he may have been instrumental in recruiting that university’s initial support in creating the FMSF.

The lists on this web page are compiled from Dr. Colin A. Ross’s book, Bluebird: Deliberate Creation of Multiple Personality By Psychiatrists.  Manitou Communications, 2000.

The following books also provide pertinent information:  

Constantine, Alex. Psychic Dictatorship in the USA. Venice, CA: Feral House, 1995.

Constantine, Alex. Virtual Government: CIA Mind Control Operations in America. Venice, CA: Feral House, 1997. 

Emery, Carla.   Secret, Don’t Tell: The Encyclopedia of Hypnotism.  Acorn Hill Publishing, 1998.

Rutz, Carol.  A Nation Betrayed: The Chilling True Story of Secret Cold War Experiments Performed on Our Children and Other Innocent People. Grass Lake, MI: Fidelity Publishing, 2001.

Thomas, Gordon. Journey Into Madness: The True Story of Secret CIA Mind Control and Medical Abuse. New York: Bantam Books, 1989.

Thomas, Gordon.  Mindfield: The CIA and Its Secret Experiments with Germ Warfare — America’s Great State Secret. Tempe, AZ: Dandelion Books, 2001.


Appendix 2

Quotes from various researchers from Kathleen Sullivan website archive Head Games [8a]

Aaron T. Beck, M.D., D.M.S., University of Pennsylvania. “‘…known as the father of Cognitive Therapy’… Asked about the outlook for the repressed memory crisis, Dr. Beck replied: ‘I think it will fade away like historical episodes of mass hysteria.'”

This suggests that those who recover memory are hysterics. By convincing the public that we are mentally and/or emotionally unstable, such professionals hope that we will not be believed if we tell the truth about what was perpetrated against us.  

Terence W. Campbell, Ph.D. “…a highly regarded lecturer, therapist, and teacher…called the attention of psychologists to the ‘blame-and-change’ maneuver in therapy…[he wrote] ‘Indicators of Child Sexual Abuse and Their Unreliability’, [he also wrote] ‘Beware the Talking Cure (1994), which discusses the hazards of irresponsible psychotherapy.'”

Three FMSF tactics seem to be used here: 1) Awakening survivors are often accused of shifting the responsibility, the “blame”, for their problems on the people they claimed abused them – as if abuse doesn’t cause problems in their minds and lives.  2) Many of the FMSF’s spokespersons also go overboard in discrediting children’s memories of being sexually assaulted.  3) Some of them are fighting to ban “talk therapy” so that survivors cannot remember, or speak of, what has been done to them.

Rosalind Dymond Cartwright, Ph.D., Rush Presbyterian-St. Luke’s Medical Center. “Personal knowledge of a repressed-memory tragedy led Dr. Cartwright to join the FMSF board. ‘A friend and colleague had an adult daughter in therapy accuse him of childhood sexual abuse,’ she says. ‘It was my best judgment that this was unbelievable of the person I knew and could only been induced by the therapist.'”

Perhaps the real tragedy is that the man abused his child.  This is a common pattern of behavior I’ve seen in some of the FMSF’s most outspoken members. 

First, they say: “I believe the accused couldn’t have done it.”  Then they insist that because they believe the accused is innocent, then he or she is innocent.  Then they claim that their opinion of  accused’s innocence “proves” that the alleged victim “fabricated false memories.”  Then they expect everyone believe that, because they say the accused is innocent, he or she is.  This process has been used repeatedly in books written by FMSF proponents who write about repressed memories and ritual abuse.  They claim that the accused didn’t commit the alleged crime and/or they successfully testify for the accused in court, claiming that the alleged victim has “false memory syndrome.”  Because the judge and/or jury doesn’t know that the syndrome is bogus, they believe that the victim’s memories are false.  After the accused is found not guilty, they claim that the verdict “proves” that the accused was innocent.  Then they use that “proof” to prove that recovered memories are false. 

Frederick C. Crews, Ph.D. – University of California, Berkeley.  “I see my role in the FMS controversy as a dual one…first I have repeatedly tried to draw the attention of intellectuals and educated general readers to the reality and the urgency of the epidemic itself.  And second, I have been trying to show that the FMS virus, even if it subsides over the next several years, will only recur in some mutated form unless the water that it swims in is drained.  By this I mean that the ‘psychodynamic’ model of the minds lends itself all too readily to demonological theories…”

When you figure this one out, please let me know.  Hello, earth to Dr. Crews?

Robyn M. Dawes, Ph.D. – Carnegie Mellon University, PA. “…freely admits being ‘fired for insubordination’ from his post as vice-president of the Oregon Research Institute in 1974…Citing research in the field and his general knowledge of memory, Dr. Dawes declares: ‘I was quite dubious that these constructive memories of implausible events could be historically accurate.'”

“Implausible?”  That’s his personal opinion, not fact.  

George Kenneth Ganaway, M.D. – Emory University, GA. “‘Freud would be turning over in his grave,’ says Dr. Ganaway in discussing many of the current fad therapies being foisted on the public.  In fact, Dr. Ganaway coined the word ‘McTherapy’ to describe what he calls the ‘fast foods psychotherapies of the 1980s and 1990s’…I have emphasized a psychoanalytically-oriented approach to understanding and treating dissociative syndromes.'”

I love Dr. Ganaway’s audacity.  How clever to recruit the help of a famous dead doctor he never met, by attributing a fabricated behavior to his corpse! And here is another tactic you’ll see over and over again, coming from the most disrespectful FMSF professionals.  Ganaway calls modern psychotherapy “McTherapy” and “fast food” and “fad therapies.”  (I wonder if tens of thousands of successfully recovering trauma survivors would agree.) By belittling his colleagues and downplaying the effectiveness of their techniques, Ganaway shames us into turning away from their help and believing that he must have a better way.  What a salesman!

Martin Gardner – author and math wizard.  “His latest book, from Weird Water to Fuzzy Logic…is mainly a collection of Gardner’s Skeptical Inquirer columns, including two he wrote about the false memory phenomenon.  He continues to contribute to the Skeptical Inquirer, where his ‘Notes of a Fringe-Watcher’ column takes frequent potshots to the humbug surrounding junk science. Mr. Gardner holds out hope for dispelling the repressed memory bugaboo.  Answering a recent inquiry, he said, ‘I think jurors, attorneys, judges, and media bigwigs are slowly becoming educated about the crisis.'”

Here we go again.  Using unscientific labels to make legitimate therapy look like “junk,” distorting repressed memory into a crisis (it’s not, it’s been with us throughout history), a bugaboo, a false memory phenomenon.  Such labels are constantly being introduced by Gardner and other FMSF advocates – particularly through the media.  The uninformed public doesn’t know that they are being fed a steady diet of totally unprofessional, unscientific garbage. 

Henry Gleitman, Ph.D. – University of Pennsylvania.  “‘The class was just spellbound when he lectured.’ The speaker, a former student, was referring to Dr. Gleitman, a dedicated teacher who estimates he has performed his classroom magic for 25,000 students in the last 50 years’…Dr. Gleitman has viewed with concern the controversies surrounding psychotherapy, and particularly the repressed-memory conflict.  Regarding repressed memories, Dr. Gleitman laments what he calls ‘the suspension of common sense,’ and appeals for a return to the ‘Yankee way of looking at things – Show me; prove it!'”

Spellbound?  I thankfully am not.  I am, however, confused.  We’re to believe that accepting our recovered memories indicates a suspension of common sense, even though recovered memories are a regular and oft-proven event.  But, but wait.  You said it suspends common sense.  So – if I believe in my memories that will not go away,  I suspend common sense.  That leaves only one reality – yours.  How convenient!  And you say, “show me.”  Excuse me?  No one owes you that.   

Ernest R. Hilgard, Ph.D., N.A.S. – Stanford University, CA.  “His first work, Conditioning and Learning, appeared in 1940 and soon became a classic.  As his interest turned more and more to hypnosis, Dr. Hilgard published in 1965 Susceptibility to Hypnosis, one of three books on this subject.”  “To Dr. Hilgard, the hypnotic process is ‘imaginative involvement,’ and thus, hypnotic subjects are liable to form pseudomemories. 

Here’s another irony.  The FMSF constantly claims that therapists are guilty of implanting “false memories” of childhood abuse in clients minds.  But they are not willing to acknowledge that some of their own colleagues implanted false “screen” memories in their victims’ minds to block out what the victims really endured at their hands.  Typical perp behavior: they must keep the focus turned outward, lest someone take a hard look at their own past actions.  

John Hochman, M.D. – UCLA Medical School, CA.  “A forceful writer and a respected researcher, Dr. Hochman refuses to mince words when he writes about the recovered memory issue.  ‘Welcome to the strange world of memory recovery therapy … This is pseudoscience … The real message being sold by these new therapy messiahs is the ultimate crybaby solution to everyone’s pitiful human problems.  It’s all someone else’s fault.  Reminding readers of the inadequate training of most repressed-memory therapists, Dr. Hochman pointed out that the most widely-read book of the survivor movement ‘was written by two women with no formal training in memory, psychology or psychiatry’… He continues to devote considerable time to speaking and writing, frequently about ‘repressed’ memories, cult phenomena, and ‘multiple personality.'”

Like some of the others cited on this web page, Hochman was listed in Bluebird as having been involved in human experimentation.  I wonder if he displayed the same attitude towards human subjects.  If they cried from pain or stress, I wonder if he looked at them with disgust and anger and called them “crybabies, “pitiful,” or worse.  Some psychiatrists have a vested interest in discrediting awakening trauma survivors.  I wonder if Hochman is one.  Another point:  I’d much rather receive advice and support from an uneducated survivor in recovery, than from a professional who comes across as cold and condescending. 

David S. Holmes, Ph.D. – University of Kansas.  “Professor David Holmes first raised concerns about repression in 1974 when he reviewed the laboratory evidence and concluded that despite 60 years of research, there was no evidence for the concept…It was Holmes who suggested only half in jest that a ‘truth in packaging’ or ‘protective product warning’ should accompany the use of the concept: ‘Warning: The concept of repression has not been validated with experimental research and its use may be hazardous to the accurate interpretation of clinical behavior.'”

In the face of volumes of evidence that prove that ones theories are false, there’s only one thing left to do: deny, deny, deny.  (For legit information about repressed memory, go to the NAFF web site and click on the “Memory Recovery” web page button.)  Holmes claims that repression hasn’t been validated with experimental research.  Actually, it has – especially by some of his seedier FMSF associates. 

Robert A. Karlin, Ph.D. – Rutgers University, NJ.  “…in 1974, Dr. Karlin’s early work focused on brain function, hypnosis, and the ability to hallucinate the absence of pain…By 1985, Dr. Karlin felt the battle was over, only to find he had been mistaken.  ‘What had been a peripheral bother – ignorance by numbers of practicing clinicians about how memory and suggestion work – became a catastrophe as the recovered memory movement gathered steam’…As an example of ‘obvious nonsense,’ Dr. Karlin turns to what he calls ‘the epidemic of multiple personalities.’ ‘True psychogenic amnesia is extraordinarily rare,’ he points out.  ‘I have seen one case in over two decades of research and practice. Yet all of a sudden there were numerous cases of MPD where amnesiac barriers shifted from moment to moment in response to hypnotic suggestion…It was like hearing reports of people running the mile in two minutes; the organism does not work that way. It was clear for that and other reasons that MPD was not a defense mechanism employed by overwhelmed children, but a dramatic role maintained by the support of certain therapists and ‘self-help’ groups.'”

Oh my.  This one made my blood freeze.  In 1974, Karlin “focused on brain function, hypnosis, and the ability to hallucinate the absence of pain.”  Can you spell e-x-p-e-r-i-m-e-n-t-a-l-t-o-r-t-u-r-e?  Dr. Karlin could be one of the professionals hiding behind the FMSF’s skirts while spewing scientifically unproven disinformation out of fear of former subjects who perhaps could remember and identify him in court some day.  Or worse.  Our recovered memory movement gained steam;  he said it “became a catastrophe.”  For him, I believe it truly is.  

Harold I. Lief, M.D. – University of Pennsylvania.  “As a member of the FMSF board, Dr. Lief notes several advances in the crusade against false accusations based on repressed memory therapy.”

If we accuse perpetrators based on our recovered memories, we’re participating in a witch hunt against them, and that’s unacceptable by FMSF standards.  But it is acceptable for the FMSF to have a crusade against recovering victims (and their therapists).  How bizarre.

Elizabeth Loftus, Ph.D. – University of Washington.  Little in Elizabeth Loftus’ early career suggested that she was destined to become a lightning rod in the gathering storm called the repressed-memory controversy…In the repressed-memory wars, she has become the most visible and vocal defender of those victimized by false memories of childhood sexual abuse…her view of the false-memory phenomenon, which she describes as a ‘world-wide crisis.’  No one should be surprised by Dr. Loftus’ dedication in her recent book.  It reads, ‘Dedicated to the principles of science, which demand that any claim to ‘truth’ be accompanied by proof.'”

“Lightning rod?”  How about glory-hound? After talking with three different female professionals who spent time in Loftus’ presence and came away as new Loftus-worshippers (I kid you not), I’ve come to the reasonable conclusion that Loftus must crave attention.  She also seems to enjoy testifying in behalf of accused defendants.  To find out what the media (and the FMSF) fails to tell you about Loftus’ most recent memory experiments and her seeming inability to respect the personal boundaries of others, use any search engine and type her name, and then “Lynn Crook” or “Jennifer Freyd.”

Paul R. McHugh, M.D. – Johns Hopkins University, MD.  “‘I believe that this crisis will ultimately resolve, as all crazes do, to the shame of those who contributed to this injustice.’  With those words, Dr. McHugh summarizes the outlook for the repressed memory crisis, which first attracted his attention several years ago. Dr. McHugh has been outspoken in his opposition to the use of repressed memory therapy, declaring: ‘To treat for repressed memories without any effort at external validation is malpractice, pure and simple.’ On the subject of Multiple Personality Disorder, he flatly states: ‘MPD is a iatrogenic behavioral syndrome, promoted by suggestion and maintained by clinical attention, social consequences and group loyalties.'”

McHugh’s name is in list #2. I’ve heard many horror stories about the Bourne Behavioral Research Laboratory that he set up at Cornell University, decades before recovered memory was considered controversial.  I believe that because Orne and West are deceased, McHugh may have the most to lose if the memories of mind-control experimentation survivors (especially those with Dissociative Identity Disorder, formerly known as MPD) are taken seriously.  I believe this is why he is so vocal in his attempts to discredit those with recovered memories.  And I believe that he truly considers public acceptance of our recovered memories to be a crisis, as well as an injustice – to him?  Perhaps time and additional documentation will tell. 

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • ShatterBoys -“Male Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse Inspiring change, Through Shared Experience Whilst Building Connections…Together We Can Heal” [N]


[1] Parc-Vramc http://web.archive.org/web/20040624043213/http://parc-vramc.tierranet.com/

[2] 2003 Amazon Kathleen Sullivan Unshackled https://www.amazon.co.uk/Unshackled-Survivors-Story-Mind-Control/dp/1893302350/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1492544031&sr=8-1&keywords=kathleen+sullivan+unshackled

[2a] 2003 Kathleen Sullivan Unshackled pdf  https://archive.org/stream/2003SullivanUnshackledASurvivorsStoryOfMindControl/2003%20%20Sullivan-%20Unshackled,%20A%20Survivor%27s%20Story%20of%20Mind%20Control_djvu.txt

[3] Gordon Thomas webpage http://web.archive.org/web/20040604202417/http://www.gordonthomas.ie/

[3a] Gordon Thomas Mindfield 1 http://web.archive.org/web/20060426134134/http://www.gordonthomas.ie:80/mindfield.htm

[3b] Gordon Thomas Mindfield 2 http://web.archive.org/web/20060426134134/http://www.gordonthomas.ie/mindfield.htm

[4] https://www.amazon.co.uk/Mindfield-Gordon-Thomas/dp/1842100785/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1491249489&sr=8-2&keywords=mindfield+gordon+thomas

[5] gordon@gordonthomas.ie

[6]  Rense.com The True Story about Mark Phillips http://www.rense.com/general2/phil.htm kissinger/sullivaan Kissinger – He was one of my primary owners, along with the White House and the CIA and Robert Maxwell of Great Britain.

[7]  ??? http://ww1.aches-mc.org/?subid1=3c053416-18af-11e7-a8b9-d584ce0012bf

[8] Kathleen Sullivan website archive http://web.archive.org/web/20060427185134/http://www.kathleen-sullivan.com/

[8a] Kathleen Sullivan website archive Head Games http://web.archive.org/web/20060513074055/http://www.kathleen-sullivan.com/Head_Games.htm

[8b] Kathleen Sullivan website archive U.S. Government Human Research Project Lists: CIA’s MKULTRA and other related projects http://web.archive.org/web/20060513074100/http://www.kathleen-sullivan.com/Government%20Research.htm

[9] 2015 Nov 30 Cathy Fox Blog My Story Fiona Barnett – “Hang on for the Ride” https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2015/11/30/my-story-fiona-barnett-hang-on-for-the-ride/

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Judge Accused of being “Bent as a Banana” in child abuse case

Investigative journalist Richard Carvath has called Judge Jeremy Lea “as bent as a banana”

It has been hard to work out the truth of this case in Nottinghamshire.

Partly this is due to

  • lack of information
  • court restrictions
  • having worked out the establishments official story, there is the problem of judging how close this is to the truth.

Naturally I have no wish to adversely affect any cases that may be brought, nor do I wish to fall foul of any restrictions that I do not even know about.

It appears a family court judgment made a mothers two boys, ward of the court. It was critical of her but the mother (Samantha Baldwin) ignored the judgment took the children with her, against the wishes of the authorities. She was “missing” for several days and then went to police who have taken now taken the children from her. In the meantime the police and family courts have issued statements. It appears that family members were threatened with charges of helping the mother take the children.

                                                    Samantha Baldwin in happier times

Two useful posts on the case are from the Transparency Project.

2017 Apr 3 Police hunt for mother who has abducted her own children – what on earth is going on? [15]

This post summarises what was known on the 3rd and 4th of April and has links to several corporate media articles if people wish to research them. They do not seem to add much to the facts, and corporate media almost never link to sources, so I will not reference them here.

The Transparency Project article states that on 27 Mar the Family Court held a hearing about these two boys. It decided to declare the boys wards of court. Probably on 3 Apr the Family Court then issued a statement via the police website, which now appears to be unavailable, which included

Miss Baldwin is now missing. It is assumed that she has abducted [the children]. The children have now been made wards of Court. Miss Baldwin is considered to pose a risk of harm to the children.”

Superintendent Richard Fretwell of Nottinghamshire Police was in charge of the search for Samantha Baldwin.

The article then explains some useful definitions such as abduction and custody.

The next article, 2017 Apr 10 Samantha Baldwin – another side to a very sad story [16] has more useful information.

It contains links and copies of

  • text of a judgment read out in open court (and hence reportable)
  • statement from the children’s father David Madge

The article states

  • the mother made allegations of sexual abuse of the boys by the father, and others, some years ago;
  • these were the subject of a lengthy fact-finding hearing very recently (12 days, which is a significant duration for a trial in a private law case), but it seems likely that any criminal investigation associated with this hearing did not lead to charges against the father;
  • after 12 days of evidence from the parents, and a host of other witnesses and consideration of more than 2,000 pages of documents, the judge decided that the mother had failed to prove that it was more likely than not that her allegations were true, although she did genuinely believe them to be true;
  • more than that, he found that she was so convinced that the allegations were true that she had gone to the lengths of drugging the boys in order to bolster the case that the children were victims of abuse – in essence she fabricated evidence in the hope of securing the finding she believed was justified;
  • and the judge found that when the mother realised the writing was on the wall, she made a plan and then whisked the children away to her chalet to prevent the court from acting on its judgment.
  • The children are now temporarily in foster care – the reason given for them not returning immediately to the care of their father is that as a result of their mother’s own irrational belief, they may now have a false belief that they were in fact abused by their father. It also appears that they have not had contact with, let alone been cared for by their father for some years.

That then appears to be a summary of the official position. Supporters of Samantha Baldwin, which include investigative reporter Richard Carvath think this is not an accurate picture. He also claims court papers have been served on him and he has been gagged.

He says that he has to balance getting the truth to the public whilst still protecting the legally admissible evidence that is needed to seek justice for them. (OBO stands for On Behalf Of, and it appears that someone is operating his twitter account, presumably with his permission)

He thinks that the Judge Jeremy Lea is as “bent as a banana”

Richard Carvath seems worried for his own safety

He says

  • there is an international network of child traffickers
  • satanic ritual abuse is involved
  • the judge should recuse himself
  • the mother could not fabricate evidence of sodomy

This demand for recusal of the judge would appear to suggest that Richard Carvath thinks  the judge has a conflict of interest which may include knowing people who are involved in the abuse network.

                                   Judge Jeremy Lea is being called to recuse himself

Richard Carvath’s latest communication is this video

2017 Apr 3 Richard Cavath Gagged journalist Richard Carvath 13 April 2017 [1] 

It is said the children have disclosed sexual abuse by multiple men and that Greater Manchester Police were told but carried out completely unprofessional interviews and even maintained that the alleged perpetrator was innocent [10] .

The child trafficking and ritual abuse network is believed to have infiltrated Greater Manchester Police.

Nottinghamshire Police and GMP both have poor historical records for investigating child sexual abuse, and have been accused of covering up child sexual abuse.

Whilst not judging this particular case in any way, certainly it is the feeling of many survivors that

  • establishment figures such as judges, doctors and lawyers are involved in child sexual abuse
  • establishment figures such as judges, doctors and lawyers cover up child sexual abuse by adversely affecting judicial proceedings by false reports and other means
  • one method of covering up child sexual abuse is to fabricate charges against the whistleblower or innocent parents
  • custody of abused children in many cases goes to the abuser
  • in cases of ritual and satanic abuse the establishment binds even tighter together and is even more vigorous in covering up the truth. There are a number of “usual suspects” in the corporate media who get paid for repetitive “satanic panic” theories to deny any ritual, satanic or luciferian abuse. This denial extends to social media, where one such barrister troll recently received a harassment warning [18]
  • the deniers may be delusional, DID, in denial, abused but in denial, blackmailed, under the influence of the deep state, security services, gladio or even genuinely misinformed. Of course some cases of alleged abuse may be made up by used as obfuscation by the powers that be

Several whistleblowers on child sexual abuse have been targetted by the police and judicial system over the past few years, Child Sexual Abuse Campaigners and Whistleblowers targeted by state organisations [19] 

Richard Carvath has been investigating the seamier side of Greater Manchester Police for several years. This is a 70 page Report (including many appendices) authored by him in 2012 Prostitutes & Police – A Report on the Vice Trade Policy of Greater Manchester Police [8]. It is well worth a read.

Demonstrations of support for Samantha Baldwin in Nottingham and London are set to go ahead on Sat 22nd April.

2017 Apr 22 1.00 Facebook Justice4S Protest – Nottingham Council House [22]

2017 Apr 22 10.00 Facebook #justice4s Protest – London Charing Cross [23]

Change.org Official #justice4s Petition  [24]

Official #justice4s Support group facebook.com/groups/justice4s [25]

Family Courts have been criticised for some considerable time for their secrecy, and gagging clauses which are ostensibly for the protection of the children but which often have the effect of silencing the truth.

This leaves the family courts untransparent, unaccountable and also open to be used for nefarious purposes by the establishment and professionals to cover up dodgy practices and criminal activities.

Sir James Munby, President of High Court Family Division pushed for greater transparency in 2014 [14] [13], and new guidance was brought [12] in but appears to have had little effect [11]

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • ShatterBoys -“Male Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse Inspiring change, Through Shared Experience Whilst Building Connections…Together We Can Heal” [N]


[1] 2017 Apr 3 Richard Cavath Gagged journalist Richard Carvath 13 April 2017 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KM0XncwXFCU&feature=player_embedded

[2] Richard Carvaths Blog https://carvath.wordpress.com/

[3] 2017 Apr 6 Huffington Post A Broken System: Oaths Betrayed In Family Law http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/a-broken-system-oaths-betrayed-in-family-law_us_58e3f97be4b09deecf0e1b1b

[4] Change. Org #Justice4S Petition https://www.change.org/p/justice4s

[5] Just Giving Crowdfunding #Justice4S https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/sbsupport

Official #justice4s Petition – change.org/p/justice4s
Official #justice4s Support group facebook.com/groups/justice4s
Official #justice4s Page – facebook.com/justice4sNottingham #justice4s demo – facebook.com/events/397808920592955/
London #justice4s demo – facebook.com/events/1520329401318921

[6] Richard Carvath website http://www.richardcarvath.net/

[7] 2017 Apr retrieved Facebook Womens Coalition  https://m.facebook.com/TheWomensCoalition/photos/a.1464723457135309.1073741828.1459888504285471/1896844423923208/?type=3

[8] 2012 May 16 published on Richard Carvath blog 2014 Feb Prostitutes & Police – A Report on the Vice Trade Policy of Greater Manchester Police https://carvath.files.wordpress.com/2014/02/vicetradepolicygmp2012.pdf

[9] https://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:https://carvath.wordpress.com/

[10] https://pbs.twimg.com/media/C8y4PAWUwAQ6qct.jpg:large

[11] 21 Jun 2106 Guardian Why are we still waiting for transparency in the family courts? https://www.theguardian.com/social-care-network/2016/jun/21/family-courts-transparency-law-judgements

[12] 2014 Gov.UK Transparency in Family Courts https://www.judiciary.gov.uk/publications/transparency-in-the-family-courts/

[13] 2014 Jan 16 Mail  At last! Victory on secret courts: Rulings in family cases to be made public after Mail campaign http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2540919/At-Victory-secret-courts-Rulings-family-cases-public-Mail-campaign.html

[14] 2014 Jan 16 Guardian Senior judge orders greater transparency in family court judgments https://www.theguardian.com/law/2014/jan/16/judge-transparency-family-court-judgments

[15] 2017 Apr 3 Transparency Project  Police hunt for mother who has abducted her own children – what on earth is going on? http://www.transparencyproject.org.uk/police-hunt-for-mother-who-has-abducted-her-own-children-what-on-earth-is-going-on/

[16] 2017 Apr 10 Transparency Project Samantha Baldwin – another side to a very sad story http://www.transparencyproject.org.uk/samantha-baldwin-another-side-to-a-very-sad-story/

[17] Facebook Safe Kids International https://www.facebook.com/SafeKidsInternational/photos/a.404998956187025.89722.402177413135846/894180027268913/

[18] 2017 Apr 12 Mail Lawyer who was dubbed the ‘bolshiest barrister on Twitter’ and called for age of consent to be lowered to 13 ‘made death threats’ to law student http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-4404324/Barrister-death-threats-law-student.html

[19] 2015 Jul 12 Cathy Fox Blog Child Sexual Abuse Campaigners and Whistleblowers targeted by state organisations https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2015/07/12/child-sexual-abuse-campaigners-and-whistleblowers-targeted-by-state-organisations/


[21] 2014 feb  https://carvath.files.wordpress.com/2014/02/vicetradepolicygmp2012.pdf

[22] 2017 Apr 22 1.00 Facebook Justice4S Protest- Nottingham Council House facebook.com/events/397808920592955/

[23] 2017 Apr 22 10.00 Facebook #justice4s Protest London Charing Cross – facebook.com/events/1520329401318921

[24] Change.org Official #justice4s Petition – change.org/p/justice4s

[25] Facebook  Official #justice4s Support group facebook.com/groups/justice4s

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Children Abused in Institutions – Lessons Still to be Learned by Wally Harbert

Wally was Hackneys Director of Social Services, later Avon County Council Director of Social Services, President of the Association of Directors of Social Services in 1978/9 and was awarded the OBE in 1984.

His other posts on this blog are here Wally Harberts posts [1]

Time and again we do not learn the lessons from the past about child abuse. IICSA could start by publically releasing all reports about child sexual abuse but years in to the investigation, still no documents. If we cannot read about the past how can we learn from it?

This is another informative post from Wally Harbert.

 Children abused in institutions – lessons have still to be learned

The abuse of children is as old as the hills but has only recently been the subject of polite conversation. Every cohort of children has faced challenges. Mine was sent away to live with strangers to avoid Hitler’s bombs. We found hay barns were used for purposes other than storing hay. Children who returned to live in towns discovered that windowless, scream-proof air raid shelters had a different use after the all-clear sounded. We were all survivors.

 This paper describes my experiences as a director of social services from 1970 to 1990. The Children and Young Persons Act 1969 had designated approved schools Community Homes with Education, responsible to social services departments.  Most were run by charities whose trustees served as governors. Some trustees and staff resented “outside interference” but were obliged to follow a local authority’s rules to receive funding. Some homes were, what Erving Goffman called total institutions – isolated, enclosed social systems whose primary purpose was to control residents’ lives; total institutions include prisons, mental hospitals and military training camps – all unsuitable models for establishments to enhance the social development of children – unless staff are well trained and supervised.

 The absence of child-centred policies

Approved schools were in a time warp well before their transfer with disagreement about whether their purpose was care or punishment. Staff came from a variety of backgrounds, including the military; in the absence of appropriate skills, homes often adopted militaristic regimes because that was the cheapest and easiest way to run them. Respect from peers, trustees and governors depended on staff being seen to be in control. There was little or no understanding of how to prevent or contain aggressive and violent behaviour. Research showed that, when violence occurred between staff and children, staff commonly struck the first blow.

 Lacking necessary skills, some homes invented control systems with pseudo-professional titles like “regression therapy” and “pin-down” or encouraged bullying by older children. Like routines in military training camps, they were designed to command obedience by stripping children of their dignity and sense of worth. They represented crude retaliation, humiliation, abuse and sexual domination as sophisticated therapies. Fearful, docile and acquiescent children could be regarded as a prized outcome. Typically, homes were located in extensive grounds – too remote for neighbours to hear a child’s screams. Child care experts derisively called them Mouldering Bastions.

 Responsibility for children’s services was nominally held by social services departments but, in practice, decisions were often fragmented between officers of several departments including education, human resources, legal services, estates services, equal opportunities, public relations and finance; each department was responsible to a different committee with its own regulations, protocols, objectives and timescales. Everyone and no one was in charge. Children and their needs fell through the cracks.

 How denial became the default response to abuse

Investigating allegations of wrongdoing in homes risked bad publicity and tension with trades unions. Litigation might follow which, unless carefully handled, could invalidate council insurances. It was seen by some as grossly unfair that wayward and untrustworthy children might wield power over the careers of blameless staff. Some considered it better to give the staff concerned a metaphorical clip round the ear and tell them to be more careful in future rather than risk receiving an embarrassing report requiring action. 

 When I told a governor of a home that I was about to investigate allegations of abuse he said I was trying to engineer its closure. During investigations staff were confident that there would be an inquiry into the conduct of the investigation and, without consulting me, the chief executive began a clandestine inquiry into how it was being conducted. My investigators were confronted by a wall of silence. “Squealers” received threats of violence to themselves and their families and mysterious scratches appeared on their cars. The inquiry revealed widespread malpractices and revealed that governors discussed the investigation with staff as it progressed.

It was difficult to uncover the truth about abuse in homes but, when abusers knew governors actively opposed an investigation and that the chief executive was questioning its conduct, the home was rendered unmanageable. While they surreptitiously chased imaginary conspiracies, the governors and the chief executive placed abused children, as well as innocent staff, in danger, abandoning them to the bullies. I found I had regained control when, following the investigation, there was no murmur from the chief executive or governors as I disciplined staff. But it is no surprise that some abuse was not detected until several years later.

 A lawyer told me that, due to a legal technicality, I had no authority to discipline or exclude an abusing staff member from a specialist home accommodating some of the most troublesome and troubled boys in England. The chief executive (also a lawyer) confirmed this decision. When I told the Health Department I no longer regarded myself as responsible for the home it threatened to close it. The edifice of half-truths constructed to justify children being left at risk now crumbled and the staff member was moved to the education service where he continued working with children until arrested for an offence against a child some years later.

 In my experience, lawyers in the public service did not represent the interests of the public or of children. Their clients were councillors. The Shirley Oaks Survivors’ Association, with over 700 members, has expressed a profound distrust of lawyers. Many victims of abuse who encounter lawyers find them acting for third parties seeking to prove that claims of abuse are false, exaggerated, out of time or all three. The Hillsborough Family Support Group had similar experiences and fought twenty five years for justice. He who pays the lawyer usually has the deepest pockets and, almost invariably, calls the tune.

 I sat through many passionate Council debates about the needs of children but, too often, the children councillors had in mind were their own and those of other aspiring middle-class families. Children from dysfunctional working class families seldom came under scrutiny. There was no Lord Shaftesbury, Barnardo or Mary Carpenter to champion an unpopular cause or nudge the public conscience. Residential care had some high quality staff but a few rotten apples were allowed, largely by an arcane system of governance, to infect the whole barrel.


The need to improve staff training in children’s services is unfinished business from 1969. Reforms promised at that time were not fully achieved due to inadequate funding. Following the death of Adam Rickwood at the age of 14 in a Secure Training Centre, a recent Freedom of Information Request obtained the Waplington Report. 2017 Mar 21 Cathy Fox Blog Waplington Report (Youth Justice Board, Hassockfield STC) [2]. It concludes that physical restraint is applied to children in Secure Training Centres too soon and too frequently, escalating tensions between staff and children and leading to violence.

 If hospital Accident and Emergency units were run by inadequately trained staff we would expect poor outcomes and a clamour for change from a shocked public. But these are friendless and frightened children. They provoke public indifference, even, hostility. Vulnerable children suffer life-changing traumas unheeded and sometimes, die alone. The struggle to persuade governments to invest in quality services for working class children goes on; it will be greatly strengthened by a combined attack from professionals and survivors’ groups.

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • ShatterBoys -“Male Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse Inspiring change, Through Shared Experience Whilst Building Connections…Together We Can Heal” [N]


[1] Cathy Fox Blog Wally Harberts posts  https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/?s=harbert

[2] 2017 Mar 21 Cathy Fox Blog Waplington Report (Youth Justice Board, Hassockfield STC) https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2017/03/21/waplington-report-youth-justice-board-hassockfield-stc/

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Human Hunting of Becki Percy

I have already posted three stories of human hunting

  • A Most Dangerous Game – Human Hunting [6] 
  • Hunting Children in Kent [7] 
  • Brice Taylor was Hunted by George Bush Senior [8]

This is another story of human hunting from Becki Price.

I have only recently seen a few of Becki’s videos and so I am not too familiar with her story.

[Updated  5 Apr 2017 – Thanks to the comments below more details on Becki who was brought up around Hull, and her parents can be found here (Voat archived) [9] ]

She was abused by her natural parents Ann and Lee and trafficked to be abused by others from the age of 9.

She went to America in 2015 and claimed asylum, and so she was locked up. She is now released but has to wear a tag, whilst her claim is being processed through the courts.

The first video starts as Becki talks about the hunting of her.

[1] 2016 Dec 24 Becki Percy Testimony (Part 1)

All of Becki Percy’s videos are on her You Tube channel [4] Following are a few more of her videos

[2] 2016 Dec 24 Becki Percy Testimony (Part 2)

[3] 2017 Jan 2 Becki Percy My Experience with Immigration and Sex Trafficking

Becki is now taking part in a documentary about survivors to help others

[5] 2017 Mar 22 Becki Price Documentary On Child Sex Trafficking: A Message For Survivors

Becki Percy’s  You Tube channel [4]

Other human hunt stories

  • A Most Dangerous Game – Human Hunting [6] 
  • Hunting Children in Kent [7] 
  • Brice Taylor was Hunted by George Bush Senior [8]

[Updated  5 Apr 2017 – Thanks to the comments below more details on Becki who was brought up around Hull, and her parents can be found here (Voat archived) [9] ]

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • ShatterBoys -“Male Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse Inspiring change, Through Shared Experience Whilst Building Connections…Together We Can Heal” [N]


[1] 2016 Dec 24 Becki Percy Testimony (Part 1)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdELZJk4YgM

[2] 2016 Dec 24 Becki Percy Testimony (Part 2) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xo9gcTNZNlk

[3] 2017 Jan 2 Becki Percy My Experience with Immigration and Sex Trafficking https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvkiVvXptcw

[4] Becki Percy’s  You Tube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJ2WchHhGBXo7AF8z9lS5aA/videos

[5] 2017 Mar 22 Becki Price Documentary On Child Sex Trafficking: A Message For Survivors https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-rVykiib6U

[6] 2017 Apr 2 Cathy fox Blog A Most Dangerous Game – Human Hunting https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2017/04/02/a-most-dangerous-game-human-hunting/

[7] 2015 Sept 19 Cathy Fox Blog Hunting Children in Kent https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2015/09/19/hunting-children-in-kent/

[8] 2017 Apr 3 Cathy Fox Blog Brice Taylor was Hunted by George Bush Senior https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2017/04/03/brice-taylor-was-hunted-by-george-bush-senior/

[9] 2017 Apr 5 archived, Voat re Becki Price  http://archive.is/7x5JJ

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Brice Taylor was Hunted by George Bush Senior

Another example of the pathetic psychopathic people in power playing human hunting, this time with a William Tell twist.

These people need to be rounded up and face justice.

I have blogged previously on Cathy O’Brien’s experiences  A Most Dangerous Game – Human Hunting [4] and what British policeman Clive Driscoll found Hunting Children in Kent [5]

This is from 1999 Brice Taylor Thanks for the Memories: The Truth Has Set Me Free! the Memoirs of Bob Hope’s and Henry Kissinger’s mind-Controlled Slave via Amazon [1] or pdf  [3]

Hunted by Bush on Hope’s Jordan Ranch p235

George Bush was one of the men in safari uniform on Bob Hope’s property who hunted me when Kelly was little. Bob was laughing when he laid down the rules. “There will be no running, or hiding, you will simply stroll along the path, skipping, if you like, dancing if you wish, but NO running, until you are TRAPPED. It’s inevitable, there is no escaping it, especially with an expert hunter like George.” Looking me in the eye, Bob said, “Are there any questions?”

I shook my head no.

“Good, then remember, every step you take may be your last.” As a helicopter touched down off in the distance in this rural Jordan Ranch area, Bob said, “Bush will be coming from a different angle.”

I walked down the road, which with every step I took, became more and more like The Yellow Brick Road that I had been programmed since childhood to follow. I was absolutely terrified, waiting to be attacked, killed. . . whatever; I didn’t know what they had in store for me this day. I walked for a long time and it felt like I was hallucinating along the way. In my mind, playing over and over like a horror movie were Bob’s words, “Every step you take may be your last.”

In my blue jeans and red checkered shirt, I kept walking. I was still walking when it got dark and I was really scared then because I was so far away from where I had begun. My arm ached from the injection they had given me in the bend of my arm and I rubbed it wishing I wasn’t so alone in the world. I was getting frantic, totally panicked by now and I just kept walking. Nothing seemed real anymore. I felt like a caged animal and I couldn’t remember the rules any longer. I was trying so hard to remember exactly what Bob had said, thinking if I just did it right that I wouldn’t get hurt and my children would be safe. But my drugged terror was escalating, and I couldn’t think anymore, I felt like I was losing control.

After what seemed like a very long time, George Bush stepped out from an old outhouse-type structure that was on Bob’s ranch and calmly walked over to me, “Betcha didn’t think I’d ever be hiding in there, did ya?” and he laughed. “Well, I like to play hide and seek a lot but there’s only two of us here so let’s play another game that only requires two, the two of us.”

I nodded, frozen in terror.

“I just happen to have an apple. A beautiful red apple here in my pocket.” He pulled the apple out and said, “I know the game is supposed to be played with a bow and arrow (I’d been accidentally shot with an arrow in the jaw when I was five) but I forgot mine. I did remember however to bring my revolver.”

And he pulled a gun out of his other pocket. “Now, this game is called William Tell, and you get to play William. Here, you stand over here, so if I miss, the bullet will go into the tree instead of traveling wildly out of control.”

He placed me in front of an oak tree and put the apple on top of my head. By now I was crying. I couldn’t help it, I just couldn’t control it. “Please don’t hurt my kids anymore,” I begged.

Bush said, “Shhh, don’t interrupt. We’re playing a game now. Now just stand real still and remember your name is William Tell, and this is what happens if you don’t.” Slowly, he
cocked the gun and took aim at the apple on my head or me, I couldn’t tell which. Then, taking his time he said very slowly as he took aim, “Ok are you ready for the games to begin? Will you tell?”

I squeezed my eyes shut and he lowered the gun as he sighed real disgustedly, “No, no, you can’t close your eyes, you have to see this coming, otherwise it won’t be any fun at all.”

So, I opened my eyes and George, took aim again and said, Remember this is what happens if you don’t TELL.” He kept aiming and re-aiming trying to get it just right
and then he asked me again if I was ready.

“Yes, Sir,” I answered.

He put the gun down to listen to me, then took aim again, “Now what’s the magic message?”

“Don’t tell,” I answered. Immediately, he fired and shot the apple off my head. It blasted a hole in the middle of it and blew out a huge chunk and he walked over, picked it up off the ground and said, “Looks like we both won this time. You wait for your ride, I’ll take mine another way,” and he disappeared.

I tried to see where he went in the dark but I couldn’t locate him. Shortly after, a couple of cowboys that tended the cattle on Bob’s ranch came driving by in their old pick up truck and angrily said, “Get in, we’ll give you a ride back to the end of the road. You’re trespassing lady.” So I climbed into the back of their pick up truck, not even on the seat in the cab and bounced all the way back to the end of the road. Then, I walked the short distance home.

When I walked in the house, Craig said, “Where have you been? I got dinner started and was getting worried.”

“Oh, I was over at the neighbor’s,” I answered, falling into line helping with the kids and the dinner. During dinner, I just wanted to hold Kelly, who was two years old, and kept feeling so glad she was safe, at least for now.

I kept rocking her at the dinner table and it was a good thing my daughter was in my lap or I probably would have appeared as I really was, “psychotically experiencing an episode.” That’s what they told me the doctors would say if I went to them for help.

“They’ll say you’re psychotic,” Bob said, “and it won’t take them long to figure it out. It will be obvious.”

George Bush lorded and ruled over me for years once I had children. There were lots of scary program tactics they installed to insure the safety of his use of Kelly and me.

Please note that victims of abuse may be triggered by reading this information. These links are generally UK based.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • ShatterBoys -“Male Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse Inspiring change, Through Shared Experience Whilst Building Connections…Together We Can Heal” [N]


[1] 1999 Brice Taylor Thanks for the Memories: The Truth Has Set Me Free! the Memoirs of Bob Hope’s and Henry Kissinger’s mind-Controlled Slave via Amazon https://www.amazon.co.uk/Thanks-Memories-Truth-Memoirs-KissingerSmind-Controlled/dp/0966891627/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1491167352&sr=8-2&keywords=thanks+for+the+memories

[2] 1999 Brice Taylor Thanks For The Memories https://archive.is/o/7Za1i/https://archive.org/details/BriceTaylorThanksForTheMemoriesLARGEFONT_201603

[3] 1999 Brice Taylor Thanks For The Memories  pdf https://cathyfox.files.wordpress.com/2017/04/thanks_for_the_memories.pdf

[4] 2017 Apr 2 Cathy fox Blog A Most Dangerous Game – Human Hunting https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2017/04/02/a-most-dangerous-game-human-hunting/

[5] 2015 Sept 19 Cathy Fox Blog Hunting Children in Kent https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2015/09/19/hunting-children-in-kent/

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