UT 10 Lost Daughter – Mind Controlled by Cults?

RE: Lost Daughter

Our daughter Lynette [pseudonym] was an Aspergers who largely beat the odds. While many in her state never graduated from high school or worked, she went to two universities, graduated with a psychology degree, then converted to computer science. Her skills were amazing, and eventually, she moved out of the house into her first apartment. After two apartments, she then purchased a condominium and even worked for a Fortune 500 company.

Eventually, she moved to Utah, and worked for several companies in IT. Her attitude began to change to one of frustration, and even anger on many occasions, though. Discussions began turning into arguments. Having said that, she kept in touch on a regular basis, so we knew she was okay. However, she began showing a reluctance to give out information, a photo of where she lived, etc. When we discussed visiting, it always seemed as though something came up. One time we even were finalizing trip plans, only to discover she was planning on flying to Dallas at the same time.

With her frustration and company cut-backs, she became a casualty, which started some job bouncing, as many employers cannot understand Aspergers when they aren’t informed of their characteristics. As she delved into other areas such as property management, her job changes grew, as well as some despair.

When we retired, one of our goals was to see our daughter (i.e. long trip). The phone rang one late morning, informing us a security company had us as the emergency number. We immediately called our daughter to inform her of the issue (not critical), but nobody answered. Therefore, we texted her, only to receive a curt non-descript response. I called again—still no answer, and now the calls began to go to immediate voicemail. We wrote her an email, only to get another short non-descript response, which was extremely uncharacteristic. After this continued on and on, we finally decided to drive to Provo. And the trip was long, very interesting, and we finally became excited as we approached the city, thinking everything could be resolved.

Arriving in Provo, we found her condominium, only to discover it with open blinds, looking somewhat stripped apartment with only some clothes and kitchen utensils left. But no daughter was there. Where is she? Neighbors hadn’t seen her in months. We then called numerous times, but every call was immediately forwarded to voice mail, which was full. Texting went unanswered. So, we finally went to the police and put her on a missing person’s report and asked for a welfare check, with the officer telling us he would do everything he could to find her.

Not hearing anything from her phone, text, or the police, we contacted NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness), who offered some moral support. And then we finally left, not knowing what to do. Have you ever been at a point, where a topic takes over 24/7? Yes, we weren’t perfect parents, there were some arguments, but there was certainly no abuse, and we had loved and supported her throughout her life. Gone?

Returning to our home, we decided to hire a Private Investigator, who ran his checks and came up with nothing. And the officer that was dedicated to finding the truth? He sent another officer to her location after texting from the police department and came away stating “she had a mask on” but everything was fine. Now we began searching for her, looking into e-mails, phone calls, LinkedIn, and even tried to triangulate the cell phone address. We then found an anti-human trafficking private investigator who had spent years in this realm and offered hours of advice. And yes, we took notes, focusing upon 3 areas: mind-control from our government, a Mormon cult, or the Scientologist group. Were any of these involved? No idea.

Fast forward and long trip Number 2 occurred, this time with us tracking her down at a store where she worked. Mind you, this took quite a bit of work, time, and effort to get to this point. We wanted to focus on three aspects: is she okay, where is she living, and is someone controlling her? As I finally approached her in Salt Lake City, I wondered would she respond as a long-lost daughter loving to see her father, or would it be fear? Right or wrong, I tried to downplay the key moment by asking her what would she recommend with this potted plant? She immediately realized who I was, and without saying one word—raced away. Bottom line is she looked like a zombie robot, with no life in her face. Having read extensively about mind control, she appeared to have every symptom. Seeing me appeared to be a “trigger” and she was abjectly, afraid of me. I then watched her leave and tracked her until she got on the commuter train. There simply was no way to get on the train in time to catch her. Where is she living?

I then began looking into Mormon and Scientology cults—could they be the culprit? Why? As I went to the police, I was immediately told there was really nothing they could do. The responses seemed very programmed to accept this situation, with the police essentially pointing the finger at the justice department. Perhaps that really is true, but the attitude didn’t pass any smell test for truthfulness in the least. Would I trust the Utah State Police? No. Then I went to the college, who took notes, and seemed very cooperative while we were there. Later, the e-mail came through, essentially stating nothing could be done, she is an adult, and therefore none of this is our business. And the question regarding whether our daughters was on drugs was simply ignored.

A handful of e-mails and texts were answered by Lynette, but the response was similar to a program. Nothing in her responses sounded like her, including the vernacular and even spelling. Was it another individual answering that controlled her? This did not sound like our daughter. She even mentioned being curious about walking in the snow in Provo. Mind you, that was Provo, Utah and she had lived there for close to six years and hadn’t walked in the snow? If you know Provo, that is an absolute impossible answer that made no sense.

So I now did my own research and came up with DID option (Dissociative Identity Disorder). Translated, this means some form of trauma has occurred and an alternative personality has come to life. What happened and why? Basically, this is a coping mechanism (i.e. Multiple Personalities), and essentially creates a “new you.” This might explain living in Provo and never having experienced walking in the snow. Her vernacular was new also, indicating something isn’t right. We also discovered she had a newfound interest in kickboxing. Mind you, this is coming from a girl who used to run from the soccer ball. When we saw her in Salt Lake City, she had gone from a pretty, competent young woman working IT for a fortune 500 company to rather unkempt, watering flowers for a living. I contacted the few friends I knew she had, only to discover she didn’t maintain any substantive correspondence.

And then we began looking into the liens to see—is money involved? This gets complicated, especially since personal loans aren’t seen. We’ve discovered many aspects about her never known, including pictures, friends, family members, and online data. But if I am correct regarding mind control, then this gets into how to deprogram—very difficult. I’ve now read around five mind control books, critiqued numerous websites, and it is simply horrifying. Svali, Cathy O’ Brien, and Cathy Fox were three great revelations, and then I began looking into patents related to mind control. The rabbit hole got deeper and deeper with drugs/hypnosis going to satellite and human addresses.

Lynette had worked for a contractor with the Marine Corp. When one delves into mind-control, it gets downright scary. One quick example was a test done a long time ago to see how easily people could be modified. A straight-forward lady with good moral values was drugged/hypnotized and then carried out a simulated attack when requested. Translated, an every-day individual under the right circumstances could have their behavior modified, even if temporarily. Remember, that our daughter worked in IT related to security. Did something occur? The timing seems to coincide…

As I delved into the people search services, I began unraveling other aspects such as other phone numbers, e-mails, social media, and addresses. One address that came up was First Step in SLC (Drug Treatment Center). Our daughter was never involved with illegal substances, yet First Step was showing up? That group correctly guards their information, so we haven’t approached them. But what led to this? Did she attend for collegiate purposes, or did she enter as an individual with a drug addiction?

I keep going back to the face of abject terror. My God, why? And some “helpful groups” weren’t helpful. My “expert friend” believes it is most likely one of the cults—but we don’t really know. Where is she? Now I honestly have a better understanding of how many grasp losing loved ones that simply vanish, never to be found. And many of the agencies meant to assist—don’t. Have you ever seen a post office box used for the home address of where you lived on her student registration? Really?

Have you ever gone to bed night after night, going to sleep, yet always worried as to where is your child and what in the world happened to her? We’ve had many, many discussions, tears, and “why” discussions. We re-trace the past communication, but as most know, the mind can become an absolute nightmare with every horrific possibility being discussed. This emotional nightmare never really ends. Now we at least have an idea regarding “lost” people who vanish and the dramatic impact it truly has. We do use prayer, though, and ironically are finding peace and a relationship to God we never knew.

Yes, we do have plans and ideas, but they will take time and money, with no guarantees. We’re on our own, and she is gone—somewhere.


Previous posts in the series are

  • UT0 – Utah Mormon Satanic Ritual Abuse Links and Timeline [UT56]
  • UT1Utah Ritual Abuse [UT45]
  • UT2- Rapist Suspect linked to Mormon Ritual Abuse Scandal Still Delaying Extradition from Glasgow to US [UT42]
  • UT3 – Satanic Ritual Abuse in the Mormon Church [UT47]
  • UT4 – Two accuse Leavitt of being Ritual Abuser [UT59]
  • UT5 – Kristy Allen Mormon Ritual Abuse and MKUltra [UT62]
  • UT6 – Church of Mormon in Books About Abuse [UT95]
  • UT7 – David Hamblin Utah County Mormon Ritual Abuse [UT96]
  • UT8 – Satanism in Utah Valley 1988 [UT98]
  • UT9A Report of Child Sexual Abuse in LDS [UT106]

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6 Responses to UT 10 Lost Daughter – Mind Controlled by Cults?

  1. Pingback: UT 10 Lost Daughter – Mind Controlled by Cults? | Wirral In It Together

  2. mengenlehre says:

    The parents can use family constellation to interact with her. Family always has bonds that work. More like this is possible. Prayer works too. Usually to get to someone would have started early. Was the daughter ever in hospital? Some Schools have underground “special” trainings … She got enerved somehow, this also indicates stuff. She must have been “interesting” for being super-intelligent and successfull and of course under-challenged :-) . The parents never mention an age-timeline. Sure a job as flower service does not make money. So where is her wealth? Is she physically attractive? Does she have another task night times? Did she move around to fullfill side-tasks? I wish the parents a very succesful learning and repenting of THEIR stuff in this and its good they met her at all. I would put this into the courtroom of the living God. :-) Parents have rights, family is holy. https://ibb.co/0rh6YrN

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  3. You can probably rule out Scientology, simply because this does not fit the profile (I was deep in the organization for 18 years). People involved with this tend to disappear, but first there would at least be some form of communication, announcing joining staff and asking for their blessing, before declaring the line was going to be “cut.” And only if you made her feel you were totally against this would she proceed to announce her “disconnection” with you. They have strict policies to this effect. A person is supposed to try and win over their family members to at least not publicly disapprove or protest, before running off or disconnecting.

    I hope this helps to narrow down the possibilities.

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  4. Deb Moon says:

    Cathy….for along time I’ve been asking God ” where are the Good Guys ” ( well gals too, that’s just a saying)…And then I accidentally stumbled upon you. There aren’t enough words to describe your hard work, passion and strength to do what you do I hope you know God, You’re Angels, guides, the universe, are all Protecting you….. You are greatly Loved….. I’m beyond grateful for you …. I’m going to share you only with a select few…people whom I trust Thanks for all you do… I do have couple questions.. 1. Do you know any safe houses that take in EXSAMPLE a mother & two kids being hunted by people afraid she might talk? That’s just EXSAMPLE of one I saw on Tik Tok. Many many survivors are coming forward and speaking ABOUT there ordeals.. Seems most places that are for kids or like the EXSAMPLE are a part of it. Truely scarry… Now I forgot the other question….

    At any rate….won’t take up anymore of your time… It sure is flying by… I just want to thank you for all that you do…. I’m just a nobody, stumbled upon your work and wanted to tell you it’s truly amazing. You’re truly amazing…. I was molested by two men and my life when I was younger…. Thank goodness never raped or tortured Now that I look back I think why did that affect me so bad it’s nothing compared to some of these four girls and children and women…. Took me years to get over them…. The first one I was real young it was my grandmother’s third husband … My grandmother and mother didn’t find out till we were older and they were just so shocked…. I remember that my sisters are four and five years younger than me and we all slept in the same bed together this was in the 60s.. And I remember him coming in and doing stuff and I remember protecting them and would make him just mess with me and not them… I’m glad I’m healed…. God bless and many blessings to you

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  5. Mimi Jo says:

    Just to mention that Lynnette would not have Dissociative Identity Disorder at thevtime of disappearance unless she’d already had it since the age of 7 or so. DID always forms before a certain stage of child development, and as a result of repeated trauma and other circumstances.

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  6. sheri p says:

    Oct 15 2022

    Your story of a breaking the mind of your daughter is very much like my son’s cultic abuse at the hands of relative LDS–

    This dissociation is very real and the stories that these adults endure point the finger at the very adults who live and want to help them.. What is so very disturbing as I reached out to the LDS Church at the time if this negligence and abuse, the local Bishop I confronted stated ‘cime out and get your son, what do you want me to do, ask these LDS members if they are liars?’.

    LDS cares nothing about anyone except their good name and their direct liability ‘if any’ in these cases.

    Be assured the brainwashing is not only valued but encouraged by the LDS vows of secrecy (Temple Oaths), and the general member who orides themselves that LDS is the only way, so if a person doesn’t follow the ‘path’ they warrant their own demise.

    These folks are malignant narcissists and sociopaths. A new case of child homicide is the case of Derek Cordon a two year old disabled boy murdered by his mother. The child was subjected to head injury that is typical of a child being thrown against a wall. High Level LDS were with the mother and did nothing. Case was deemed a homicide and never prosecuted.

    I think the LDS picture is one of women and child abuse with constant secrecy if the behaviors. Clearly the LDS Church not only will take responsibility for their members, but seems to conceal these behaviors including homicide.

    If your daughter is with these types, I would say she has been under cult mind control — with you and family as believed to be the problem. If she leaves this cult, she has been programmed to believe Satan will destroy her.

    I have started reading a book by a prominent deprogrammer on how to approach this. It is starting to help me understand the doctor jykell Mr Hyde behaviors I have witnessed from my son over the past year. After 15 years of no contact, he is a young adult realizing that half of his life is over, and he has no goals, been ostracized by the LDS Cult family since he cannot follow the LDS path.

    He believes myself and God are to blame, not the perps. I am praying for all who have endured this at the hands of this Cult.

    Just another aside, you are right that the legal system won’t help. I found that true as well. Victims and their families are the problem.

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