Break from Blogging

Unfortunately I have to take a break from blogging.

My me/cfs ( myalgic encephalomyelitis /chronic fatigue syndrome ) has been affecting me for a while now so that I can rarely think at the required level to research and write.

Although I have published a few posts in the last few months, I have not authored one myself for about 6 months I think. The time I manage to work on child abuse is spent answering mail and peoples questions and trying to keep up with events.

This is obviously extremely frustrating for me, but I just wanted to let this be known to explain my blogging silence.

I will still tweet on twitter as that requires much less brain power!! @cathycathyfox

[Update 6 march, I have been locked out of my twitter account for unusual activity that is against twitter rules. I have to put a phone number in which is an old phone number and I don’t know whether the phone sim card can be found.

Interestingly I had started another account, never used and when I was copying friends from my old account to this one, they locked that one as well for unusual activity. That was also an old phone number attached to it, so it looks like another account gone. I may well have rest from twitter – the censorship is getting absurd.

These links give some ideas for other social media accounts

http://www.earnwithanish.com/sites-like-youtube-without-censorship/

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-10-23/new-social-media-alternatives-facebook-youtube-twitter-and-other-big-tech-platforms ]

Update 7 March Twitter say my account exhibited automated behaviour, against their rules. Of course there was no automated behaviour.

If anyone wishes to contact me about anything, please contact me on cathyfox@zoho.com and I will answer as best I can, but it may take some time. I have to work round my bad times and wait for the good times.

Obviously I want to continue blogging in the future, but I will see how it goes.  At the minute I often end up at staring at the screen wondering what I was meant to do next.

My heart goes out to all the victims of child sexual abuse, and over the last few years I have put my heart and soul into trying to help survivors by exposing what has been happening.

I hope I can continue to help in the future, and hope this is an au revoir rather than a goodbye.

As well as my usual help links below I have printed some more useful worldwide helplines and email addresses that are worth checking out.

Let justice be done though the heavens fall – Fiat justitia ruat cælum

Say Brave Things #SayBraveThings – Christopher Cronsell

The list below I found on a Comboni Missionaries blog post, and it includes useful helplines worldwide. It can be found on the link immediately below.

THE TRUE SCALE OF THE GLOBAL BETRAYAL OF INNOCENCE (By Brian Mark Hennessy) https://veronafathersmirfield.com/2016/11/19/the-true-scale-of-the-global-betrayal-of-innocence-by-brian-mark-hennessy/

WORLDWIDE LIST OF FIRST RESPONDER TELEPHONE NUMBERS FOR REPORTING SUSPICIONS OF INSTANCES OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE AND HELPLINES FOR THOSE SUFFERING THE EFFECTS OF CHILD ABUSE

United Kingdom

Reporting Abuse as a first Responder in the United Kingdom – always call the Police on the 999 emergency Police number or the 101 non-emergency Police number.

Alcoholics Anonymous (GB) : help@alcoholics-anonymous,org.uk or Tel 0800 9177 650

UK National Drugs Helpline: 0800 77 66 00

Drug Wise: Twitter @DrugWise UK, or Tel 077121 52 99 36, or harry@drugwisw.org.uk

Drug Rehabilitation: info@openmindsrehab.com or Tel 01978 312 120 (daytime) or 07736 248 851 (nights)

Narcotics Anonymous UK helpline: 0300 999 1212

Lifeline heloline: 0161 839 2054

NSPCC – Action for Children: Help@nspcc.org.uk

NSPCC – Adult Callers: 0808 800 5000, Childline 0800 1111

National Helpline: help@stopitnow.org.uk or Tel 0808 1000 900

NAPAC Supporting Recovery from Childhood Abuse: info@napac.org.uk

Survivors Trust : 0808 801 0818

National Suicide Prevention Samaritans UK & ROI  Hotline: +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90 (UK – local rate) Hotline: +44 (0) 8457 90 91 92 (UK minicom) Hotline: 1850 60 90 90 (ROI – local rate) Hotline: 1850 60 90 91 (ROI minicom) Website: samaritans.org E-mail Helpline: jo@samaritans.org Survivors UK, Unit 1, Queen Anne Terrace, Sovereign Court, The Highway, London E1W 3HH: info@survivorsuk.org

Rape Crisis England and Wales: rcewinfo@rapecrisis.org.uk

Mind – the Mental Health Charity for those who have suffered Sexual Abuse:

Adult Helpline 0844 847 7879, Parent and child helpline 1800 155 1800

Bishops’ Conference of Scotland Catholic Safeguarding Organisation: tcampbell@scottishcatholicsafeguarding.org.uk

National Office for Safeguarding children in the Catholic Church in Ireland, St Patrick’s College, Maynooth, Co. Kildare: ann.doyle@safeguarding.ie and teresa.devlin@safeguarding.ie

Safeguarding Board for Northern Ireland: sbnisupport@hscni.net

Tusla – Child and Family Agency, Brunel Building, Heuston South Quarter, Dublin, Republic of Ireland: info@tusla.ie

The Church’s Child Protection Advisory Service: info@ccpas.co.uk

Terence McKiernan, Bishop Accountability Organisation: terry@bishop-accountability.org and ann@bishop-accountability.org

United Kingdom Childrens’ HelplinesThere-4-Me Childline UK – 0800 1111 Muslim Youth Helpline – 0808 808 2008 Childline Scotland – 0800 44 1111 NSPCC: English – 0808 800 5000 Welsh – 0808 100 2524 Bengali – 0800 096 7714 Gujurati – 0800 096 7715 Hindi – 0800 096 7716 Punjabi – 0800 096 7717 Urdu – 0800 096 7718  Breathing Space – 0800 838587 Connexions – 080 800 13 2 19 Birmingham Space – 0800 072 5070  Samaritans – 08457 90 90 90 Runaway Helpline – 0808 800 70 70 Careline – 0181 514 1177 Youth 2 Youth – 020 8896 3675 Girls Space – 0800 072 5070 Get Connected – 0800 808 4994 Support Line – 020 8554 9004 Muslim Youth Helpline – 0808 808 2008

United States of America

Survivors of sexual abuse living in the United States of America and Canada are advised, (without any liability of this site), to consider making contact with the following help organisations and professionals who are able to assist…..

Alcoholism: Alcoholics Anonymous meetings exist throughout the world and the doors are always open to newcomers. Start here to find a meeting in your area: www.aa.org/pages/en_US/find-local-aa. Once you get comfortable, look for a sponsor who honors your trauma background. If you are the loved one of an alcoholic, start here to find local Al-Anon or Alateen meetings: al-anon.org/find-a-meeting.

Other substance abuse: Narcotics Anonymous meetings also are held in many places. Start here to find a meeting: www.na.org/meetingsearch.

Childhelp: A resource about child abuse and neglect for kids, parents and teachers is at www.childhelp.org.

International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation: a resource for professionals and the public. Its website includes a “find a therapist” link here: www.isst-d.org/default.asp?contentID=18.

International Society for Traumatic Stress Studies: Though primarily a resource for professionals, it does offer a “Find a Clinician” link at www.istss.org/find-a-clinician.aspx.

MaleSurvivor.org: This is, in my opinion, the best resource available for male sexual abuse survivors. It is directed by clinicians, survivors, academics, researchers and advocates who serve for limited terms. MaleSurvivor.org offers recovery weekends, a great reading list, resources for finding a therapist, safe chat rooms for survivors, and more.

Mental Health America: an advocacy and support agency with local affiliates all over the country (www.mentalhealthamerica.net). It offers a wealth of information about mental health issues and can help you find local affiliates and other mental health resources. They also have online mental health screenings that help individuals and loved ones get a sense of what mental health issue they may be confronting.

National Center on Elder Abuse: As more people are living longer, elder abuse is becoming a greater national problem. This group (www.ncea.aoa.gov) has online resources about elder abuse. Their elder care locator will help you find the local agency to whom to report elder abuse: eldercare.gov/Eldercare.NET/Public/Index.aspx or 800-677-1116.

National Domestic Violence Hotline: Resources for survivors and individuals in current domestic violence situations, including abusers: 800-799-SAFE, or www.thehotline.org.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: A 24/7 resource for anyone thinking about suicide and for friends and relatives concerned about a loved one: 800-273-TALK, or www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org.

RAINN (Rape, Abuse, and Incest National Network): RAINN is a good resource for those who have been sexually assaulted as adults or as young people: rainn.org/get-information.

Sidran Traumatic Stress Institute: Sidran’s website offers a host of information for survivors and for loved ones (www.sidran.org/resources/for-survivors-and-loved-ones), an extensive reading list (www.sidran.org/resources/essential-readings-in-trauma) and links to many other resources (www.sidran.org/resources/links).

Survivors Network of those Abused by Priests: SNAP (www.snapnetwork.org) is an effective social justice advocacy organization that works to prevent child sexual abuse, especially by clergy.

SNAP Survivors Network of those Abused by Priests, PO Box 6416, Chicago, IL 60680-6416: davidgclohessy@gmail.com

SNAP USA: snap.dorris@gmail.com and bdorris@SNAPnetwork.org

Terence McKiernan, Bishop Accountability Organisation: terry@bishop-accountability.org and ann@bishop-accountability.org

Voice of the Faithful, Boston USA: office@votf.org

United States of America Childrens’ Helplines: National Runaway Switchboard– 1-800-621-4000, Childhelp USA – 1800 422 4453, Covenant House – 1800 999 9999

List of International Helplines to assist our Worldwide Readers in Reporting Child Abuse

Europe

Albania Child Helpline- +355 4 2308 20

CISMAI Italian Network of Agencies against Child Abuse: segreteria@cismai.org

Save the Children Italy: info@savethechildrenitaly and info@crin.org

Save the Children –Brussels, Geneva & Addis Ababa advocacy offices: info@savethechildren.be, geneva.info@savethechildren.org and fwandabwa@savechildren.org

CBM Christian Child Protection: contact@cbm.org and press-international@cbm.org

GESPCAN German Society for the Prevention of Child Abuse and Neglect: library@nationalcac.org

ISPCAN The International Society for the Prevention of Child Abuse and Neglect: ispcan@ispcan.org

Austria Telefonhilfe fur Kinder und Jugendliche – 147

Belgium Kinder- en Jongerentelefoon Vlaanderen VZW – 0800 15 111 ChildFocus – 110, Ecoute Enfants – 103 Bosnia and Herzegovina  Udruzenje roditelja tesko bolesne djece u BiH CLL line – 00387 65 341 298  

BulgariaNational Hotline for Children  – +359 2 981 93 00 

Croatia Hrabri telefon (Brave Phone)– 0800 0800

Cyprus Hotline for missing children – 116 000

Czech Republic The Safety Line – 800 155 555

Denmark BørneTelefonen (Children phone)– 35 55 55 55

Estonia Patient groups – 126., AIDS helpline – 645 5555, NGO Lifeline – CONFIDENCE WHEN LIFE TÜDINUILE – 655 8088 or 1707, “Psychology Crisis intervention” NGO Lifeline (Prof. Psychologists) – 631 4300, YOUNG LINE CHAT – 646 1111, Tallinn Family Centre -6556 088 Finland, Child and Youth Phone – 0800 120400

France, Allo Enfance Maltraitee  – 119

Germany, Kinder- und Jugendtelefon Nummer ggen Kummer e.V.– 0800 111 0333 Greece,Hamogelo – 1056

Hungary, Kek Vonal – 06 80 505 000

Iceland, RedCross– 1717

Ireland, Child Line – 1800 666 666 Italy,SOS il Telefono Azzurro-19696

Latvia, Child Helpline – 800 9000 or 116111

Lithuania, Childline – 8 800 11111

Luxembourg, 12345 Kanner- Jugendtelefon – 12345

Macedonia, SOS Helpline for Children and Youth – +389 2246 6588

Malta, Supportline – 179 

Netherlands, Landelijk Overleg Kindertelefoon – 0800 0432

Norway, Røde Kors telefonen for barn og ungdom (Red Cross Helpline) – 0800 33 321

Poland, Helpline.org.pl – 800 100 100

Portugal, SOS Criança– 27 793 16 17 / 800 20 26 51

Spain, Fundación ANAR – 900 20 20 10 Sweden, BRIS – 0200 230 230 Switzerland,147 Telephonhilfe fur Kinder und Jugendliche – 147

Serbia, NAcionalna DEcija Linija- NADEL Srbija – 0800123456

Slovakia Linka detskej istoty: 1116 111, www.ldi.sk (child helpline) Hľadané deti: 116 000 (missing and sexually abused children)

Slovenia, Tom National Telephone Network – 080 1234 Turkey, ALO – 183 Ukraine, The Odessa Samaritans Peer Line – 482 221 744

Asian Continent

Armenia Child Protection Hotline – +3741240150 or 240160

Azerbaijan ETIMAD Sumgayit – 23131

Belarus Smorgon Information Centre on children rights education/SICCRE  – +375 1592 33 129

National helpline for domestic violence victims – 8-801-100-8-801

Brunei Helpline Kebajikan – 141  or+673 238 0664;+673 238 0667;+673 238 0668 

Hong Kong, Against Child Abuse Hotline – +852-27551122

Iran, The Helping voice – +98-21-850 1414 or +98-21-850 1415

Kazakhstan, Child Helpline – 150

Korea, South, Hot Line 1391 / Rescue Line for Children – 1577 or 1391, Youth Hotline – 1388 

Mongolia, Friends 1979 – 1979

Nepal, Child Workers in Nepal– 427 1000 Pakistan, Madadgaar Children and Women Help Line – 111 911 922

Russia, Hotline for Children, Teenagers and Parents (Magadan) – +7 41322 20878, Moscow Childline – +7 095 735 8484, Teenage social-psychological support (Tomsk) – +7 83822 244442

SE Asia & Asia Pacific Region

National Association for the Prevention of Child Abuse and Neglect Australia: contact@napcan.org.au., SNAP Australia: snapspaner@gmail.com, Australia Kids Help Line  +61 7 1800 55 1800

New Zealand Safeguarding Organisation: admin@safeguardingchildren.org.nz

New Zealand, The Kids Help Foundation Trust – 0800 942 8787, Youthline Charitable Trust – 0800 376 633, Kidsline – 0800 543 754 India, Childline India Foundation -1098

Indonesia, TESA – 129 

Japan Childline Support Center Japan (NPO) – 0120-99-7777

Philippines, Bantay Bata 163 – 163

Philippines Save the Children: Address: Supporter Care team Midland Building, 1040 EDSA, Magallanes Village, Makati City 1232 Call us: Please call (02) 851-3702 or (02) 853-2142, Fax us: Send us a fax on (02) 853-0215

For volunteer and internship:Volunteer.PH@savethechildren.org

Singapore, Tinkle Friend – 1800 2744 788

T’ai-wan, 113 woman and children protection helpline– 113

Thailand, Saidek – 1387

Vietnam, Childline – 1800 1567

Near East and Africa

SASPCAN South African Society for the Prevention of Child Abuse and Neglect: admin@childlinesa.org.za

ANPPCAN African Network for the Prevention of Child Abuse and Neglect (Uganda & Ethiopia) regional@anppcan.org

Enfants Solidaires d’Afrique et du Monde: info@esamsolidarity.org

Botswana, Childline Botswana- 0800 3900 900

Egypt Hotline for Children – 16000

Gambia 199 Helpline – 199

Israel, L.O./Combat violence against women – 09952 8927 Jordan, 110 for Families and Children – 110

Kenya, Chidline- 116

Namibia, Lifeline/Childline Namibia – 926461226894

Nigeria, Human Development Initiatives – 0806 353 1872

Palestine, Sawa Child Protection Helpline – 121 

South Africa, Childline South Africa – 08000 55555 Senegal, Centre GINDDI – 800 88 88

Uganda, 0800 111 222

Zimbabwe, Childline – 961

Yemen, YMHA – 236622

Caribbean, Central and South America

Antigua & Barbuda Friends Hotline Antigua and Barbuda – 800 4357

Argentina 102 Childhelpline – 102

Brasil TECA – +55 21 2589 5656, 123Alô! – +55 21 2197-1500 

Chile Fono Infancia – 800 200 818

Colombia Telefono Amigo – 106

Costa Rica LÃnea Cuenta Conmigo- +506 800 2244-911 Dominican Republic Linea Telefonica para Auxilio – 538-6151

Jamaica, Friends Hotline – +1-888-991-4505 or 977 5754 Mexico, Acercatel – 01800 110 10 10

Panama, Tu Linea – 147

Paraguay, FONO Ayuda – 559 200 or 147 Peru, Fundación ANAR – +51 0800 22210 Trinidad & Tobago, Childline – 800 4321 ot 131

Uruguay, Linea Azul Servicio Telefónico – 800 50 50

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Hampshire Police Corruption and “Lost” Paedophile Investigation Files

Hampshire is a well known county for child abuse and many authorities in Hampshire covering it up.

Hampshire Police have managed to lose an important file relating to an allegation of police corruption concerning a paedophile investigation known as “Operation Bondfield”.

The file related to the conduct of former Detective Chief Inspector Dave Stewart from the Professional Standards Department who is now leader of the Isle of Wight Council and Chair of the Police and Crime Panel!

The following Press Release is from the Independent Police Support Group.

FURTHER REVELATIONS OF RACISM IN HAMPSHIRE POLICE

Police Whistleblowing Case – Southampton Employment Tribunal 5 March 2019

Further timely revelations following today’s disclosures in the press concerning racism in Hampshire police which is to feature again in the above whistleblowing case concerning former Detective Sergeant Julian King and Hampshire Constabulary.

A total of 21 employees under investigation.

https://www.uknip.co.uk/2019/02/hampshire-police-officers-under-investigation-for-racist-and-homophobic-remarks/

archive http://archive.fo/NXEo0

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-6741157/Sixteen-officers-investigation-making-racist-homophobic-comments-police-station.html

archive http://archive.fo/pFH4H

The police whistle-blowing case on 5 March highlights much more than the alleged “banter” in the above press articles published recently. Corruption will be highlighted amongst senior officers to cover up various serious crimes including racially aggravated offences and the racially discriminating treatment treatment of black police officers including a black police sergeant who was hounded out of the force.

This is an importance case as it affects all whistleblowers, this case directly concerns the well known case of J Panayiotou -v- Paul Kernaghan Chief Constable of Hampshire Constabulary.

This is a case which is now quoted regularly up and down the country to try and dismiss whistleblowing claims. The decision was considered perverse by the claimant for a number of reasons including that the evidence of the claimant’s witnesses were unchallenged.

Letters in the document bundle addressed to the Chief Constable from a Senior Officer raised concerns that Mr Panayiotou was going to be victimised for whistle-blowing and of unlawful surveillance. Mr Panayiotou was unfairly dismissed in an unorthodox manner circumventing police disciplinary procedures and denying Mr Panayiotou his right to a police disciplinary hearing.

During the previous employment tribunal hearing, the claimant had raised serious concerns regarding deliberate suppression of disclosure and allegations of Misconduct in Public Office / Perverting the course of Justice.

An important file relating an allegation of police corruption concerning a paedophile investigation known as “Operation Bondfield” had gone missing. The file related to the conduct of former DCI Dave Stewart “PSD” who is now leader of the Isle of Wight Council and Chair of the Police and Crime Panel.

The most important documents in Mr Panayiotou’s case also went missing; these were the policy books for “Operation Companionway”, the policy books contain details of all decisions, who made any decisions and the rationale for those decisions. The importance of these books were such that they were kept in a safe within the offices of the Professional Standards Department “PSD”.

There were allegations made of bias against the employment tribunal judge, unusually before the employment tribunal had concluded, the Employment Judge Paul Housego went on a training day at together with Chief Constable Paul Kernaghan who; was the main witness against the claimant.

The Employment Judge had also included false and misleading information within the Judgement which was subsequently challenged at the EAT and proved following an audio recording being provided. The claimant had been given permission to audio record the hearing due to being a litigant in person with a disability. The hearing had lasted for 2 weeks and 3 days.

After the hearing and complaints being made by the claimant 2 officers including a DCI from the Professional Standards Department “PSD” were disciplined. At a later stage, further information and documents have been discovered which should have been disclosed by Hampshire Constabulary indicating that Mr Panayiotou was considered a threat as a whistle-blower.

In a report compiled by former DCI Adrian Kingswell “PSD” discussed secret surveillance of Mr Panayiotou using an undercover officer from PSD to work in Mr Panayiotou’s CID office.

The report also referred to race crimes which is also an issue in this case as Mr Panayiotou had disclosed racism towards both officers and victims of crime resulting in an inspection by the HMIC of Professional Standards in Hampshire Constabulary with the force being labelled as racist and sexist.

Other documents indicated that Deputy Chief Constable Sara Glen had not been truthful when giving evidence at the employment tribunal, The present case concerns the failure of Chief Constable Olivia Pinkney to record or investigate the claimant’s allegations against her Deputy and the Police and Crime Commissioner for failing to hold the Chief Constable to account.

A further claim has just been submitted for further victimisation concerning both Hampshire Constabulary and the Police and Crime Commissioner concerning attempts to discredit the claimant with Anne Longfield OBE (the Children’s Commissioner) which; appears to be part of the continuing cover up concerning the paedophile investigation “Operation Bondfield”.

A public open preliminary hearing has been scheduled for 5 March 2019 starting at 10am.

For further information please contact the Independent Police Support Group via e mail contact@ipsg.co.uk

Other interested parties are the Justice and Anti Corruption Party in Hampshire http://jacparty.org.uk/ and the Hampshire Police monitoring group http://www.hampshire-police- monitoring-group.com

Let justice be done though the heavens fall – Fiat justitia ruat cælum

Say Brave Things #SayBraveThings – Christopher Cronsell

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REMEMBERING GEORGE BUSH: PEDOPHILIA, COCAINE & MURDER

The truth about George Bush Senior….

Fighting Monarch

George Herbert Walker Bush died this week, so flags flew at half mast.  He was remembered as a nice guy who liked to wear funny socks.

Bush SocksThe White House issued the following statement:

George Bush brought to the White House a dedication to traditional American values and a determination to direct them toward making the United States “a kinder and gentler nation.”  In his Inaugural Address he pledged in “a moment rich with promise” to use American strength as “a force for good.”

It makes me want to vomit.

Far from coming from “a family with a tradition of public service,” Bush was the spawn of Prescott Bush, who financed Hitler’s rise to power.

The Bush Family’s Links To Nazi Germany

bush.naziWhen he wasn’t trading with the enemy, Prescott Bush tried to overthrow the federal government.

Smedley Butler & The Business Plot: War Is A Racket

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Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of Oz MK-ULTRA Programming Unpacked

Here is Fiona Barnetts latest on unpicking Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of Oz MK-Ultra programming and integrating with the core personaility. Her original can be found here 2018 Nov 8 FionaBarnett.org Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of Oz MK-ULTRA Programming Unpacked [1]

Her twitter account also says recently she is facing new death threats from the Australian Luciferian Cult and asks for prayers

Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of Oz MK-ULTRA Programming Unpacked

English cricketer Greg Thomas [Welsh cricketer playing for England] was bowling against West Indies batsman Viv Richards. After Viv missed a few balls, Thomas taunted him with: “It’s red, it’s round, and it’s fast.” Viv responded by smashing the cricket ball out of the ground, and telling Thomas: “You know what it looks like, now you go and find it!” At that moment, Thomas learned what other cricketers knew – don’t sledge Viv Richards because he bats better when he’s angry.

Similarly, when I was recently attacked on all sides by Cult scum, I got angry, more focused, and more determined. I used the emotion that the attacks on me triggered, to unravel an aspect of the MK-ULTRA Matrix – i.e., where Alice in Wonderland and The Wonderful Wizard of Oz featured in ‘Comrade’ John Gittinger’s programming.

The more creative and visual the child victim, the more highly skilled the programmer, the more sophisticated the technology used – the more seamless the result. Gittinger was the greatest brainwashing genius the world never knew. My programming took place at the top CIA / Military Intelligence facilities in Australia and the USA. And I possessed maximum creative and visual-spatial capacity. These factors combined may explain why I have always been co-conscious during the memory retrieval process, and how I managed to basically self-direct my recovery. Plus I had God and His Holy Ghost guiding me.

All mind control programming is a variation on a theme, determined in part by the victim’s own imagination and their set role in the Cult. Hence, while Oz and Alice programming are uniformly employed, their application differ for every victim. Think of this process as a computer game in which the player can partly determine its design. The recovering victim has the ability to subvert the program, like Neo in The Matrix, because everything is occurring within the recovering victim’s mind in the absence of the original programmer.

In DID, what is commonly called a ‘multiple personality’ or an ‘alter’ is nothing more than a brain area sectioned off by trauma induced amnesia walls. A group of behaviors and memories may be separated from the victim’s general brain functioning. As a result, different ‘personalities’ within an individual can possess independent neural circuitry.

MK-ULTRA deprogramming Pioneers Fritz Springmeier and Cisco Wheeler wrote of how the Illuminati conducted research on what might happen when the victim’s Core was introduced to their trauma-induced personality splits. The result was instant integration. The Core Self is the victim’s Soul or consciousness, i.e., the bit that leaves a person’s physical body during astral projection or death.

I experienced this integration phenomenon when I recalled the Eastern Star pentagram configuration that Antony Kidman laid over Dr. West’s basic color programming. I was able to open the five, multi-colored pentagram doors (blue, green, red, yellow, white) and meet the myriad of personalities who emerged from behind the doors.

To quote Gittinger, Antony Kidman was “a fucking idiot.” Kidman’s tampering with my programming caused it to malfunction and eventually break down. That is why he was sentenced to death by the Cult’s Grande Council. And die he did. I know because I witnessed his judgement. My therapist and my husband were both present for an experience that blew their minds.

I believe that the initial five brain splits are laid inter-dimensionally. I will explain why I believe this. Springmeier and Wheeler documented that the individual’s brain naturally splits into five basic components, and that this process is achieved using John Lilly’s sensory deprivation tank combined with LSD. Lilly famously dabbled in inter-dimensional research, and this research contributed to the Gateway Process employed by Western Military facilities and the CIA (as documented in released CIA documents).

When I opened the 5 pentagram doors, I was actually in another place. I physically walked through a dark pentagon-shaped room, and physically opened 5 doors.

Immediately after this integration experience, I began to scream for justice. I was lying on a couch during this process, with my husband adjacent to me. As I screamed to God for justice, I reached my hand in the air. My husband thought he should support me and tried to hold my hand – something I didn’t want. Every time he touched me, I returned to the room he and my therapist were in. But each time he released my hand, I entered another dimension. I oscillated between two dimensions.

In the other dimension, I stood in a long, rectangular shaped room that looked like an ornate palace ballroom. Tall elders were seated alone the two long sides of the hall. They wore stately robes and gold crowns. They looked down at the floor in solemn concentration as I delivered my witness testimony against Antony Kidman. My screams in this world were translated into a language in the other dimension. These elders listened with reverent silence at my testimony. Then I saw them pass judgement against Kidman. I saw the elders condemn Kidman to Death and Hell. I witnessed how reluctant they were to condemn a human being to eternal Hell, and their reverence for human life, despite Kidman being the most wicked type of person to have ever lived.

I explained everything I saw, to my therapist and my husband who thought I was simply emotional and imagining things. Yet to their astonishment, the following day, the mainstream media reported that Antony Kidman was dead. As it turned out, Kidman died immediately after my bizarre inter-dimensional experience of witnessing his judgement.

I concluded that I was able to access that judgement hall because my core programming had been laid inter-dimensionally, and I entered another dimension in order to rupture the programming.

People are so smug. We live for what we can see, the here and now. But how many of us have seen eternity? Who knows the fate that awaits the Luciferian pedophiles who delight in tormenting innocent, helpless children? Or those who were themselves victims but now devote their energies to attacking survivors like me? Be warned: Jesus Christ is Lord and will not be mocked. You too will suffer the same fate as Antony Kidman.

What my enemies intend for evil, God uses for good.

Triggers are necessary for prompting the mind to cough up forgotten memories. They are to be embraced, not avoided. This is the secret to integration. So when I was recently triggered by my enemies’ threats, I used the feeling that trigger induced, to explore my past, make more connections, and further integrate.

One of my previously therapy drawings featured a treasure chest that contained a key. This was the key to the back door that Gittinger installed, and which he kept secret from Antony Kidman whom he rightly described as a “fucking idiot” following an incident that occurred at age 10 years.

At age 10, I was present at a ritual in which children were being thrown over a cliff in the national park bush land near Engadine. I had had enough of the killing and so I ran at the cliff and jumped – to be caught by one of the men who risked his life to stop and catch me. If I had died, all in attendance would have paid with their lives. It costs the government 1 million dollars to train a modern soldier. It cost many millions to train a child MK-ULTRA soldier. As Gittinger told me, I was a “national asset.”

I was aged 10 and 11 years old when my mother spent a year in hospital, paralyzed with lead poisoning. I spent most of that year at my Luciferian grandparents’ Engadine home. I have relatively little memory of that time because the Cult had unlimited access to me during that year.

Following my suicide attempt, Gittinger himself was called to Australia from the USA to repair my programming. The problem was that the bit he had to fix was an integral component of my programming – Intellectual Alice. Gittinger reassigned Intellectual Alice as the Gatekeeper in the rabbit hole foyer. There she had limited access to the green door which led to the Mad Hatter’s tea party garden setting.

Gittinger’s remedy consisted of his flat lining my heart, to bring my heart into submission. He explained that the heart and brain work independently of each other. The heart is connected to the right, visual side of the brain, and to emotion.

There were 5 different colored doors in the Wonderland Foyer, based on Dr. West’s color programming. Here is my drawing of these 5 doors:

Each door represents an amnesia wall. Behind each door sits a personality with their own neural circuitry. As the Gatekeeper, Intellectual Alice was able to unlock the doors. To access the doors and these compartmentalized brain sections, I did as follows:

I visualized falling backwards through the rabbit hole with 10-year-old Intellectual Alice. I knew the landing on the checkered floor to be hard and painful, so I said to Alice, “The landing doesn’t have to be hard. We can make it soft because we are in our head and can control what happens in our head.”

After landing, I asked Intellectual Alice to locate the key to the green door, which she did. Alice unlocked the door and I accompanied her to the fully laden Tea Party. I used my redundant counseling skills to communicate with Alice and win her trust. I asked her, “Have you ever actually sampled this spread?”

She shook her head.

I suggested, “Why don’t you pour yourself a cup of tea? You like watching the way the tea comes out of the spout and into the cup. I know that because I am you.”

We watched the black tea arc into the cup. Then I said, “Why don’t you eat something? Go on, try a doughnut. I know they are your favorite.”

Long story short – we returned to the foyer. There Alice retrieved a second key from beneath a mat in front of the red door. She opened the door and released 6-year-old Ritual Alice. Ritual Alice stood on Intellectual Alice’s shoulders to retrieve a third key hidden in the chandelier. Ritual Alice opened the blue door to release 14-year-old Soldier Alice. Note that all three Alice’s were created at ages at which I interacted with Gittinger.

Together, the three Alices opened the white door to reveal a cloud of hypnosis. When this cleared, 12 year old Dorothy appeared. She had a fourth key in her right pocket. All four keys were designed according to playing cards: heart, club, spade and diamond.

Dorothy opened the final, yellow door which contained the spiraled yellow brick road to the Emerald City. Here is a drawing of the opened doors:

 

The 3 Alices plus Dorothy joined hands and followed the yellow brick road to the Emerald City. We avoided all obstacles on the way, including:

  • Poison apples
  • Winged monkeys
  • Tin Man
  • Cowardly Lion
  • Scarecrow
  • Poppy field

When we reached the Emerald City gate, I recalled and tapped a sequence and sang a five-note tune to gain entry. Once inside, the spiral turned green. We boarded the carriage pulled by the horse that changes colors. We avoided the Wizard which is a trap, and the Ruby Slippers – the final trap.

Once we reached the end of the spiral, Glinda appeared in a bubble. Glinda is the final programmed alter. Here is my drawing of the Oz maze:

 

Glinda is the Grande Dame program, she is ‘Illuminated’ which indicates she is a member of the Illuminati. Glinda was attached to Disney Princess Programming, including the following characters:

  • Cinderella
  • Sleeping beauty
  • Snow White
  • Snow White & Rose red

In the context of Grande Dame preparation, the purpose of the Princess Programming is – ‘The end justifies the means.’ I will explain. Every princess loses her mother, father, or both. Each endures hardship of some kind, usually at the hands of a wicked step-mother (the original Sleeping Beauty suffered an evil mother-in-law). But at the end of their ordeal, each marries a prince and becomes Queen.

In a Cult context, this story line translates into the journey a Grande Dame candidate undertakes. The child victim’s attachment to their birth parents is severed and they are reattached to a Grande Dame and a new ‘Family’ who put the victim through a grueling, torturous training regime. But in the end, the victim is ‘rewarded’ for all their pain and suffering by being crowned Grande Dame.

Here is my illustration of this:

Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Dorothy, Alice and Snow White all wear pale royal blue, indicating their training status. The wicked step-mothers wear purple, a color indicating royalty and high Cult status. The Disney wicked step-mothers are dressed like real-life Grande Dames:

 

So, that’s what I cognitively processed within 24 hours. This demonstrates the complexity of MK-ULTRA programming and my understanding of it. I hope this post helps other victims of ritual abuse and mind control tackle and unravel their own programming.

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • Fresh Start Foundation Scottish not for profit group, helping child sexual abuse victims & survivors  [N]

Links

[1] 2018 Nov 8 FionaBarnett.org Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of Oz MK-ULTRA Programming Unpacked https://fionabarnett.org/2018/11/08/alice-in-wonderland-wizard-of-oz-mk-ultra-programming-unpacked/

Let justice be done though the heavens fall – Fiat justitia ruat cælum

Say Brave Things #SayBraveThings – Christopher Cronsell

 

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The Secret Side of Halloween

Halloween maybe thought by some to be a fun event with dressing up and sweets but there is a sinister side to this day.

Halloween is a celebration observed in a number of countries on 31 October, the eve of the Western Christian feast of All Hallows’ Day.

In the ancient Celtic festival of Samhain, people would light bonfires and wear costumes to ward off ghosts.

The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom and northern France, celebrated their new year on November 1.

This day marked the end of summer and the harvest and the beginning of the dark, cold winter, a time of year that was often associated with human death. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred. On the night of October 31 they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to earth.

By 43 A.D., the Roman Empire had conquered the majority of Celtic territory. In the course of the four hundred years that they ruled the Celtic lands, two festivals of Roman origin were combined with the traditional Celtic celebration of Samhain.

The first was Feralia, a day in late October when the Romans traditionally commemorated the passing of the dead. The second was a day to honor Pomona, the Roman goddess of fruit and trees. The symbol of Pomona is the apple, and the incorporation of this celebration into Samhain probably explains the tradition of “bobbing” for apples that is practiced today on Halloween.

In the eighth century, Pope Gregory III designated November 1 as a time to honor all saints.

Soon All Saints Day incorporated some of the traditions of Samhain. The evening before was known as All Hallows Eve, and later Halloween. Over time, Halloween evolved into a day of activities like trick-or-treating, carving jack-o-lanterns, festive gatherings, donning costumes and eating sweet treats.

The Celtic festival may indeed derive from even further back in time to the Egpytians or even the Sumerians.

Nowadays it is seen as a commercial event. One quarter of all the candy sold annually in the U.S. is purchased for Halloween.

However for the Luciferians, Satanists, Illuminati who carry out ritual sexual abuse, this is a time to indulge in their disgusting nefarious practices which include abusing children in their rituals.

Luciferians, Satanists and Illuminati are unfortunately in positions of power all over the world, and there are many of them. Illuminati alone in the US being about one in a hundred people.

The Australian Prime Minister, Scott Morrison, recently acknowledged and apologised to the victims of ritual abuse. Acknowledgement and Apology to Ritual Abuse Victims from Australian Prime Minister [3]

See also Reina Michelson  THE PAEDOPHILE AND SATANIC NETWORK IN AUSTRALIA INVOLVING GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS, LEADING POLITICIANS, TELEVISION EXECUTIVES, TOP TV PRESENTERS, AND THE POLICE. A MUST READ BECAUSE THIS IS HOW IT WORKS ALL OVER THE WORLD [6]

The Halloween rituals by the Illuminati may last from 29- 4th November, see  DeprogramWiki Ritual Holidays [2]

The following is a post from Fiona Barnett and illustrates this ugly side to Halloween.

The Secret Side of Halloween Original post on this link [5]

Halloween is not about dressing up and eating sugar. Halloween stems from an ancient Luciferian ritual which is still practiced all over the globe today. The focus of the Halloween Ritual is child murder.

Here are some drawings I did following my therapy session in which we focused on my childhood experiences of Halloween.

My trauma therapist felt vicariously traumatized by my description of these rituals, and stopped the session short. He said he couldn’t process any more images in his head.

I commented: “How do you think it is for me, on this side of the couch?”

(pictures will not enlarge on clicking)

So, do you still feel like eating candy? My therapist doesn’t.

 

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • Fresh Start Foundation Scottish not for profit group, helping child sexual abuse victims & survivors  [N]

Links

[1] History.com History of Halloween https://www.history.com/topics/halloween/history-of-halloween archive https://archive.is/yXNaC

[2] DeprogramWiki Ritual Holidays https://deprogramwiki.com/programming/ritual-holidays-svali-blog-post/

[3] 2018 Oct 25 Cathy Fox Blog Acknowledgement and Apology to Ritual Abuse Victims from Australian Prime Minister https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2018/10/25/acknowledgement-and-apology-to-ritual-abuse-victims-from-australian-prime-minister/

[4] 2018 Jul Millenium Report Former Insider Explains How The Illuminati Plans To Establish Their New World Order http://themillenniumreport.com/2018/07/former-insider-explains-how-the-illuminati-plans-to-establish-their-new-world-order/ Svali

[5] 2018 Oct 30 Fiona Barnett.org The Secret Side of Halloween https://fionabarnett.org/2018/10/30/the-secret-side-of-halloween/

[6]  Reina Michelson  THE PAEDOPHILE AND SATANIC NETWORK IN AUSTRALIA INVOLVING GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS, LEADING POLITICIANS, TELEVISION EXECUTIVES, TOP TV PRESENTERS, AND THE POLICE. A MUST READ BECAUSE THIS IS HOW IT WORKS ALL OVER THE WORLD https://dochub.com/markmywords/yRqk6a/the-paedophile-and-satanic-network-in-australia-involving-government-officials

Let justice be done though the heavens fall – Fiat justitia ruat cælum

Say Brave Things #SayBraveThings – Christopher Cronsell

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Acknowledgement and Apology to Ritual Abuse Victims from Australian Prime Minister

Australia’s Prime Minister, Scott Morrison ( twitter @ScottMorrisonMP )  has given a groundbreaking national apology to victims of child abuse.

Not only did it break new ground in terms of a national apology for Australia to victims of child sexual abuse but the Prime Minister also acknowledges and apologises for ritual abuse, probably a worldwide first.

The ritual abuse acknowledgement is a huge step forward for all those ritually abused, the apology another step forward.

Fiona Barnett called for Scott Morrison to acknowledge ritual abuse victims.

Surprisingly Scott Morrison obliged with these words

“The crimes of Ritual Sexual Abuse happened in schools, churches, youth groups, scout troups, orphanages, foster homes, sporting clubs, group homes, charities and in family homes”

For clarity [added 27 Oct]  here are a couple of definitions of ritual abuse that Fiona tweeted

The drawing by Fiona, represents her experiences of ritual abortion & Baal baby sacrifice in the tunnel beneath Engadine BoysTown when she was 14. The perpetrators are Lithuanian Nazi Dr Leonas Petrauskas and his daughter. Abortion originated as a Luciferian ritual.

Scott Morrison has valid doubters as he is a member of Hillsong Church from which child sexual abusers have come.

Fiona had previously tweeted about Hillsong being a child sex trafficking church founded by pedophile Frank Houston

See also HillsongChurchWatch Another Hillsong paedophile scandal: Brian caught lying and trashing victim  [11]

Also see  Pedos Down Under Radio Episode #2 with Debra [4]

 

Hooktube for those who wish to avoid Google owned YouTube – HookTube Pedos Down Under Radio Episode #2 with Debra [4a]

However Scott Morrison, the Australian PM also used the illuminati phrase “hiding in plain sight”.

The quote – “Today, Australia confronts a trauma – an abomination – hiding in plain sight for far too long.”

At best he could be bringing attention to the ill-uminati practice of ritual abuse and child sexual abuse.  At worst he is giving an insincere meaningless apology and giving a wink to the illuminati, who are in control of him.

His emotion may be the result of him being mind controlled and having chosen the appropriate remorseful alter to apologise.

Who knows in this time of misinformation, disinformation and lies?

The satanic / Luciferian criminal cabal cult ruling our world is breaking down by the efforts of millions of people. Lets hope it is death by a million cuts.

However there is no denying that the apology is a huge rebuff to all the ritual abuse deniers, who either through ignorance, cognitive dissonance, malintent or mind control, spend their time and efforts denying that ritual abuse happens.

It is difficult to see how the deniers will continue to spout their nonsense, but the stakes are too high for them not to try.

How these individuals arrogantly assume that they have the omniscience to proclaim as a fact the absence of ritual abuse worldwide is never explained.  Some of these individuals are agents of  the “intelligence” services,  working in conjunction with agencies of other countries, much of their activity is unethical, immoral,  illegal, cover ups and lies.

These corrupt “intelligence agencies implement a “strategy of tension” whilst actually working for globalist, new world order networks, and against the interests of the people of the country they are nominally working for.

The “intelligence” agencies know who is behind much of the ritual abuse as the agencies are monitoring them for blackmail purposes and these same agencies are often arranging the blackmailing and child sexual abuse networks for this very purpose. This is why so many paedophiles get into power, precisely because they are blackmailable.

The “intelligence agencies” get their minions, mockingbird media and blackmailed targets to deny ritual abuse exists.

For examples of “intelligence agencies” nefarious activities see Village Magazine, Ireland THE DUP SKELETONS IN THERESA MAY’S CLOSET [12]

The ritual abuse deniers have been ridiculed for years in the alternative media and now even the corporate mockingbird media has to report ritual abuse –

BBC Australia sexual abuse: National apology delivered to victims [10]

Vatican News PM’s apology to victims of abuse welcomed by Church in Australia [6]

Time Magazine Australia’s Prime Minister Formally Apologized to Child Sex Abuse Victims [7]

Much research on ritual abuse is here  – Ritual Abuse, Ritual Crime and Healing Empirical Studies Related to Ritual Abuse [8]

I also include Spidercats list of Ritual Abuse cases worldwide, which builds on this.  Conviction List: Ritual Abuse Cases #USA & Worldwide [2]

Unfortunately I see there are no Australian cases on the pages. If you know of any cases from wherever in the world add a link or information to the comments below my post or her post.

Hale and Sinason found much abuse in the UK, details here  – cathy fox blog  Pilot Study on Alleged Organised Abuse – Hale and Sinason c.1994 [9]

 

After that probably over lengthy introduction,  below are the video and text of the Scott Morrison’s groundbreaking statement on ritual sexual abuse.

2018 Oct 22  The Prime Ministers National Apology (Full Speech) 22 October 2018 [3]

Transcript also here [13]

For those who understandably wish to avoid YouTube/Google then a HookTube link is included, but that does not embed on the blog. 2018 Oct 22  The Prime Ministers National Apology (Full Speech) 22 October 2018 https://www.hooktube.com/watch?v=zp5IgxPhee4 [3a]

The text below is taken from the Guardian Scott Morrison’s national apology to Australian survivors and victims of child sexual abuse – full speech [1] 

                                              Scott Morrison Australian Prime Minister

“Whether you sit here in this Chamber, the Great Hall, outside elsewhere in the nation’s capital. Your living room. In your bed, unable to rise today or speak to another soul. Your journey to where you are today has been a long and painful one, and we acknowledge that and we welcome you today wherever you are.

Mr Speaker, silenced voices. Muffled cries in the darkness.

Unacknowledged tears. The tyranny of invisible suffering.

The never heard pleas of tortured souls bewildered by an indifference to the unthinkable theft of their innocence.

Today, Australia confronts a trauma – an abomination – hiding in plain sight for far too long.

Today, we confront a question too horrible to ask, let alone answer.

Why weren’t the children of our nation loved, nurtured and protected?

Why was their trust betrayed?

Why did those who know cover it up?

Why were the cries of children and parents ignored?

Why was our system of justice blind to injustice?

Why has it taken so long to act?

Why were other things more important than this, the care of innocent children?

Why didn’t we believe?

Today we dare to ask these questions, and finally acknowledge and confront the lost screams of our children.

While we can’t be so vain to pretend to answers, we must be so humble to fall before those who were forsaken and beg to them our apology.

A sorry that dare not ask for forgiveness.

A sorry that dare not try and make sense of the incomprehensible or think it could.

A sorry that does not insult with an incredible promise.

A sorry that speaks only of profound grief and loss.

A sorry from a nation that seeks to reach out in compassion into the darkness where you have lived for so long.

Nothing we can do now will right the wrongs inflicted on our nation’s children.

Even after a comprehensive royal commission, which finally enabled the voices to be heard and the silence to be broken, we will all continue to struggle.

So today we gather in this chamber in humility. Not just as representatives of the people of this country, but as fathers, as mothers, as siblings, friends, workmates, and in some cases, indeed as victims and survivors.

Ngunnawal means “meeting place”’. And on this day of apology, we meet together.

We honour every survivor in this country, we love you, we hear you and we honour you.

No matter if you are here at this meeting place or elsewhere, this apology is to you and for you.

Your presence and participation makes tangible our work today – and it gives strength to others who are yet to share what has happened in their world.

Elsewhere in this building and around Australia, there are others who are silently watching and listening to these proceedings, men and women who have never told a soul what has happened to them. To these men and women I say this apology is for you too.

And later when the speeches are over, we will stand in silence and remember the victims who are not with us anymore, many too sadly by their own hand.

As a nation, we failed them, we forsook them. That will always be our shame.

This apology is for them and their families too.

As one survivor recently said to me, “It wasn’t a foreign enemy who did this to us – this was done by Australians.” To Australians. Enemies in our midst.

Enemies. In. Our. Midst.

The enemies of innocence.

Look up at the galleries, look at the Great Hall, look outside this place and you will see men and women from every walk of life, from every generation, and every part of our land.

Crushed, abused, discarded and forgotten.

The crimes of ritual sexual abuse happened in schools, churches, youth groups, scout troops, orphanages, foster homes, sporting clubs, group homes, charities, and in family homes as well.

It happened anywhere a predator thought they could get away with it, and the systems within these organisations allowed it to happen and turned a blind eye.

It happened day after day, week after week, month after month, and decade after decade. Unrelenting torment.

When a child spoke up, they weren’t believed and the crimes continued with impunity.

One survivor told me that when he told a teacher of his abuse, that teacher then became his next abuser.

Trust broken.

Innocence betrayed.

Power and position exploited for evil dark crimes.

A survivor named Faye told the royal commission: “Nothing takes the memories away. It happened 53 years ago and it’s still affecting me.”

One survivor named Ann said: “My mother believed them rather than me.”

I also met with a mother whose two daughters were abused by a priest the family trusted. Suicide would claim one of her two beautiful girls and the other lives under the crushing weight of what was done to her.

As a father of two daughters, I can’t comprehend the magnitude of what she has faced.

Not just as a father but as prime minister, I am angry too at the calculating destruction of lives and abuse of trust, including those who have abused the shield of faith and religion to hide their crimes, a shield that is supposed to protect the innocent, not the guilty. And they stand condemned.

One survivor says it was like “becoming a stranger to your parents.”

Mental health illnesses, self-harm, and addictions followed.

The pain didn’t stop with adulthood.

Relationships with partners and children became strained as survivors struggled with the conflicting currents within them.

Parents and siblings felt guilt and sadness for what they had missed, for what and whom they chose to believe, and for what they did not see.

While survivors contemplated what could have been.

A survivor named Rodney asks the question so common to so many survivors, he wonders about “the person I may have become, or the person I could have become if I didn’t have all of this in my life.”

Death can take many forms. In this case the loss of a life never lived, a life denied.

Another survivor, Aiden spoke of not getting justice because his abuser had died. He said, “I was bereft because I was robbed. I was robbed of my day in court. I wanted to tell the world what he did. That was stolen. That was him again, taking control.”

Mr Speaker, today, as a nation, we confront our failure to listen, to believe and to provide justice.

And again today, we say sorry.

To the children we failed, sorry.

To the parents whose trust was betrayed and who have struggled to pick up the pieces, sorry.

To the whistleblowers who we did not listen to, sorry.

To the spouses, partners, wives, husbands and children who have dealt with the consequences of the abuse, cover-ups and obstruction, sorry.

To generations past and present, sorry.

Mr Speaker, as part of our work leading us to this day, I recently met with the national apology survivor’s reference group – as did the leader of the opposition – who are with us here today.

I want to thank this wonderful group of people and brave people.

Many are survivors; they have all worked so hard to make today a reality.

They said to me that an apology without action is just a piece of paper and it is. And today they also wanted to hear about our actions.

It is a fair call.

In outlining our actions, I want to recognise the work of my predecessors, former Prime Minister Gillard, who is with us here today, and I thank you for your attendance. Former Prime Minister Rudd, the Member for Warringah, who continues to serve us here in this place, and the former prime minister, Mr Turnbull. I want to thank them for their compassion and leadership as they also confronted these terrible failings.

The foundations of our actions are the findings and recommendations of the royal commission, initiated by Prime Minister Gillard.

The steady compassionate hand of the commissioners and staff resulted in 17,000 survivors coming forward and nearly 8,000 of them recounting their abuse in private sessions of the commission.

We are all grateful to the survivors who gave evidence to the commission. It is because of your strength and your courage that we are gathered here today.

Many of the commissioners and staff are also with us today and I thank them also.

Mr Speaker, acting on the recommendations of the royal commission with concrete action gives practical meaning to today’s apology.

The commonwealth, as our national government, must lead and coordinate our response.

The National Redress Scheme has commenced.

I thank the State and Territory governments for their backing of the scheme.

The scheme is about recognising and alleviating the impact of past abuse, and providing justice for survivors.

The scheme will provide survivors with access to counselling and psychological services, monetary payments, and, for those who want one – and I stress for those who want one – a direct personal response from an institution where the abuse occurred.

It will mean – that after many years, often decades, of denials and cover-ups — the institutions responsible for ruining lives admit their wrongdoing and the terrible damage they caused.

The National Office of Child Safety is another big step forward to ensuring the prevention and detection of child abuse, wherever it occurs.

It was announced as part of our government’s response to the royal commission and was established from July 1 of this year within the Department of Social Services.

As prime minister, I will be changing these arrangements to ensure that the National Office of Child Safety will report to me. It will reside within the portfolio of Prime Minister and Cabinet, as it should. The minister for social services will assist me in this role, including reporting to me on the progress of royal commission recommendations and the activities of the Office of Child Safety.

The office has already begun its work to raise awareness of child safety and to drive cultural change in institutions in the community – to ensure that the systemic failures and abuses of power that brought us here today are not repeated.

Importantly, children themselves are being empowered to participate in these initiatives – because our children must be heard, and when it comes to the work of safety, it must be approachable and child-friendly. They must know who they can tell, and they must be believed, and they must know where they can go.

All Australian governments are now working together to establish a national database, to ensure higher standards for working with children and that data about people’s ability to work with children is shared nationally.

And our work does not stop at our borders.

We are ensuring children across the world are protected by stopping child sex offenders from travelling overseas without permission, which will disrupt, prevent and investigate the abuse of children globally.

And we recognise that as survivors age, those who were abused in or by an institution, have real fears about entering into aged care facilities.

It’s an understandable fear given what happened during childhood, and we will work with survivor groups about what we can to do alleviate those fears and indeed the work of the royal commission into aged care will be able to address this as well.

And to assist with lasting change we recognise that there are many more survivors who were abused in other settings such as their own homes and in their communities, who will not be covered by this redress scheme.

These survivors also need to be heard, and believed, and responded to with services to address their needs. So today, I commit to fund the establishment of a national centre of excellence, and I call on the states and territories to work as partners in this venture. This centre will be the place to raise awareness and understanding of the impacts of child sexual abuse, to deal with the stigma, to support help seeking and guide best practice for training and other services.

All of this is just the start.

The Australian government has not rejected a single recommendation of the royal commission.

We are now actively working on 104 of the 122 recommendations that were addressed to the commonwealth. The 18 remaining are being closely examined, in consultation with states and territories.

Today we commit that from December this year, we will report back to the Australian people, through the parliament, to be held accountable each year, each year, on the progress we are making on the recommendations over the next five years and then beyond.

We will shine a spotlight on all parts of government to ensure we are held accountable.

And the institutions which perpetrated this abuse, covered it up and refused to be held accountable, must be kept on the hook.

Already, many of those organisations have made their own apologies and have signed up to be a part of the National Redress Scheme, as they should.

But there are others yet to join, and today I simply say that justice, decency and the beliefs and values we share as Australians, insists that they sign on.

Today I also commit to establishing a national museum, a place of truth and commemoration, to raise awareness and understanding of the impacts of child sexual abuse.

We will work with survivor groups, to ensure your stories are recorded, that your truth is told, that our nation does not turn from our shame, and that our nation will never forget the untold horrors you experienced.

Through this we will endeavour to bring some healing to our nation and to learn from our past horrors.

We can never promise a world where there are no abusers. But we can promise a country where we commit to hear and believe our children.

To work together to keep children safe, to trust them and most of all respect their innocence.

Mr Speaker, I present the formal apology to be tabled in this parliament today, which will be handed to those in the Great Hall shortly. It reflects all of the sentiments that I have expressed on behalf of the Australian people, this parliament and our government.

And as I table that and, as I do, I simply say: I believe you. We believe you. Your country believes you.”

ends

  • The Sanctuary for the Abused [A] has advice on how to prevent triggers.
  • National Association for People Abused in Childhood [B] has a freephone helpline and has links to local support groups.
  • One in Four [C]
  • Havoca [D].
  • Useful post on Triggers [E]  from SurvivorsJustice [F] blog.
  • Jim Hoppers pages on Mindfulness [G]  and Meditation [H] may be useful.
  • Hwaairfan blog An Indigenous Australian Approach to Healing Trauma  [J]
  • Survivors UK for victims and survivors of male rape or the sexual abuse of men [K]
  • Voicing CSA group [L] helps arrange survivors meetings in your area
  • A Prescription for me blog Various emotional support links [M]
  • Fresh Start Foundation Scottish not for profit group, helping child sexual abuse victims & survivors  [N]

Links

[1] 2018 Oct 22 Guardian Scott Morrison’s national apology to Australian survivors and victims of child sexual abuse – full speech https://www.theguardian.com/australia-news/2018/oct/22/scott-morrisons-national-apology-to-australian-survivors-and-victims-of-child-sexual-abuse-full-speech

[2] 2017 Nov 1 Spidercat blog Conviction List: Ritual Abuse Cases #USA & Worldwide https://spidercatweb.blog/conviction-list-sra-cases-worldwide

[3] 2018 Oct 22  The Prime Ministers National Apology (Full Speech) 22 October 2018 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zp5IgxPhee4

[3a] 2018 Oct 22  The Prime Ministers National Apology (Full Speech) 22 October 2018 https://www.hooktube.com/watch?v=zp5IgxPhee4

[4] 2018 May 23  Pedos Down Under Radio Episode #2 with Debra https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QlUx4pJ7nAk

[4a]  2018 May 23 HookTube Pedos Down Under Radio Episode #2 with Debra https://www.hooktube.com/watch?v=QlUx4pJ7nAk

[5] 2018 Oct 23  BLM Abuse & Neglect News blog Australia Apologises https://blmabuseandneglectblog.com/2018/10/23/australia-apologises/

[6] 2018 Oct Vatican News PM’s apology to victims of abuse welcomed by Church in Australia https://www.vaticannews.va/en/church/news/2018-10/australia-prime-minister-apology-bishop-church-australia-cra.html

[7] 2018 Oct 22 Time Magazine Australia’s Prime Minister Formally Apologized to Child Sex Abuse Victims http://time.com/5430730/australia-apology-sex-abuse-victims/

[8]  Ritual Abuse, Ritual Crime and Healing Empirical Studies Related to Ritual Abuse http://ra-info.org/for-researchers/

[9] 2017 Aug 8 cathy fox blog  Pilot Study on Alleged Organised Abuse – Hale and Sinason c.1994 https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2017/08/08/pilot-study-on-alleged-organised-abuse-hale-and-sinason-c-1994/

[10] 2018 Oct 22 BBC Australia sexual abuse: National apology delivered to victims https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-australia-45935843

[11] 2016 Jan 10 HillsongChurchWatch Another Hillsong paedophile scandal: Brian caught lying and trashing victim https://hillsongchurchwatch.com/2016/01/10/another-hillsong-paedophile-scandal-brian-caught-lying-and-trashing-victim/

[12] Village Magazine, Ireland THE DUP SKELETONS IN THERESA MAY’S CLOSET https://villagemagazine.ie/index.php/2018/10/the-dup-skeletons-in-theresa-mays-closet/

[13] National Apology Address https://www.pm.gov.au/media/national-apology-address

Let justice be done though the heavens fall – Fiat justitia ruat cælum

Say Brave Things #SayBraveThings – Christopher Cronsell

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Fiona Barnett’s ITNJ Testimony

Fiona’s ITNJ Testimony

Links

[1] ITNJ Fiona Bernetts testimony https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=50&v=N9dTMyuEHTQ

Fiona Barnett

Thank you to ITNJ members for their respectful approach to interviewing me, and for publishing my witness testimony.

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