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Honeybee aka the Truth Fairy, aka Mellisa Zaccaria promised a movie about child abuse and child trafficking. Kids Inc was the name of the documentary and she had a team that raised money for it under that name.
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According to IMDB (owned by Amazon btw) Kids Inc. was a crowdfunded documentary.
Production Manager was Heather Middendorf
Director was Anthony Cadorniga (he also called himself co producer)
Executive Producer was Mellisa Zaccaria
Heather and Mellisa look similar, are they related?
Heather and Mellisa
Anthony Cadorniga – Liberty Columnist
We have been waiting years now for Honeybee and her team to release the movie, supposed to be released in 2018, then 2019, then complete and utter silence and disappearance of all three documentary makers.
What happened to the movie?
What happened to the money?
What happened to Mellisa Zaccaria?
What happened to Heather Middendorf?
What happened to Anthony Cadorniga?
The bottom line is they never came up with what people paid them for and they kept on saying they were going to produce.
In 2022 its beyond time to consider a few possibilities.
On March 22 2018 Anthony said on Hagmann that the documentary was almost ready [59a]
2018 Mar 22 Bitchute The Liberty Columnist The Liberty Columnist on The Hagmann Report | KIDS Inc : Battling CPS & Censorship[59a]
On Sept 2018 they discussed the documentary. I cannot find a copy of the video, it does not seem to work on bitchute or youtube. If you can find it please copy it and put the link in the comments.
2018 Sept 20 Bitchute Honeybee KIDS, Inc. Update On Film Release, New Trailer and Website! [52g]
In Jan 2019 Kids Inc tweeted [2b] that “Bee” was not MIA “missing in action” but that she and the team were diligently working on finishing #KidsInc… It is not known who controlled that twitter account.
Hi folks, Mellisa #TheHoneyBee is not MIA. Bee and her team are still diligently working on finishing #KIDSINC! The movie is still in editing and a team of legal consultants have joined the ranks. Please share. Kidsincdocumentary.com Kids Inc Tweet [2b]
In May 2019 Liberty Columnist, (usually Anthony Cadorniga) tweeted that they were all safe and sound and that the documentary was getting a restructuring into a series! [38] archive [3a]
People have emailed us worried that the Kids Inc team is okay. I want to reassure everyone that Mellisa, Heather and I are safe and sound. Documentary is undergoing an entire restructuring into a series. Thank you for your steadfast support and patience with us. #KidsInc
2019 May 1 Tweet Liberty Column that all was OK [3] (Penultimate post 2018 Oct 27)
Two documentary trailers were produced – an extended trailer of 6min 19s on about Feb 13 2018 and a “theatrical” trailer around Sept 2018.
2018 Feb 13 Liberty Columnist Kids Inc Extended Trailer: Director’s Cut 6.19mins Odysee [71] This was marked Truth Soup Productions.
2018 Sept Odysee Foxes Channel KIDS, Inc. Theatrical Trailer[29][1a] I suspect this is the trailer unveiled in this programme 2018 Sept 20 Bitchute Honeybee KIDS, Inc. Update On Film Release, New Trailer and Website[52g] although the episode no longer seems to be found on Bitchute or Youtube.
Honeybee also had a video or channel trailer on her video channel, unrelated to the Kids Inc. movie.
Honeybee also had a video or channel trailer on her video channel [45] now also uploaded to Odysee Mellisa Honeybee Zaccaria Channel Trailer[69]
By 2019 the trio, Heather, Mellisa and Anthony had mostly left social media, and people including film donors were wondering what had happened. Many people were worried about Honeybee [38] and wanted proof of life as they had heard nothing from her for over 8 months. Her last posting was on her Manifest 143 video channel on 2018 Oct 19 [57h]
Last appearance/ proof of life appears to have been on Sept 20 2018 Bitchute Honeybee KIDS, Inc. Update On Film Release, New Trailer and Website! [52]
The only posts in 2019 were the two tweet updates about the film on twitter from Kids Inc. and from Liberty Column. Whilst the presumption is that Anthony tweeted the Liberty Column account, I have no idea who controlled the Kids. Inc tweet account.
Since then nada, zip, crickets about the film/movie/documentary/docuseries…
Nowhere on their social media can I find why a movie has not been produced.
Timeline of the last posts on their fundraisers and social media – Chronological Order
Heather did have personal youtube and bitchute video channels which posted sporadically until Aug 4 2019. On the last she was called out in the comments about the movie and where Melissa might be…
The burning cross referred to a video that the comment was written under. This was the last video posted.
Perhaps significant was that Fiona Barnett called out Honeybee on Oct 6 2018 on her blog Pedophiles Down Under, now only on archive [67]. This was 2 weeks before Honeybee’s last ever post. Fiona said…
For starters, “HoneyBee” is an MK-ULTRA term that victims like me reeeeeally find suspicious. Melissa Zaccario chose an apt nickname because her role is to use sickly sweetness to lure us into believing the CIA lie that Craig Sawyer’s a hero. Hence the saying, “catch more flies with honey than vinegar.”
When Shurter [David Shurter MK survivor] outed Craig Sawyer as a fraud mid 2017, HoneyBee tried to friend him and convince him that Craig was a nice guy. She did the same thing to me a few months ago when I started outing Sawyer. I immediately detected her manipulative ways which did nothing but anger me and make me suspect her as a shill:
Fiona said in the blog post that HoneyBee’s Cousin was Andrea Costello Dagger and that she was Gambino mafia and referenced this tweet… [27]
Melissa Zaccaria is a member of the notorious GAMBINI Mafia Family who specialize in heroin trafficking and producing child rape material. Let’s look at what HoneyBee’s relative-by-marriage, Michelle, says about this fraudster:
“The Bee is the same chick that works with Sawdust. [presumably a derogatory name for Craig “Sawman” Sawyer] The dirt I have on Bee is that she is cousin to Andrea Costello Dagger (the woman who stole Michelle’s kids). Andrea is married to my first cousin Richard Heimburger. Her uncle by marriage is Dr. Peter Favaro of Port Washington, NY. Dr. Favaro is an internet legend. He created the first online game called “alter ego”. He is Gambino mafia originally from Howard Beach, NY. Peter Favaros cousin John FavarA lived on the same block as head boss John Gotti. One day while driving down the block FavarA struck and killed John Gottis youngest son. Not long after Gotti had FavarA killed. Peter Favaros family left for California and changed their names to FavarO. 25 years later Peter Favaro returns to NY. He hooks up with his cousin Dominic Gasparro who is a ny city administrative judge. They hatch a plan to start a fathers rights movement in family courts. Which is how they target many of the children they traffick. Bee knows this. Because that is what Gambino are known for child porn and heroin. The new generation of Gambinos are all highly educated especially with computers. Involved in the arts. Politics.”
Fiona also pointed out that the honeybee was an mkultra term.
My research shows the bee that Mellisa has used on videos on the left and the Merovingian King Symbol on the right. Interesting that both use dualistic, masonic black and white, both in a circle and both with similar open wings. Bees have wings closed along their back when at rest, not sticking out, so it is unusual.
Steve Outrimm, an excellent analyst, also mentioned Honeybee in a post exposing Craig Sawyer’s film finances.
I take back what I said then about the Honeybee,[when he had been complimentary] because she seems to have done the same thing as Sawyer – raised money from concerned citizens to make “Kids, Inc” a documentary exposing the horrors of the child sex trafficking industry, then years later there is still no sign of any documentary. from 2019 Sept 9 Burners.me 2018 Financial Analysis: Vets4ChildRescue[30]
What happened?
So its still a mystery.
Was Honeybee silenced for exposing child trafficking and child sexual abuse?
Is Honeybee alive? If so why was no proof of life provided?
If she was silenced were Heather and Anthony silenced as well or were they in on the silencing?
Are Heather and Anthony still alive?
Did they all do a runner with the donations?
Who was controlling the twitter accounts in 2019?
Why did they all leave social media?
What is the connection with Craig Sawyer? Did Sawyer befriend them and then silence them?
Has Craig Sawyer, Hagmann Report or anyone else investigated the filmakers disappearance?
Whilst the sums of money were not insignificant, ie $11,000 on Kids Inc Plumfund, and $500+ a month on Honeybee patreon, they hardly seem like the financial sums to totally disappear for, even if fraudulently obtained. Honeybee could perhaps legitimately say that her patreon was separate from the movie funding.
I have included many of their social media accounts below, some earnings and when they last posted, with links and archives where possible, as well as a timeline of some of their activities.
As the last virtual sighting was 20/21 Sept 2018 and this video was also about the documentary then if someone could find a copy of this video, it is of importance. ie 2018 Sept 20 Bitchute Honeybee KIDS, Inc. Update On Film Release, New Trailer and Website! [52] Last appearance/ proof of life.
It appears that Mellisa, Heather and Anthony have defrauded people of their money. The public and the funders need answers. Did they defraud people as they were killed, silenced or just for kicks or dollars?
Craig Sawyer
One nagging doubt I have is Craig Sawyer… Many things about Craig do not add up. Many think Craig Sawyer is part of the cabal.
Melissa was totally against Sawyer in April 2017, she even said Sawman is a Strawman. But by June she appeared on Hagmann with him, and by April 2018 she was filming an interview with Sawyer at his house. However the points Honeybee made, still remain valid and AFAIK unanswered.
Honeybee seems to have been convinced by seeing Sawyer take victims of sex trafficking into his home to reunite with their families, that he busted an IRS agent and helped bust dozens of traffickers in the past year, then c.2017/8.
I am not sure which interview on Tucson that Honeybee was referring to. However as well as following it at the time, I did a deep dive on the Tucson situation some 18 months later precisely because the situation was unclear, partly due to Sawyer muddying the waters by doing an abrupt U-turn, and then a concerted media campaign against Tucson being a child trafficking site.
Sawyer did not come out well. In fact he came out as duplicitous and keen to use his high profile to silence and ridicule others that he himself had investigated and supported. He even took down his own videos to hide what he had said previously. 2020 Oct 9 cathyfoxblog Child Trafficking Part 1 – Tucson, Child Trafficking Camp?[4]
Was Honeybee duped by Sawyer and then somehow silenced by him?
Was Honeybee a plant to start with?
Fiona Barnett also mentions Sawyer, as does Steve Outrimm who looked at the accounts of Sawyer and his film. We will look again at Sawyer’s film in a future post.
This research has taken much time, much more time than I had intended, as much information had to be found in the archives. If others could take it further now…to find if Honeybee and the others are alive and what happened.
Finally 3 items which may or may not be important.
This photo from c. 2016 with Craig Sawyer at the Twisted Metal event “Shoot My Truck” looks similar to Anthony Cadorniga.
Hosting Twisted Metal’s “Shoot My Truck” event, live, from Las Vegas![72a]
Similarity is no way a certainty, and it may well be a fellow presenter of the event or guest. More research is needed.
Who is Carl Alfred?
The Hagmann report writes that Carl Alfred is an integral member of Team Honeybee and Resolutionary Patriot.
Can anyone find a copy of this show and confirm who it is?
Just as I was about to blog this, I searched for first time using, new to me search engine Freespoke, which unlike all other search engines gave a possible result as Carl was involved in exposing child trafficking 4 years ago – Carl Alfred Youtube videos [74], but I haven’t found contact details for him.
Thirdly this affidavit, marked received US District Court, Minneapolis, Minnesota, 2022 Feb 15 but this copy unsigned and undated and unwitnessed, has come into my hands. I know nothing about it. It was in the public domain and therefore I have not redacted it.
For clarity – when I say this came into my hands – not literally – it had been published publicly days before my article. Come to my notice would have been a more accurate expression.
It involves Tracy-Jo Remington approaching Mellisa Zaccaria with many conversations of allegations of child abuse material produced by ex husband Gregory Verne Remington. Evidence was given to Pedophile Pentagon Task Force PPTF David Straight.
[David Straight I think has now been outed by other PPTF member Tim Holmseth as a cabal human trafficker, but I do not follow all the survivor and investigator disputes, I tend to get on with my own blog, so that could be wrong or out of date]
Mellisa apparently stated there was only one conversation between her and Tracy-Jo but the affiant [person making the affidavit] Tracy-Jo says there were many conversations, perhaps indicating Zaccaria not being truthful.
They planned to meet to exchange more evidence but did not actually meet. Why?
Now social media details of the trio.
Social media and Fundraising
Honeybee used to be everywhere on social media, a regular on the podcast/video show circuit and Hagmann in particular. Honeybee now appears to have totally withdrawn from social media, as have her colleagues.
Here are some links for her and her fellow documentary makers, some snapshots of her fundraising and social media and when she last posted.
[15][50a][55]Twitter Major presence. 23,200 followers. [50b] Twitter archives Last archived tweet was Sept 11 2018 from a Sept 14 2018 archive but then no archive for over a year when account appears to change hands.[50e]
[57]You Tube 2 Manifest143/Honeybee [57a] You Tube 2 Manifest archive
[57d] 2020 Jun 29 22,400 subs 900,443 views [photo]
[2a] Kids Inc Twitter 12.7 followerslast post 2019 Jan 8
[2] 2019 Jan 8 Twitter Kids Inc Doc. Not MIA arch [2b]
Here is a timeline of some of the trio’s activities. I was exhausted so some have pictures that have not been linked up with the links, which are found afterwards.
Timeline Kids Inc, Mellisa Zaccaria, Heather Middendorf and Anthony Cadorniga
2017 Voat April Honeybee criticised Sawyer see May 1 Voat
2017 Apr 5 MnR Productions TV
2017 May 1 Voat Honeybee at first strongly criticised Sawyer. This screenshot confirms the date.
HoneyBee explains why she thought Sawyer was a fraud
Second screenshot
However Honeybee soon changed her mind and within 12 months she would be interviewing him at his house.
2017 May 20
2017 You Tube Manifest 143 HoneyBee Channel Archive[5]
2017 Jun 7 Odysee Hagmann Report Making it Sting – The Honeybee on The Hagmann Report 7/6/17 [8a][28]
2017 Jun 9 Hagmann Report WE MUST ACTIVELY ATTACK PEDOGATE: DARK JOURNALIST, “THE HONEY BEE” AND JOSH PECK[41] Honeybee’s debut?? on Hagmann
2017 Jun 14 Hagmann Report TARGET, PEDO-AMERICA: DAVE HODGES,PETER CHOWKA,JOHN MOORE,LIZ CROKIN,CRAIG SAWYER & HONEY BEE [40] pre shownotes
2017 Jun 22 Mellisa Honey Zaccaria had a conversation with Tracey-Jo about her husbands producing child and baby rape material. [See affidavit]
2017 Sept
2017
2017 Oct 15 Shine the Light Conference
2018 Steemit Honeybee Bloody Bourdain: Elite Suicide, Child Sex Trafficking & the Business of Young Blood [18]
2018 Voat Moderator Vindicator liked Craig Sawyer. He mentions Honeybees reassessment of Sawyer. Vindicator was a moderator who many thought coralled Voat Pizzagate group into the mundane. He would not allow anything that was “unproven” to his own satisafaction to be posted. That menat he had total control of censorship. He deleted articles of mine for instance that had one mention of remote viewing in a 3 page article. As I chose not to “prove” in that article that remote viewing existed, then Vindicator deleted. Ignorance /censorship won. Voat took off in a huge way after Reddit Pizzagate was banned and there were several Voat moderators who loved exerting power. See how long they lasted!
2018 Jun 6 A Childs Voice Premiere in LA with John Paul Rice Producer and Director Edgar Bravo [17]
2018 jun vids ?
2018 Jul 16 [17] Plumfund Crowdfunding Kids Inc Documentary Last Post
2018 Sept 11 [50a] Honeybee Twitter last archived post but no archives
2018 Sept 20/21 Bitchute Honeybee KIDS, Inc. Update On Film Release, New Trailer and Website! [52g] No longer on Bitchute or Youtube, cannot find on archive.
2018 Sept 20 [52] Bitchute Honeybee KIDS, Inc. Update On Film Release, New Trailer and Website! Last appearance/ proof of life.
2018 Sept Odysee Foxes Channel KIDS, Inc. Theatrical Trailer [29][1a]
I suspect this is the trailer unveiled in this programme 2018 Sept 20 Bitchute Honeybee KIDS, Inc. Update On Film Release, New Trailer and Website [52g] although the episode no longer seems to be found on Bitchute or Youtube.
2018 Oct 6 Pedophiles Down Under HoneyBee DM archive [26]
2018 Oct 6 Tweet saying HoneyBee’s Cousin is Andrea Costello Dagger and that she is Gambino mafia. [27] from Pedophiles Down Under [26]
2018 Oct 19 [57h] You Tube 2 Manifest143/Honeybee archive pic Last post
2019 Jan 8 Twitter Kids Inc. Doc HoneyBee not MIA[25][2][2b]
Hi folks, Mellisa #TheHoneyBee is not MIA. Bee and her team are still diligently working on finishing #KIDSINC! The movie is still in editing and a team of legal consultants have joined the ranks. Please share.
c. 2019 Jan Trailer KIDS, Inc. Theatrical Trailer [1]
People have emailed us worried that the Kids Inc team is okay. I want to reassure everyone that Mellisa, Heather and I are safe and sound. Documentary is undergoing an entire restructuring into a series. Thank you for your steadfast support and patience with us. #KidsInc
2019 archive of Kids Inc Documentary site [9] main page
I take back what I said then about the Honeybee, because she seems to have done the same thing as Sawyer – raised money from concerned citizens to make “Kids, Inc” a documentary exposing the horrors of the child sex trafficking industry, then years later there is still no sign of any documentary.
[3] 2019 May 4 Twitter Liberty Columnhttps://twitter.com/LibertyColumn/status/1124705634660884481 People have emailed us worried that the Kids Inc team is okay. I want to reassure everyone that Mellisa, Heather, and I are safe and sound. Documentary is undergoing an entire restructuring into a series. Thank you for your steadfast support and patience with us. #KidsInc screenshot
Our daughter Lynette [pseudonym] was an Aspergers who largely beat the odds. While many in her state never graduated from high school or worked, she went to two universities, graduated with a psychology degree, then converted to computer science. Her skills were amazing, and eventually, she moved out of the house into her first apartment. After two apartments, she then purchased a condominium and even worked for a Fortune 500 company.
Eventually, she moved to Utah, and worked for several companies in IT. Her attitude began to change to one of frustration, and even anger on many occasions, though. Discussions began turning into arguments. Having said that, she kept in touch on a regular basis, so we knew she was okay. However, she began showing a reluctance to give out information, a photo of where she lived, etc. When we discussed visiting, it always seemed as though something came up. One time we even were finalizing trip plans, only to discover she was planning on flying to Dallas at the same time.
With her frustration and company cut-backs, she became a casualty, which started some job bouncing, as many employers cannot understand Aspergers when they aren’t informed of their characteristics. As she delved into other areas such as property management, her job changes grew, as well as some despair.
When we retired, one of our goals was to see our daughter (i.e. long trip). The phone rang one late morning, informing us a security company had us as the emergency number. We immediately called our daughter to inform her of the issue (not critical), but nobody answered. Therefore, we texted her, only to receive a curt non-descript response. I called again—still no answer, and now the calls began to go to immediate voicemail. We wrote her an email, only to get another short non-descript response, which was extremely uncharacteristic. After this continued on and on, we finally decided to drive to Provo. And the trip was long, very interesting, and we finally became excited as we approached the city, thinking everything could be resolved.
Arriving in Provo, we found her condominium, only to discover it with open blinds, looking somewhat stripped apartment with only some clothes and kitchen utensils left. But no daughter was there. Where is she? Neighbors hadn’t seen her in months. We then called numerous times, but every call was immediately forwarded to voice mail, which was full. Texting went unanswered. So, we finally went to the police and put her on a missing person’s report and asked for a welfare check, with the officer telling us he would do everything he could to find her.
Not hearing anything from her phone, text, or the police, we contacted NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness), who offered some moral support. And then we finally left, not knowing what to do. Have you ever been at a point, where a topic takes over 24/7? Yes, we weren’t perfect parents, there were some arguments, but there was certainly no abuse, and we had loved and supported her throughout her life. Gone?
Returning to our home, we decided to hire a Private Investigator, who ran his checks and came up with nothing. And the officer that was dedicated to finding the truth? He sent another officer to her location after texting from the police department and came away stating “she had a mask on” but everything was fine. Now we began searching for her, looking into e-mails, phone calls, LinkedIn, and even tried to triangulate the cell phone address. We then found an anti-human trafficking private investigator who had spent years in this realm and offered hours of advice. And yes, we took notes, focusing upon 3 areas: mind-control from our government, a Mormon cult, or the Scientologist group. Were any of these involved? No idea.
Fast forward and long trip Number 2 occurred, this time with us tracking her down at a store where she worked. Mind you, this took quite a bit of work, time, and effort to get to this point. We wanted to focus on three aspects: is she okay, where is she living, and is someone controlling her? As I finally approached her in Salt Lake City, I wondered would she respond as a long-lost daughter loving to see her father, or would it be fear? Right or wrong, I tried to downplay the key moment by asking her what would she recommend with this potted plant? She immediately realized who I was, and without saying one word—raced away. Bottom line is she looked like a zombie robot, with no life in her face. Having read extensively about mind control, she appeared to have every symptom. Seeing me appeared to be a “trigger” and she was abjectly, afraid of me. I then watched her leave and tracked her until she got on the commuter train. There simply was no way to get on the train in time to catch her. Where is she living?
I then began looking into Mormon and Scientology cults—could they be the culprit? Why? As I went to the police, I was immediately told there was really nothing they could do. The responses seemed very programmed to accept this situation, with the police essentially pointing the finger at the justice department. Perhaps that really is true, but the attitude didn’t pass any smell test for truthfulness in the least. Would I trust the Utah State Police? No. Then I went to the college, who took notes, and seemed very cooperative while we were there. Later, the e-mail came through, essentially stating nothing could be done, she is an adult, and therefore none of this is our business. And the question regarding whether our daughters was on drugs was simply ignored.
A handful of e-mails and texts were answered by Lynette, but the response was similar to a program. Nothing in her responses sounded like her, including the vernacular and even spelling. Was it another individual answering that controlled her? This did not sound like our daughter. She even mentioned being curious about walking in the snow in Provo. Mind you, that was Provo, Utah and she had lived there for close to six years and hadn’t walked in the snow? If you know Provo, that is an absolute impossible answer that made no sense.
So I now did my own research and came up with DID option (Dissociative Identity Disorder). Translated, this means some form of trauma has occurred and an alternative personality has come to life. What happened and why? Basically, this is a coping mechanism (i.e. Multiple Personalities), and essentially creates a “new you.” This might explain living in Provo and never having experienced walking in the snow. Her vernacular was new also, indicating something isn’t right. We also discovered she had a newfound interest in kickboxing. Mind you, this is coming from a girl who used to run from the soccer ball. When we saw her in Salt Lake City, she had gone from a pretty, competent young woman working IT for a fortune 500 company to rather unkempt, watering flowers for a living. I contacted the few friends I knew she had, only to discover she didn’t maintain any substantive correspondence.
And then we began looking into the liens to see—is money involved? This gets complicated, especially since personal loans aren’t seen. We’ve discovered many aspects about her never known, including pictures, friends, family members, and online data. But if I am correct regarding mind control, then this gets into how to deprogram—very difficult. I’ve now read around five mind control books, critiqued numerous websites, and it is simply horrifying. Svali, Cathy O’ Brien, and Cathy Fox were three great revelations, and then I began looking into patents related to mind control. The rabbit hole got deeper and deeper with drugs/hypnosis going to satellite and human addresses.
Lynette had worked for a contractor with the Marine Corp. When one delves into mind-control, it gets downright scary. One quick example was a test done a long time ago to see how easily people could be modified. A straight-forward lady with good moral values was drugged/hypnotized and then carried out a simulated attack when requested. Translated, an every-day individual under the right circumstances could have their behavior modified, even if temporarily. Remember, that our daughter worked in IT related to security. Did something occur? The timing seems to coincide…
As I delved into the people search services, I began unraveling other aspects such as other phone numbers, e-mails, social media, and addresses. One address that came up was First Step in SLC (Drug Treatment Center). Our daughter was never involved with illegal substances, yet First Step was showing up? That group correctly guards their information, so we haven’t approached them. But what led to this? Did she attend for collegiate purposes, or did she enter as an individual with a drug addiction?
I keep going back to the face of abject terror. My God, why? And some “helpful groups” weren’t helpful. My “expert friend” believes it is most likely one of the cults—but we don’t really know. Where is she? Now I honestly have a better understanding of how many grasp losing loved ones that simply vanish, never to be found. And many of the agencies meant to assist—don’t. Have you ever seen a post office box used for the home address of where you lived on her student registration? Really?
Have you ever gone to bed night after night, going to sleep, yet always worried as to where is your child and what in the world happened to her? We’ve had many, many discussions, tears, and “why” discussions. We re-trace the past communication, but as most know, the mind can become an absolute nightmare with every horrific possibility being discussed. This emotional nightmare never really ends. Now we at least have an idea regarding “lost” people who vanish and the dramatic impact it truly has. We do use prayer, though, and ironically are finding peace and a relationship to God we never knew.
Yes, we do have plans and ideas, but they will take time and money, with no guarantees. We’re on our own, and she is gone—somewhere.
Anneke is an amazing survivor and deserves the utmost respect for enduring and overcoming what she went through at the hands of the Belgian part of the globalist paedophile criminal cabal. The Dutroux network was part of this cabal.
I have previously posted on Anneke, a couple of years ago Anneke Lucas Pimped by her Mother to the Belgian Network[7]. However on that post several youtube videos are now unavailable as they are censoring so many videos and channels that it is pointless posting with youtube videos. Luckily I had included the autotranscripts, which are on the link above, I have not replicated them here.
However I have now searched for likely more longlasting video replacements on Odysee. I have found 3 of the 4 parts on Odysee but I have had to upload the fourth myself from the only copy I could find which is low quality.
Hidden History Mind Control Anneke Lucas Testimony Part 1 of 4[8] Transcript see [7].
Hidden History Mind Control Anneke Lucas Testimony Part 2 of 4 [9] Transcript see [7].
Foxes Amazing Channel Anneke Lucas Testimony Part 3 of 4[10] low quality video Transcript see [7].
Nel nome della verità Anneke Lucas Testimony Part 4 of 4 [11] Transcript see [7].
I have also included a Rumble copy of Anneke’s Ted talk as well and transcript.
Rumble 2017 Ted Talk Anneke Lucas From Child Sex Slavery to Victory[1]
These videos are a summary of what happened after her first disclosure, and her perpetrators were famous names. She tells how she coped mentally during the abuse and why she will not name them.
DanteLaaw Anneke Lucas I Was a Sex Slave to Europe’s Elite at Age 6 (SEQUEL-PART 1) (Human Trafficking) [13]
DanteLaaw Odysee Anneke Lucas Why I Won’t Publicly Name Names (SEQUEL-PART 2)[14]
In fact Anneke does name some names in her book Quest for Love which I will cover in my third blog on her, soon. Her book is available here Anneka Lucas website[2]
Camelot has just released an interview with Anneke see Project Camelot Anneke Lucas Quest for Love [20]
Caylen Hartwell was interviewed by Emma on her podcast/radio/video. I am only aware of one other interview of Caylen’s, it must have been a decade ago with Bill Ryan when Caylen was known as Kathy Collins. [1] Caylen had been very positive and talked alot about healing, so I was looking forward to this interview, one of the few videos I watch. So many people need healing in these days as more people are waking up to their mind control and abuse.
I was intrigued by Caylen talking then, iirc about people getting serotonin fixes by reliving their past behaviour, and it dovetailed into experiences that I had had with people who afaik were not child abuse survivors, but definitely had had a physically abusive childhood. Time and again, they would jeopardise a more stable life and go back to a chaotic, out of their own control one, and I concluded this was what they were used to being brought up.
Overcoming her own experiences, Caylen tells the story of some of her healing in a funny and positive way.
I had realised that survivors have to be mega attentive to the behaviour of their abusers, I had not realised the extent to which this “codependency” behaviour was so debilitating, so I am researching more into the book she mentioned. Codependent No More – and she has told me it is Melody Beatty Codependent No More[10] and I look forward to reading that
I have included Emma’s shownotes and the autotranscript for those like myself who prefer transcripts, and I have included a few relevant links, below Emma’s shownotes. There is also a link to a 7 minute edit/excerpt, see after the shownotes.
The Imagination Podcast bitchute S2E44 | “Caylen Hartwell (aka Kathy Collins) – MK Ultra Survivor on Rising from the Ashes of Trauma”[4]
The Imagination Shownotes
This week I’m honored to have SRA & MK Ultra survivor and overcomer, whistleblower, mother, spiritual coach, child abuse and trauma advocate and educator, entrepreneur and owner of Positive Shifting, and self directed learner, Caylen Hartwell – formerly known as Kathy Collins – on the show today! There have been a few prolific survivors who have been speaking out for many years who have persisted in speaking out despite what opposes them and Caylen is one to add to list alongside other courageous women that have been on the show like Svali, Cheryl Beck, and Penny LA Shepard who have been paving the way for many years for survivors and victims to have a voice.
I was recently introduced to Caylen’s story and felt so deeply in my heart that I needed to reach out and see if she’d come on the podcast and was SO honored when she said ‘yes’! I find her and her life so inspiring because although she’s been through horrific things that were meant to break her and that the majority of people can’t fathom, she chooses to focus on the redemption part of her story and now devotes her time to helping other people turn their own pain and trauma into power and purpose.
With the subject of ‘trauma’ being something every single person on the planet experiences in different degrees and kinds, it’s shocking how little we truly know about this subject matter and how even Doctors of Psychiatry are not taught things like Dissociative Identity Disorder or satanic ritual abuse. Caylen truly bridges the gap in helping everyone from survivors of MK Ultra, to therapists, to helping those of us who are dealing with the everyday traumas and stresses associated with being a human being understand the complexities of how trauma is layered throughout the body and how we go about healing from these new understandings.
One of the things I fell in love with about Caylen is how centered she is on providing messages of hope to survivors. After all she’s overcome, it is nothing short of a miracle from God that she is here with us today and that she can serve as a living testament of what is possible with the right knowledge, understanding, and action in regards to surviving and thriving after trauma. When she speaks, she is standing up for every victim and survivor and helping society as a whole understand the unthinkable in a palatable way. I know if you are here listening today that you are going to leave with so many take-aways and this may be an episode you might want to stream more than once.
There is also a 7 min edit/excerpt that I have not watched. The link will take you to Telegram.
I think it is a good idea in general for edits/excerpts to be made, even as short as twitter length of a minute ish to promote the longer interviews and pick out salient important points.
Just a note on ITNJ, whilst I trust all the survivors who I have seen given evidence, I do not trust ITNJ See ITNJ thread archive on pingthread which survived my twitter ban. [8]
I look forward to Emma’s next interview with Caylen. Thankyou to both.
[3] youtube The Imagination Podcast S2E44 | “Caylen Hartwell (aka Kathy Collins) – MK Ultra Survivor on Rising from the Ashes of Trauma” https://youtu.be/u9Ltxi_TlE0
[4] 2022 Aug 14 Bitchute The Imagination Podcast S2E44 | “Caylen Hartwell (aka Kathy Collins) – MK Ultra Survivor on Rising from the Ashes of Trauma”https://www.bitchute.com/video/UQtl15c9yQOA/
heavenly father today we put on the full armor to protect us against attack we put on the belt
0:09of truth to protect against lies and deception we put on the breastplate of righteousness to protect
0:16our hearts from the temptations we put the gospel of peace on our feet to walk in your light
0:21peace and freedom with the holy spirit we rebuke anxious thoughts we take up your shield of faith
0:28for protection to block and destroy all the darts and threats thrown at us by the enemy
0:33we put on the helmet of salvation to cover our minds and thoughts reminding us that we are
0:38children of a mighty king we are forgiven set free saved by the blood of jesus we take up the sword
0:46of the spirit your living word that has the power to demolish strongholds and is sharper than any
0:51double-edged sword we come to you lord in prayer daily in jesus mighty name we pray amen what’s up
1:00you guys welcome to the imagination i’m your host emma and this week i’m honored to have sra and mk
1:07ultra survivor and overcomer whistleblower mother spiritual coach and warrior child abuse and trauma
1:14advocate and educator entrepreneur and owner of positive shifting and self-directed learner
1:21kailyn hartwell formerly known as kathy collins on the show today there have been a few prolific
1:27survivors who have been speaking out for many years and who have persisted in speaking out despite what opposes them and kailyn is one to add to the list alongside other courageous women
1:38that have been on the show like spally cheryl beck and penny l.a shepherd who have been paving the
1:44way for many years for survivors and victims to have a voice i was recently introduced to kailyn’s
1:50story and felt so deeply in my heart that i needed to reach out and see if she’d come on the podcast
1:55and was so honored when she said yes i find her and her life so inspiring because although she’s
2:00been through horrific things that were meant to break her and that the majority of people can’t fathom she chooses to focus on the redemption side of her story and now devotes her time to helping
2:11other people turn their own pain and trauma into power and purpose with the subject of trauma being
2:18something every single person on the planet experiences and different degrees and kinds
2:23it’s really shocking how little we truly know about this subject matter and how even doctors of
2:28psychiatry are not taught things like dissociative identity disorder or satanic ritual abuse
2:35kalyn truly bridges the gap in helping everyone from survivors of mk ultra to therapists
2:41to helping those of us who are dealing with the everyday traumas and stresses associated with being a human being understand the complexities of how trauma is layered throughout the body and how
2:51we go about healing from these new understandings one of the things i fell in love with about kailyn
2:57is how centered she is on providing messages of hope to survivors after all she’s overcome it’s
3:03nothing short of a miracle from god that she is here with us today and that she can serve as a living testament as of what is possible with the right knowledge understanding and action in
3:13regards to surviving and thriving after trauma when she speaks she is standing up for every
3:19victim and survivor and helping society as a whole understand the unthinkable in a palatable way
3:26i know if you are here listening today that you’re going to leave with so many takeaways and this may be an episode you may want to listen to you more than once i’m incredibly honored to bring to you
3:35today woman of god verse voice for the voiceless healer educator child advocate trauma educator
3:43and absolute inspiration kailyn hartwell caitlin thank you so much for being here with me today
3:50well thank you oh my gosh i need a drum for that drum roll that was just
3:59thank you so much you’re so gracious and i’m so uh blessed to be on this uh this podcast with you
4:06and i want to thank you very much for doing what you do um you’re such a such a an open and pure heart and that is what is important so um
4:20anyway so where do i start yes yeah i mean i i’m just excited to be here talking to you so
4:27it’s it’s wonderful to be able to share this it’s an honor to have you here like i said you know i
4:34when i read these stories and see what people like you have overcome like most people in society they
4:40look at celebrities like oh my gosh and i look at you guys like that i’m like gosh we have so much to learn about what we’re truly capable of as humans what what can happen on the other side of
4:51healing our inner child if we’re an adult and the importance of you know children and how to raise
4:57them and just bringing awareness in general to these things that happen whether or not we like to hear about them they do happen you know and all of us know people we might be that person that has
5:07experienced extreme trauma and we need to really start as a society understanding this and how to
5:13approach it how to recognize it how to heal from it you know and how to be there for people who
5:19have gone through it so i’m really grateful that you’ve been you know talking about this side of it and trying to educate people because like i said you know even in psychiatry a lot of
5:29doctors who are you know they go to school for four to eight ten years they don’t learn about
5:34some of these things and so you know we’re misdiagnosing people there’s people walking around that just feel so helpless and it’s really nice to you know listen to somebody like you
5:45that some people can listen to and say she understands you know and oh my gosh look at what she’s done with her life she has kids she has a you know she has a thriving business like i can
5:55do that too if she can so i just can’t thank you enough for everything that you’re doing and for
6:00people who haven’t heard of you i’d love for you to maybe just give us a little bit of background
6:06on your story and maybe at the kathy collins side that people might know you as and and just
6:12go into maybe a little bit of your past and kind of what got you here today to where you’re at now
6:18yeah well it’s it is like having uh as we were talking earlier off camera i feel like i just
6:26started a new life and um my uh life for me as kathy collins i was born kathleen aaron collins
6:36that was my dad was very proud of our irish heritage and um i had a different notion like
6:46you know other people on your show have have told that you know because of the suppressed memories
6:54um i thought i had one life and i was aware of some of the abuses but it was mixed
7:04up because i i was i knew that there were terrible things that happened in my family
7:10um but i still painted this picture of oh my family is perfect and um the memories didn’t start
7:20coming out well a memory started to emerge at age 27 when my oldest daughter was one year old and
7:33i dreamt that my husband had raped her i got up and i told this to my husband my then husband
7:45about this dream and he was so upset and he screamed at me he’s don’t you ever ever ever
7:54say anything like that to me again and i was so ashamed and i thought i don’t watch anything like
8:01this on tv where did this come from so what i did is i shut it down like full force and almost
8:10the very next day i came down with severe tmj temporal mandibular joint syndrome extreme pain
8:22so i’m going to professionals to take care of the tmj they think it’s because of a you know injured
8:28hip you know they’re looking at structural things there was nothing structural wrong with my jaw
8:35i had this tmj for 17 full years that meant that during the entire
8:42childhood of all my three children they didn’t have a mom who was present because
8:48i was in so much pain and three years later i contemplated suicide which might have been
8:55the programming because it was very strong for three months every day i was obsessed with this
9:04wanting to take my life but i go oh what am i my kids i need to find i need to find a mom for them
9:09but i couldn’t go anywhere i was a vegetable here aged 30 i was a total vegetable because
9:14my i had shut down and i was married to a personality type that was
9:22perfect because you’ve got a real codependent is going to go with a narcissist so i had
9:30to have that compliment it’s like a mathematical formula people say oh it’s not fair but it’s
9:36it’s like is two plus two equaling four fair you know that’s just it’s just a mathematical formula
9:44in our reality uh it’s energetic and also that experience being married to this person
9:54was to teach me a really solid lesson that i could pass on to other people and it was
10:01to teach me the value of my self-sovereignty as a codependent i gave myself away i gave myself
10:09away to the point where years later my kids thought i was dying of cancer
10:15and i wasn’t but i was near i could feel the um what do you call it i could feel
10:23the connection to life was very tenuous it was just like on strings that’s what it felt like
10:31so how did i end up with this type of personality is i was uh born into this trauma
10:42it didn’t uh i was born in 1957 in santa rosa california which is was one of the
10:50major mk ultra centers for project monarch according to kathy o’brien lovely woman by the way
10:58i i can’t say enough about how much she has done to educate people and so aside but when i finally
11:06realized what all the constellation of things that happened to me i did email her and mark and i was
11:15scared because i thought well maybe they’re trying to uh maybe it’s it’s a setup and they’re trying
11:21to find me so there was this like no but i need to reach out i need to reach out so i did reach out
11:27and within 24 hours i got this lovely email back and it was just wow to get this email
11:36back that was so compassionate and uh it it just still resonates with me today so this is
11:44something that people can take away with them is you don’t know how such a simple act
11:52can really help somebody and make them feel safe or safer right and not feel like you know what
12:01because i thought i was going crazy there was nobody i could talk to right now it’s really cool that their people like you are talking we’re talking about it in public space um so
12:16the reality of my uh my past came out when i was coming out of the tmj 17 years later
12:26i came down with severe chemical sensitivity um i was allergic to everything i was eating
12:36i could only wear cotton i couldn’t get near anybody who had washed their clothes with thai
12:42detergent i mean i was extra i couldn’t go into the grocery store just smelled like chemicals i couldn’t take my kids clothes shopping because of the formaldehyde in the in the clothes
12:54so i was where i was near death and i got there’s no place on this planet i can i can live
13:00and so i asked a neighbor who seemed to be well connected i said do you know where i can go and
13:08she said well contact baster university i wasn’t up in washington state at the time
13:13and it’s the university that trains naturopaths and so i called them i said can you give me
13:20a recommendation because this is my situation i said well we can’t it’s a policy and i understand
13:27that but i said i am near death i have to know um and so the person said well don’t tell anybody
13:36that they gave me dr crean’s name and i called him up and i went to him immediately he started doing the detoxing but he had some very curious questions
13:46on his questionnaire the reason i’m bringing this up is because people who are not aware of things
13:53their clues start coming in to their awareness when they’re ready so i’m filling out the
13:59questionnaire and said has you have you ever been sexually abused and i thought what kind of ridiculous question we’re talking about chemical sensitivity what does that have to do
14:11with sexual abuse well apparently it had everything to do with it so i didn’t know
14:21and he could see it right there he could see it when he saw all my symptoms he knew my story he
14:28didn’t know that about the sra right but he knew about the sexual abuse and sexual abuse alone is
14:34enough to really debilitate a person and he said you know you were exposed now he couldn’t tell me
14:43directly because that would be too shocking the shock i wasn’t ready for that shock of discovery
14:50because that would have taken me out of totally it would have bumped me totally out of healing
14:57so please therapists if you see somebody across from you and you have you know by their symptoms
15:05this is what has happened to them don’t tell them because that’s exactly what happened to my brother
15:11and he went crazy he he had to go to 18 therapists after that because he was told too soon what
15:20happened to him yes but this is because therapists were not educated were not educated but i was so
15:28blessed to be with people who are very very gentle and tender around this subject and so he asked
15:35me to uh he said you know there’s this book you might want to read it’s codependent no more you
15:41want it it’s up on the shelf over there and so i reached up to get it and so i could look at it
15:50and i couldn’t hear anything else he said after that because i was so uh worried about how i was
15:57going to get the book back up on the shelf without interrupting the conversation so i couldn’t hear
16:04anything he had to say that’s how codependent i was i was so trained to be so in tune with
16:11the other person’s needs i was in tune to you know my trainers my dad whenever i was there to just
16:19serve them and i didn’t know how to undo i didn’t know that this was the mechanism i had going on so
16:30i finally found a break and i put it up there and i wish i knew what he said because he was so full of wonderful knowledge but i did get the i did get the book and i read it
16:40and as i’m reading it i’m going oh my gosh there’s stuff in here that i think my brother
16:47would relate to and now i was pretty estranged from my siblings this is very typical i mean
16:54we didn’t outright fight but we weren’t i i was just on the periphery i didn’t interact with them
17:01a lot and of course i was far away so i called him and he said all he said was
17:09well you know what happened with our father and then this sensation
17:18came over my body and dr ukrainian had taught me he said now listen when your mind thinks
17:26something and your body tells you something different your body is telling you the truth
17:34so i had this body reaction my mind is saying okay and that’s all he said you know what our father
17:40did so obviously my mind jumped there but i wasn’t going to look but i had this full body reaction
17:49and i can’t remember the rest of the conversation but after getting off the phone for a whole week
17:55i did this ping pong no can’t be true my dad no he no no no no but then my body would say oh this is
18:04awful and i had this terrible pain all over like every cell in my body was screaming so by the end
18:11of the week of that process then i realized that that was true so that led me to the piece where i
18:21could start healing just the peace with my father and the sexual abuse the other thing dr cranian
18:28taught me was your digestive system doesn’t work you have your overflow with toxins because you
18:34experienced trauma while your systems were being for formed and your digestive system never got to
18:43fully form so that’s why i was so overloaded with toxins even though i wasn’t drinking
18:49or smoking or you know i was eating a pretty clean i was having a pretty clean lifestyle according to
18:56my knowledge back then i didn’t know about organic back then but you know as clean as it could be so
19:07what happened was that i kept you know i kept investigating doing you know journaling and uh
19:14then i became part of i had this over i lost my i had to quit my job because i couldn’t
19:21function i had severe fibromyalgia nobody could touch me i mean we’re talking extreme
19:27pain in every cell of my body on top of the the tmj so i go to this pain study in um
19:38back up i went to take my youngest daughter to get her braces and the prosthetic i thought okay i need a mouthpiece
19:46uh because i wear a night guard at night so why not have him check me out so i went to
19:53have him check me out and he said oh um you don’t have anything structurally wrong with your jaw
20:03and he said i know somebody who can help you though so he sent me to dr love don’t you love
20:09that name at um the pain study uh institute clinic at university of washington in seattle that meant
20:17i had to drive and i was really dissociative so it was really difficult for me to do this but i got a stipend uh for going there and they would um do all these tests but then
20:28i went in this one time for him to for dr love to check my mouth and um he had a couple
20:40of students there and he says is it okay if the students know watch and learn and um i said okay
20:49so he did this experiment where he opened my mouth he says now you just relax and let
20:56me open your mouth and so he did and then they measured how wide my mouth would open he says now
21:04open your mouth on your own let’s see how wide you can open it and they would measure it and they did this three times consistently when i opened my mouth
21:15myself it was 10 millimeters wider than when he opened it
21:22so then he turned to the students he said yes and this is indicative of sexual abuse oh my whole
21:31body is just like oh i was flooded i felt my my face turning red and because you know we’re in a
21:41learning institution it’s all about learning i’m not the client you know so it’s just like
21:46i’m feeling it now again just reliving that experience so i’m sharing this because when
21:53we we suppress the the information for so long and so hard it can produce these effects
22:02i was able to get over the tmj in three weeks after learning that piece of information
22:11so it was completely psychosomatic and all these dentists over all these years
22:17were drilling on my teeth and doing all kinds of fancy stuff because they have no clue they have
22:24no clue except for this guy and the prosthodontist that i went to so
22:31as you pointed out we have gaps we have big gaps in our medical establishment the people who are
22:36front in the front lines who ought to be able to let poetic she has nothing wrong with her jaw
22:43why is she having all this pain they were even talking about giving me surgery but it would have
22:49cut off the nerves to my mouth and i wouldn’t have been able to i wouldn’t have been able to smile oh
22:55my gosh so i’m very lucky that uh we didn’t do that uh so that’s that was the very beginning of
23:02that so then i went on this journey of healing all around my memories come like right away after that
23:09or was it what happened is i would have memories of being underneath the house and these creatures
23:20chasing me under the house and i would tell dr crane and i go this is what’s happening i feel
23:26like it’s icky icky feelings and it was because my mind he said your mind is protecting you
23:34you can’t you can’t see what actually happened you can just just get hints you’re under the house
23:41the house represents you that means you’re in the subconscious you just can’t break out of
23:46the subconscious because it was so horrifying to you so um he performed naet on me i can’t
23:54remember what that acronym stands for but this is the first energy healing that i i received and of
24:00course we had to go off to some clandestine place because oh you know a naturopath is not supposed
24:06to be doing energy work and then he released you know certain points that he said well your biggest
24:13issue is fear of abandonment which is basically almost everybody’s you know but it was huge for me
24:21um so this set me on this journey of healing around my father i just did lots of
24:28work on that i could never get solid memories of it but it was just like notions notions
24:38and um so we’ll fast for a few more years i moved to paris because my husband gets he gets
24:47transferred to paris for a couple of years and um and my two younger kids got to go to the american
24:54school of paris and it was cool that i already spoke french so like wow thank you that’s a safe
25:00but let’s see how the universe how it all gets set up like this we’ve gone to germany i couldn’t have
25:06spoken and i was dissociative so it was really you know it was really um it was really hard
25:12to just do anything but i go okay i can function i know french and um so my brother
25:19comes over to visit they said the saying goes when you move to paris everybody visits you
25:25so that’s what happens i came all the way to see me there wasn’t going to come up to
25:30washington but oh de paris paris yeah so he came now this is the one where uh we were
25:39talking earlier about half truths right discerning whether something is a full truth or half truth
25:48so he comes to visit and i’m telling i said i’m feeling better i think i got over stuff
25:53i’m feeling more energy and i that summer i was able to function and it was really cool
25:59and he said well there’s more are you ready i go hey i want to heal just just tell me just tell me
26:09okay well we were prostituted and used in satanic rituals
26:17again the whole body reaction again but he said two things in that sentence
26:26so i could believe being prostituted because i remembered being put in suitcases and potato
26:33bags we’re talking from two years old i was taken out and used by both men and women
26:41so i remember being put in the trunk of the car um and then it turned out it it took me several
26:49years later to figure out the definitive moment when i quit my job my last job because i lost my
26:57teaching credential status we just moved over the border and so i was working as a teacher’s assistant from the business school and i was in the candy store and i was stalking candy and um
27:11and then i had this notion i had to go answer the phone i’ll remember i’ll get back to my brother in a minute i went over to the phone and i saw it was off the hook and i lifted it up oh a vendor uh
27:24with an order oh yes yes yes so i went over to the business teacher i said did you know there
27:30the there was somebody on the phone she says yes i came in and i had this whole conversation with you
27:36to tell you about it and i said if we were in a court of law i would swear that i don’t remember you coming and talking to me so i had total missing time total missing time
27:48from an entire experience so i thought oh my gosh what else am i not remembering you know i
27:56hear i had somebody to verify what happened and the evidence was there the phone was off the hook
28:04years later it took years later to figure out what happened
28:09stocking the shelves with candy triggered the memory of my dad luring me to the car with candy
28:18so you see how the most benign thing with this kind of background the most benign thing like m m’s
28:29um could make you just go and i went totally i would go possum they say
28:36fight flight i did the freeze that was my go-to mechanism was freeze so get back to my brother
28:48and he had these two things in the sentence so i thought okay i can but oh they say tank rituals
28:54he’s you know my brother i think he’s a little bit you know i don’t think he’s really got it yeah but
29:01i’m not going to say that i love him i’m not going to say we’ve been through this stuff and so i didn’t say anything to him but privately i thought this is you know but then i started to have some
29:14interesting experiences my husband’s iranian we went to iran and i came back and i
29:19came back with a curse from somebody who was jealous in the family so i went to a bodytalk practitioner who removed the curse and i’m going okay this is really weird i mean
29:30uh because i was getting all these symptoms i’m very sensitive so i thought okay i didn’t
29:36see how that was related to anything uh all that’s related to is that i’m very sensitive
29:42and so we moved to connecticut after that my husband’s on a business trip
29:51and as i’m starting to fall asleep there’s this entity that comes from 20 feet away
29:58now the room is only 10 by 10. but this entity how do you know it came from 20 feet away
30:06and its face was within six inches of my nose and i knew it wanted my soul
30:13and i thought oh my gosh i jumped out of bed i go okay that wasn’t my imagination that when i’m turning on all the lights and i am i’m freaked out totally freaked
30:24out and i go oh my god oh my god oh my god my brother he’s right he’s right he’s right
30:29and that was the experience that i had to have so i’m going oh he’s on the west coast i can’t
30:35talk to him yet so i’m waiting i couldn’t sleep all night um so i waited until the morning to
30:42to call him and he said oh yeah yeah that happened to me for seven years i had to deal with it i go
30:48what because yeah portals were opened while we were going through these things so this
30:54was like i’m going okay i need a healing team i need to be with people who understand this so
31:02that’s when i made the intention that okay i need a healing team i i’m humpty dumpty
31:08i need all the king’s horses and all the kings because this is just i have no idea you know
31:15what to do but in the meantime i’m learning to do bodytalk which is an energy healing system
31:21and i’m trying to help my kids overcome you know the issues of our family because
31:27you know i married somebody who was like my father no not as bad right or nothing
31:35physical or sexual happened to my kids but you know the emotional trauma happened and um so
31:43we get back to washington and uh then i find out i need to divorce because i realized that um that
31:56my husband was with other people
32:02and i could hear him on the phone and in the meantime he was you know he was telling me well
32:07if you can’t if you can’t keep up with paying the bills then we’re gonna have to just sell the house you know and here i’m on disability and i’m really scared and and so any kind of threat it was really
32:21easy to threaten me because i was so trained fast forward today man is absolutely scared of me
32:32i love you too you are so powerful and just so resilient
32:37just because i i stood up to it you know i got narcissists worst nightmare
32:43well what it was is the angels i believe that angels came and brought me evidence and i said no no no no this can’t oh i’m sorry we didn’t finish the thing about the half truths when my brother
32:54presented two things in one sentence i thought that was a half truth that one happened to be a
33:00whole truth so see this is where half truth can get sticky so i wanted to button that topic up
33:08so so anyway angels were showing me you know this is what’s going on and you know you’re in a bad
33:16situation and you gotta do something about this and my daughter’s about to get married i’m going
33:23why does this all have to come out before one year so i went through the whole marriage like
33:29thinking i was gonna either throw up or cry at any minute so i kept you know hiding because i’m going
33:34i got a divorce i got a divorce and i i gotta do it on the slide because he’s gonna deny everything
33:41whatever so so that set me on this course of of doing this wonderful divorce uh which in itself
33:49was a huge um event uh and it went on for three years because you don’t threaten a narcissist
33:57with divorce i found out i didn’t know what a narcissist was until you know i started going
34:03then i started okay hey i’m going into debt paying all these lawyers i’m gonna get all the healers
34:09and so it turned out that all the people i needed showed up i went to this woman she was a family
34:18family therapist or something like that that i had been referred to earlier because um i went
34:24to this cranial sacral therapist thought you know things aren’t going too right in your situation maybe you want it but i i didn’t want to face that i didn’t want to face that so i go to her finally
34:36and then i go you know what i don’t care what she thinks i’m gonna blurt everything out i told her
34:42about the sra i told her about you know getting um you know being prostituted i told her about
34:49the sexual abuse and here i was ready for her to just throw me out the door and she goes oh i know
34:58just what you need you need a soul retrieval and i just met the person that can help you
35:06so i was like what i was you know prepared for this you know really awful reaction so then
35:13she sent me to this guy this medium uh and so then i started uh healing with him
35:20and uh because he can see your guides it’s like you lay there and he’s talking to these
35:26invisible beings whatever so i go to set up my first appointment and this is something
35:32for your audience to know if you’re dealing with somebody with uh who’s had satanic virtual abuse
35:40he said now there might be some voices in your head they’re going to tell you that i’m evil or
35:48that you couldn’t you shouldn’t come to see me or your car might not start or whatever there might
35:57be something that might try to prevent you from coming you need to resist that and push through it
36:07well i’ve got a real stubborn streak in me so that it served me well i go okay i’m gonna anchor in
36:15and sure enough you know the fears no i shouldn’t go oh yes yes i’m going i’m going i’m going
36:21so i went and uh my first appointment lasted eight hours which was unusual and um
36:29he said oh my gosh i’ve never seen anybody release so much excuse my french the ssh
36:37in one session and um and so people healers like that work with um
36:46in the world of spirit language is through images and animals and things like that so it’s not always with words and
37:00symbols lots of symbols right right and so he’s trying to tell me about all these fantastic things
37:06but what he does is he puts the protective you know the the the christed light brings it in
37:14makes everything protected whatever he goes to open up the energy it was booby-trapped it
37:22sent him onto his knees and he said if he didn’t think quickly enough he would have died um but
37:30he was able to he goes oh my gosh i should have but he’d never dealt with somebody like me before
37:36he’d never dealt with satanic ritual abuse and then later i don’t know how far down the
37:43rabbit hole we could go but there were a lot of fantastic things that happened
37:48there so in my journey uh discovering all i went through the shock of discovery for two and a
37:55half years of just discovering all these really gnarly things and um but i couldn’t make it out
38:02i can’t remember how far into that those two and a half years i think it was like maybe six months
38:08i was calling uh to make the appointment with him i can’t understand why would somebody go have all these things happen to them would think that one of these
38:17things would be enough and she said well haven’t you heard of mk ultra like everybody knew about it
38:24and i go no and she said and so she’s the one who directed me to listen to kathy o’brien so then i
38:31started listening to that and then that’s when i started now i’m going through this
38:38divorce at the same time i’m going through all of these discoveries so i’m feeling like how am
38:45i going to be able to hold this all together so i’m generating a lot of fear i mean i was
38:52experiencing re-experiencing terror terror can be like your cells just exploding it can also come
39:01as your blood just turning cold like ice so i go oh wow i get i know all about fear and
39:09terror isn’t how wonderful is it oh my gosh and so you know you have to have some comic relief
39:18along the way or else you’re gonna you know you’re gonna give up so i’ve having all all this creepy
39:25stuff is happening in the house and um we get a cat i’m there just with my youngest daughter now
39:33because the other two were off in college during this divorce the divorce era so we get a cat
39:39because we think okay if the cat’s bumping around will go oh there’s another oh it must be the cat
39:46so we’re sitting at the kitchen counter and we’re both feeling like this cold
39:54like coming up our back and we could both feel and how did we know the other one is feeling
40:00the same thing this is this is the ministry of how we’re all connected right so we look at each other
40:06didn’t have to say anything so we go to look back at the cat because we’re thinking we’re both thinking that okay if the cat’s chill it’s fine we look back at the cat and her first
40:20and we go no no no no
40:29not supposed to happen that way
40:34so there’s this one night i’m laying in bed and i hear this knocking in the wall really
40:41loud knocking and i’m scared half out of my wood so i call the next morning i call the
40:47medium so what’s going on and he goes that was you you created elementals with your thinking
40:57you see you’ve got to stop those fear thoughts i’m going yeah i remember reading years earlier
41:04in the hindu tradition they’re talking about how thoughts were things oh my gosh i was living that
41:10reality he goes you need to go into non-fear so my whole education with this guy was as we’re going
41:21and discovering things and that and then i went to another therapist was bringing up the memories
41:28and what their their back and forth they were working in tandem with each other i would go to her i would journal i got this wonderful
41:41dream interpretation book um by tony crisp oh amazing i got it for a dollar at a book sale
41:51and so i was interpreting my dreams and i’d go to the therapist and she says where are you getting this information i said this book i only spent a dollar for it she goes that is i’ve been doing
42:00this for 20 years this is the these are the best interpretations so i i was getting really into
42:07digging deeper i finally got out of the basement of the house and i was getting into the house
42:13and the house represents your your body and going into the different rooms and so forth
42:19and having experiences in that but then sometimes they were actual like memories and then i would
42:26um remember people doing things like i felt so guilty because i knew they were doing stuff to
42:34my brother who’s five years younger but the way it came up in the dream is there were these big bears
42:41and they were eating and i’m not and then i was going oh i can’t save them from the bears because
42:48i couldn’t go there to the literal but then when i woke up i go oh i know what that was representing
42:55so when people have these if if the trauma is too great and they’re highly sensitive so
43:02me being very sensitive that means that all the torture i went through
43:08was magnified oh yeah or than the average you know an average person so i go to the the therapist
43:18and oh i was going to cranial sacral therapy the same not cranos visceral manipulation
43:24then they work with the viscera i don’t know if you’ve heard but it’s very very gentle very and so he’s working on me one day and he asked me oh were you involved in any rituals by any chance
43:37i said well yeah uh i was and this i knew right i was in the knowing and i said yeah i was uh used
43:46in satanic ritual abuse he goes oh because i see you laying on a slab with your hands and feet tied
43:56so that’s all i needed i go okay so i took that i go i’m not gonna i’m not gonna process this on
44:03my own so i went to the therapist she did emdr and she did it with the selenite stone which
44:10doesn’t if you know about selenite it doesn’t absorb any negative energies oh yeah i have one
44:18um they’re just cool looking by the way um so i go in there and i told her about this
44:26and she goes okay let’s let’s do this let’s go into there so we go into the memory now
44:32how this felt like it was when i was five years i felt like did you ever watch the movie the matrix
44:39yeah you know when neo gets sucked down that tube that’s what it felt
44:45like i felt like this memory was physically sucking me in down this tube to this place
44:55and there i saw myself as a five-year-old i was naked tied down to this stone altar which was
45:07exactly the same altar by the way that they put in the opening scene of sherlock holmes the movie
45:13what the exact i go when i saw that movie i go where how do they know what that’s supposed
45:19to look like how do they know anyway so but then i’m standing outside of myself
45:29and i’m wearing clothes and my five-year-old stuff and there’s this beautiful woman standing next to
45:35me in this gossamer gown oh it just makes me want to cry she’s so beautiful so gracious
45:43and but i’m looking down at the child there on there and then i see the three hooded
45:48figures i can’t see their faces and they’re saying well we can’t break her we can’t break her
45:55but when i saw myself i saw two of me i saw my head
46:01one head going this direction and the other had going that so there was there were two of me one superimposed on top of the other and one was going one direction the other one was going the other
46:13that’s really weird so she helped me through the experience it was really i was so grateful
46:19there was somebody there i was thinking man this woman isn’t running out of the room yet you know
46:25and um so we got through that i calmed down it was really nice to release that and so then we knew i was right to go see the medium and have the energy removed so this is how it works
46:38they can’t release the the healer can’t take that energy from you until you’ve learned the lesson
46:50until you got it okay so i learned well this was i learned what happened and i got it
47:00and there’s a lot of stuff that’s not at the cognitive level so but anyway i go into him
47:07and i said i saw two of me and he said oh you saw two of you because one of you
47:15you were separating whenever a a child or anybody goes through trauma a piece of their soul leaves
47:21and you are watching a piece of your soul leave your body i said why is that they said that’s to preserve innocence so by me going through that reliving
47:35it and understanding and by the way the woman who was standing next to me was my higher self
47:41so um so it was just it was it was a very beautiful very beautiful scene so
47:48he was able to do the soul retrieval where not only was i able to retrieve my soul you don’t
47:58do your entire soul right a piece of your soul so we were able to bring back that piece of my
48:04soul from that incident and then he said and then he brought in all the pieces from my
48:10soul from all the past life because i’ve been tortured every single lifetime up to this one
48:18that’s the kind of soul i’ve got i guess i don’t know but anyway he said was like a light he said i wish you could see it all the lights are coming in and he’s saying yeah and he’s he’s having a
48:26wondrous time and i’m feeling really good i go oh wow this is so cool i get to be whole again well
48:35that was just the beginning because there was so much i had to do to become whole um
48:42but that’s it’s just an amazing amazing thing to happen to be able oh he said that um
48:53yes this can only happen because the energies of course this was in 2007 or eight
49:01so the energies finally opened up for us to be able to do this this was not possible until now
49:08so this is a message of hope to everybody and since then the healing energies have been opening up and opening up and oh and the consciousness of
49:20everybody going through their traumas i know that was is was not fun like it wasn’t fun for
49:27me to go through the divorce and everything but you know i learned i go wow i cannot be a victim
49:34i have to stand up for myself nobody’s going to stand up for now i’ll go back to the matrix
49:40again i love this scene it’s one of my favorite movies the scene where neo is uh going to rescue
49:49morpheus morpheus is tied to the chair and he can barely just he can just barely function
49:57that’s a really good analogy for us because neo the one could save him only when morpheus
50:08tried to save himself he had to get up out of the chair and meet him halfway
50:17beautiful metaphor beautiful metaphor and so this is where we have to you
50:22know as individual no matter what we’ve gone through and everybody’s gone through stuff recently everybody and if you haven’t personally know somebody and that affects you
50:34and to just know that this is part of our actually you know we’re growing up we’re growing out
50:41of it you know it’s uh you know a child when they’re growing how they’ll have growing pains you know so we’re having growing pains i’ve gone off on tangents so please uh help me
50:54oh my gosh all that was so valuable no thank you okay because i want to make sure i’m not just rambling on and not giving me i want to be giving uh useful information
51:05uh that will empower people because there was so much i learned along the way so much because
51:12i was there wasn’t a day that didn’t pass that i wasn’t focused on healing because i so badly
51:19my entire adult life i was in utter pain and um you know i’ve come recently
51:28i was able to let go of the ptsd and the last piece of that was nutritional
51:37because so what with the fires here in california uh three was it three and a half years ago i
51:44was i came down with dementia because of the toxins in the air you know the when you have
51:51med heavy metals in the brain is what causes dementia and i knew that i’m like oh my gosh
51:58i need a detox system i’m not around healers here um who can help me i’ve got to do this on my own
52:04and so that’s when i came upon medical medium and i started using his protocols for detoxification
52:11i was able to reverse the dementia in three months oh my gosh in three months and the bonus was
52:21my ptsd fully lifted because and then i read it in his books i go oh the neurotoxins in the brain
52:28don’t let you completely heal from the ptsd i did all the spiritual and emotional work
52:35but i wasn’t able to you know i things would still like you know startle me and i go whoa
52:42and oh i don’t have photophobia anymore i thought i was just born with photophobia
52:48and photophobia is when lights hurt your eyes you know any overhead light would just i was always
52:55the house was always dark because the lights would hurt my eyes the sun wouldn’t hurt my eyes and go oh the sun is oh and i don’t have acid reflux anymore so it was you know when you do the
53:07holistic thing so here’s another message is that we’ve got to address we’ve got to address
53:14our well-being at every level of our beingness our nutrition our thinking our beliefs and
53:24we don’t have enough time to go into that into the belief thing but the beliefs are
53:29this time uh the beliefs are the drivers of our you know if you’ve listened to bruce lipton and
53:36all of those people they definitely are the drivers uh so i’ll give an example of this one so yeah i tell people who become like a sherlock holmes
53:48uh when you have curious things going on in your life and they’re unexplainable
53:53uh try to find out well what is the what is going on in my subconscious that’s driving this and um
54:02this is before the divorce area era and this is when i was sick on the couch a lot and my oldest daughter was in high school she invited me to go to this really cool
54:13you know um bookstore in seattle and so we were going to go there and look at the tarot cards and
54:20fun stuff and and um and then go out for a hamburger so we went out together i had
54:28a lovely time i was going wow i’m having such a great time this is wonderful oh and we get home
54:34not only like 10 minutes after getting home i get this immense pain all over my body and i
54:40have to go to the couch and i’m laying down on the couch and i’m going wait a minute i wasn’t
54:45exposed to any toxins i was going through my checklist i had a wonderful time oh my
54:50gosh i got to be with my you know with my teenage daughter who wouldn’t want that you know we went
54:57there was there were no negatives like how is it that i am just so sick
55:04and then i laid there and i call it tuning in that’s some people call it praying opening up
55:11meditating then the information came in oh i had the belief that it was forbidden to have fun
55:21so i automatically punish myself with physical pain the brain will just it’s like
55:28oh okay i’m on to you so i use the eckhart tolling method where you’d be the watcher
55:34and i invite anybody who hasn’t read his stuff go read his stuff amazing so i read
55:40him for he was he was my guru for three full years every day just listening to him and um
55:49so i thought okay the next time this happens i’m going to catch it and so it only happened
55:58just a few more times and each time i didn’t get as sick and it didn’t last long so i was able to
56:05undo but i had to shed the light of knowledge onto that belief we have these beliefs that we really
56:14were totally unaware of and i didn’t think when i went to the pain study they had me go through
56:21cognitive therapy i don’t know if you’ve heard of that right so it’s very left brain you write
56:26down what your thoughts are whatever and they had me have this little timer that would go off and
56:33i had to write down whatever was in my mind when the timer went off i was so shocked because i thought i was a positive thinker because i was i was listening
56:43to zig zigler and all these positive thinking people brian tracy tony robbins you name it right
56:52and i couldn’t believe the thoughts i was i was embarrassed in front of myself so that’s another
57:00exercise that i’d invite everybody to go through to go out and clean out that library because guess
57:07what it is uh it can create disease or it can create problems in relationships problems with
57:16money you name it it’s gonna it’s gonna pop up as a problem somewhere because why because then
57:24the problem is just the messenger hey you see this you see this this is not the way we’re meant to be
57:33we’re meant to be in balance we’re meant to be in harmony but um coming out of this era that we
57:42learned through opposites we learned love by experiencing hatred we learn
57:49loyalty by experiencing betrayal etc etc we’re letting go of that the new way is coming and the
57:59new way of teaching we don’t teach so much at the way like instructing we teach by example being an
58:09example and then people will say oh and that’s what happened to eckhart tolle you know he just
58:18he was this example of total bliss people said well how did you do that he goes i don’t know i
58:23guess i gotta go get this out so then he started studying so he could have words for it and um and
58:31so he’s in another another amazing uh guide for there’s so many beautiful souls out there giving
58:38us the information for when we’re ready for it the teacher arrives when the student is ready
58:49and um so that’s where we’re at you know we will come because i mean i wasn’t ready people
58:55there were clues about my past there were clues about my marriage all the you know when i started
59:02reading the books i’m going oh my god oh my god it was right there it was right there oh my god it was right in front of my nose but it’s so unconscious you know and one of the things that
59:12i love that that you talk about is you know two things the how you talk about serotonin and how
59:21people are chasing that unconsciously and looking for chaos in their life chaotic relationships
59:28and don’t realize that it’s serving a human need that they can replace that habit and that belief
59:33with something else but they’re so tied up and unconsciously you know seeking in relationships
59:39are these patterns you know and not understanding the physiology of why they keep making those
59:45same choices over and over again you know so many of us get caught in that even people you know i’ve done that in my life where i’ve repeated you know the same patterns and dated
59:54the same people even though in the beginning i’m like oh this person’s so different and then you know a year down the road it’s like wait a minute how did i end up in this exact same spot you know
1:00:05do you have anything to contribute to that i love how you talk about the serotonin aspect
1:00:10and how oh yes yeah well the patterns it’s the we have these vibrational patterns so for me because
1:00:18i had all this trauma and the type of trauma i had i attracted all kinds of bizarre weird
1:00:26things and people but at the same time okay i i have to give the message this is a little sidebar
1:00:34that you know talk about all these awful things but along the way there were these i was being
1:00:39protected when i was two years old or going through this kind of thing the child will try to
1:00:47annihilate itself instinctively so i kept trying to kill myself and my poor mother was trying to
1:00:54she was if you could just stay alive till you’re five could get you to kindergarten um so but i
1:01:01we were the family went to uh visit uh my aunt in petaluma who lived on this really steep hill
1:01:09uh back then the breaks were this like a little stick that you would just pop and then it would oh
1:01:18it would release the break my older sister got in to to play in there you know she wouldn’t let me
1:01:25have a turn because i was the younger sister right so i got down my turn when she was out of the car
1:01:31i’m in there two and a half years old the car starts rolling down the steepest hill in petaluma
1:01:39going across the busiest road and i remember going because i was steering like this i was going up
1:01:46one side walked out so i slowed down a little bit i went across the intersection without hitting a car jumped the curb uh went head-on into a tree totaled my dad’s
1:02:01it wasn’t his car it was his company car um of course there are no seat belts back then if i was
1:02:08if there were i wouldn’t put them on anyway right two two and a half years old they run they find
1:02:14out what hap what’s happening they see the cars missing out oh my gosh and my mom had just lost my my god my sister linda to she was a blue baby she was going oh my gosh i’ve lost another child
1:02:26they ran down there and they found me all curled up on the seat my mom thought i was dead
1:02:33when they reached in i didn’t have a bruise or a scratch and i swear there was a cat on the
1:02:42seat with me my memory is that there’s a cat and i ran this my doctor couldn’t he said oh yeah we all
1:02:49have these little spirit guides so anyway that was a a side remark i wanted to bring up that
1:02:54we have these these beautiful experiences along the way if we’re meant to stay alive
1:03:04the universe is going to find a way to keep us alive right and if it’s time for us to go it’s
1:03:10time for us to go so that’s where we can let go of the fear of death it’s going to happen when it
1:03:17is supposed to it’s never going to be an accident you might have an excuse
1:03:24oh you fell off the cliff or whatever that might be the excuse but the timing is is something that
1:03:31has been like programmed if you will so you can just let go of that fear of death now i
1:03:39forgot where we were uh i forgot the trail so get me back on that troll oh the series
1:03:45yes so um the serotonin yeah i kept attracting uh all these people and then when i was told that i
1:03:54was gonna continue to have uh by this time it was you know it was one stop shopping with my husband
1:04:03because i got out of him what what i got from my dad from my mom my older sister she was set
1:04:09up as a as uh my enemy you know she wanted to be my friend uh and look at the outside
1:04:16world there see what happens to us yeah but she wanted to be my friend but it was the control
1:04:21issue so anyway he was able to trigger me in all you know from all of these these memories
1:04:30and so i’m being taught okay i’m going through the divorce so i go okay i decide to let go of
1:04:35that but now i was still having all of the pain and the anguish and the fear
1:04:41and um i’m still working on non-fear and this is when i was told that yeah my serotonin i was
1:04:48getting my serotonin because how can i get rid of i finally make the decision i’m doing what i’m supposed to how come all this stuff keep happening and um it was because i had to keep producing
1:05:01aces so you need to find ways to pull back from that need and that’s when i decided that i would
1:05:10get excited whenever i saw a butterfly or a sunset now people want proof what about this serotonin thing there’s a really interesting experience
1:05:21i had i was working with somebody who had one of these really advanced biofeedback machines
1:05:30and the biofeedback uh said that i was addicted to the victim on i went into i was so upset i
1:05:41go oh my gosh when can i just be addicted to alcohol or something normal like that
1:05:49don’t they know what to do with that don’t they but when you’re addicted to victim how do you so that’s how i kept bringing in experiences to make me a victim and
1:06:00uh and so she said hey but there’s this button here where you can reverse that
1:06:06i go okay well let’s try this now it wasn’t in her training um so we were experimenting
1:06:16and i almost lost my life because it turned out to be my core personality
1:06:22was victim and so i stopped producing serotonin and i could hardly lift my arm
1:06:34so i check in with the healer and he says well you were lucky you didn’t die because but you’re an old soul so you got through it but so that’s my proof when when my core identity was reversed
1:06:49and of course it didn’t stick because i wasn’t ready for it i didn’t have the lesson
1:06:55and so here i’m going to hound it in when you get the lesson things have the permission to disappear
1:07:03from your life so i had to get the lesson to stand up for myself i knew i needed to
1:07:10do that but i had to pray and it is so hard it was excruciating to stand up for myself when i wasn’t
1:07:21when i was trained to do otherwise and people who are brought up in more uh sane families uh
1:07:31more healthy families where they teach the child to have a sense of self they can’t relate to
1:07:37that and they can’t relate to why would a woman go back to an abusive relationship and it’s like this
1:07:44magnetic thing you you don’t you know you see it you and you but then your mind has to excuse it oh
1:07:53well he’ll get better and so your mind will come in and make the excuses but it’s not your
1:07:58mind that’s doing it it’s this it’s just like this magnetic attractor that you need that to
1:08:06stay alive and be safe in an insane way and in the case of a woman who’s with an abuser well
1:08:16she sometimes she ends up getting killed but she was safe in the sense that this is where she felt
1:08:25familiar yes so we feel safe around that which is familiar that’s why we have xenophobia
1:08:34you know when you’re in a room full of people who are not like you you know you you don’t feel if they’re all dressed different or whatever is because they’re
1:08:44not familiar maybe there’s nothing wrong with them but that’s part of our programming that we need to
1:08:53mindfully deconstruct so that we understand when something truly is
1:09:01a threat and it truly isn’t a threat but you can apply this to like refugees people you know i
1:09:09have a daughter living in sweden and they were bri they’ve been bringing refugees up there for quite
1:09:14some time and the people there would complain they go wait a minute these these refugees they don’t
1:09:21they’re bringing refugees from the middle east where they’re going through tons of trauma bombs you name it you know um and they bring them up to sweden where i don’t know if
1:09:32you’ve ever been to sweden but there ain’t much going on there you know it’s just like oh you know
1:09:39everything’s nice you know they’re very even-tempered you know
1:09:46they would never invite tony robbins there believe me he’s too out there for them so
1:09:55but they don’t understand when they bring these refugees and they go well wait a minute they’re in this safe place and they’re going bananas this is because when you you took away too much
1:10:07of their trauma too fast without training their nervous system to adapt to this new form of safety
1:10:22and so i was just pulling right when i was seen and people hearing people on the new you know talking about you know complaining about them how they were ungrateful
1:10:31or they’re just you know impossible or whatever but some of them you know did adapt but it was
1:10:38a big it’s a big problem and it’s a big problem around the world because we have lots of refugees
1:10:43and so and then they end up being a lot of them will end up being um mugged they’re the ones who
1:10:51are getting mugged and so forth it’s not because they’re bad or they deserve it it’s because they still have this energy pattern of trauma so as a species we need to recognize cycles of trauma and
1:11:07stop the cycle of trauma and heal the people and we don’t discount anybody’s story no matter how
1:11:16wild because when you invalidate somebody that’s what happened to me i went to the
1:11:22psychiatrist i just did that because i was in the divorce you can only go to the people who are
1:11:30um certified by the court right you know as bona fide uh what they call experts and of course
1:11:40i went to him and and because i needed i needed something for my nerves and um he said well point blank he says i was taught that that’s a fantasy there’s no such
1:11:49thing as satanic virtual abuse and that it’s all your imagination he told me point blank and he was a very good soul a very good-hearted person but he believed his training
1:12:02so this is where we’ve got to do the education and also you know like when i meet a schizophrenic
1:12:11now i don’t believe the story that they’re telling me that all these people are after them and all these wild things are happening but i i take it in as if okay that’s really real to them
1:12:26and they need to feel safe by somebody just listening the act of compassionate listening
1:12:34can be so healing and so this gets to what i do in in my practice um it’s this
1:12:44it was explained to me by the the term placticus which is an aztec term for heart heart and so
1:12:55the aztec shaman understood that if somebody’s been through a trauma and they’ve completely
1:13:02healed from it then when somebody comes to them to simply talk to them and relate their experience
1:13:11just by the act of communicating heart to heart the wisdom of that healing
1:13:18transfers to that person because that’s the way we’re designed how beautiful is that
1:13:28so that’s why i got so excited that i go oh i got clear though i don’t have any demons no no no that stuff i got i was vetted by more than one healer i said are you sure
1:13:40are you sure i’m not going to do anything crazy i don’t have any programming left or you know and and also that i forgive them and see what does it mean to forgive
1:13:52is that my goal just like eckhart tolle explains the goal wasn’t to forgive the goal was to heal
1:13:59the forgiving comes as a natural byproduct because you’re no longer placing blame on that person i
1:14:09could see i could heal first like when i realized that my father had to go through horrendous things
1:14:18to do the horrendous things to me because we don’t do this
1:14:24you just don’t find a human being who will do that naturally why do they have to train soldiers
1:14:31to kills because it’s not our instinct to kill okay so i had to go into that and go and then now
1:14:40this might be a little bit much for some people but i i do believe that we make soul contracts
1:14:48and um and i did have a soul contract with my father to do this um and he actually did a service
1:14:58because this was the excuse that got me to the healer so that i could go and retrieve all my soul pieces from past lives and that i had worked with him in lives prior
1:15:10where we were what do you call it uh we were supports for each other this time
1:15:19he had to play this role unfortunately when we come into these roles sometimes we forget
1:15:28well most of the time we forget and we can get distracted by the role and we can go a
1:15:34little too far whatever and um but he did wake up when i was around 11 12 and he realized
1:15:47what he was doing and so he got both me and my brother out of the program and he knew it would
1:15:55mean his death so he died of cancer a very slow long slow death which people will say that was a
1:16:08good way for him to release karma from what he did now this is an interpretation not everybody has to
1:16:14buy into it but it helps me feel more at peace and i’ve communicated with him many times uh since my
1:16:26deepest healing and i’m grateful to him because he in my view he made the greater sacrifice because
1:16:35his soul had to go through so much healing at the soul after doing when a soul performs these types
1:16:45of acts here you don’t just go back to your review board and they say oh bad jobs you do it you know
1:16:54oh we think you know this might be you know no you have some things that really
1:17:00deeply need to be healed and of course you’re supported by angelic beings uh
1:17:07but it was it’s taken him a while and i’m so grateful because now i understand that this was
1:17:19our agreement now of course to die you told if you told me this when i first started that i go what
1:17:28but it took this evolution where i could see this and i start i read the book uh sacred contracts by carolyn miss also if you read louise hay you can heal your life
1:17:40she talks about this and so when we we realized that we are more in command than we
1:17:50think we are and then we can understand that we’re truly not victims and that we can okay i’m not a
1:18:01victim anymore okay this doesn’t just reverse just by thinking that you have to retrain you know and
1:18:07there’s certain circumstances where i go like okay i’m an older person right the computer sometimes
1:18:18i have issues with the computer my relationship with the computer and that will set me off and
1:18:26i have to be careful because i’ll affect it so i go okay i’m sorry i’m sorry sorry
1:18:34yeah i can yeah i don’t want to blow up my computer it’s my friend but sometimes you know getting on websites and trying to negotiate them uh but we’re here for experiences
1:18:46uh but how can we support the people who are going through these experiences right now
1:18:51we can surround them if you’re not in the front lines okay we’re not in the front lines
1:18:58if you’re not in the front lines send everyone compassion all those
1:19:05involved for me to he see to be healed i had to look down at my abuse and i had to look at myself
1:19:14as an equal with all the other players and i had to send compassion and forgiveness because then i
1:19:22forget i i would uh feel blame you know why did i allow this to happen you know these human selves
1:19:31these ideas that we get we get these really crazy crazy notions and we beat ourselves up
1:19:39and i became an expert at beating myself up so i know and it doesn’t take severe trauma to do that
1:19:50a hundred percent that’s so beautiful and i love that you you know it’s always controversial when
1:19:57i talk about not just forgiveness but in looking at multiple different lenses
1:20:06whenever we think about abusers right because when you say i’m going to forgive somebody
1:20:12or i’m trying to understand how that person got to where they are people misinterpret that as
1:20:18we have empathy and excuse what they did right but that’s the piece that’s really missing for
1:20:24a lot of society that does know that this goes on is and it’s very justified the the emotions that
1:20:31stir up when people learn are you know anger and you know just being so mad and enraged
1:20:36and infuriated and i think that’s justified but when we don’t sit here and say we need to have a
1:20:43better understanding of this we need to understand how a perfect innocent child that’s born without
1:20:50hate without any notion of abuse what happens between then and when they do become abusive
1:20:58right and so we’re kind of at the point where we we can understand what an innocent child looks like we know what abuse looks like but bridging that gap between what happens
1:21:08that’s where i think the compassion comes in is to realize oh my gosh what makes a person be so evil that it’s beyond the comprehension of people who hear about it
1:21:19you know these are people that were inflicted with so much trauma had no idea what love was you know
1:21:25that’s not like you said a natural thing for you know somebody to grow up and say i’m just gonna
1:21:31perform horrific you know rituals on my children and prostitute them out you know and again it doesn’t excuse what people do but i love that you’re shedding light on that just because
1:21:41i do think that in healing as a society and in being there for survivors survivors are always the ones i’ve never had a survivor on my show who was like i freaking
1:21:51hope that that all my abusers die and that they die these horrific deaths you know they’re like i hope justice comes i want to get justice but you know that was my dad or that was my somebody in my
1:22:01life that i loved not somebody that i wish would heal i wish they would come to the side that i’m
1:22:06on you know and i wish i could understand or pull them out of that and so i really appreciate you
1:22:13talking about that just because i think that’s really hard for people who haven’t gone through that and who have never traversed such a deep level of healing to understand the layers of
1:22:24how to come out on the other side and to be able to look at the world in a l with a lens that is
1:22:31with compassion and love and empathy and to have that be the frequency that you want to remain on
1:22:37instead of continuing to dip into these anger and fear patterns you know because like how you said
1:22:43that stores in our body you know manifest even if it’s not trauma that we took on if it’s a reaction
1:22:49of something we’re continuously reacting to that’s i mean they want that you know abusers want us in
1:22:55a low vibration and even if that means that we’re angry at them that’s narcissists get off on you
1:23:00know us having a negative reaction to what they do so it’s like our fear and anger reactions feed
1:23:08what they want it makes them more powerful like we’re connecting those emotions to them you know
1:23:13and and i really appreciate that you kind of talk about hey we need to we need to cut that cord you know we need to focus on how do i become the best version of me how do i raise my frequency and
1:23:24not have these attachments to people other than trying to understand while remaining in a place
1:23:30of healing and you know higher frequency myself well that this is what jesus came to teach yes
1:23:38when he was okay if you’re you have a problem with forgiveness then what about when he’s on the
1:23:44cross in the middle of being tortured and he says father forgive them for they know not what they do
1:23:56he knew how to hold compassion even while abuse was being perpetrated upon him
1:24:08in the moment so i thought okay i learned how to forgive something in the past now my goal
1:24:15is to be able to forgive in the moment the way it’s portrayed in this beautiful story
1:24:21and that and we focus on all the trauma and you know the nails and we get all we get all um
1:24:29distracted by the story and you go wait you forgot the whole point the whole point look at what he’s
1:24:36doing his most beautiful thing he’s saying at this time and we’re not talking about that part of the
1:24:45story that that is the big part of the story and it’s compassion you know what compassion is and i
1:24:54love i got this definition from anthony williams compassion is love that understands suffering
1:25:06yes so the world needs compassion so if a person sees a terrible thing and they’re feeling like
1:25:17oh i’m so angry or they want revenge whatever if they couldn’t leave but they’re sending actually
1:25:23it’s eating themselves right so when we anybody that we destroy it’s actually affecting anybody
1:25:30else so when you’re imploding on yourself you’re doing a disservice to humankind so you’re not
1:25:37you’re not separate from everybody so be good to yourself be kind to yourself and go okay
1:25:43i went through this anger i’ve got this i get to process it how can i transmute it to at least a place of neutrality so that i’m not feeding the flame
1:25:56okay and um we can still talk about these things there are to be able to talk about
1:26:05things without getting overly emotional we get overly emotional when we still
1:26:12have unhealed pieces when i listened so one of the things i wanted to do to vet myself to see okay
1:26:18can i really help people is i watched uh several of the trials of the itnj have you heard of them
1:26:28no i don’t think so the international tribunal of natural justice and they interviewed um the gal
1:26:36from australia wow i forgot her name but i saw her name listed on your website um so they interviewed
1:26:47is it it’s an international tribunal now the people these sra survivors mk ultra um
1:26:55this survivor and the people from the other side who came to this side came in with their
1:27:01documentation and said this is what i have the documentation the police records this this this
1:27:07this so i could and they would go explicitly into the tortures and what happened to them
1:27:17and i found that i was able to hold compassion around that and i didn’t go into reaction so
1:27:24that was my test for myself i’m going okay i did heal that i did heal that and even if i don’t do
1:27:33anything further with that healing because i’m connected to everybody that’s helping everybody
1:27:43in some way so we all can be of service just by as michael jackson says no look the man in the mirror
1:27:53take care of the man the woman in the mirror take care of that person in the mirror give that
1:27:59person compassion give the fur in order to get to forgiveness now this was the hard part of the path
1:28:05for giving the self that’s why i like the ho’oponopono prayer because it’s very
1:28:10general and um it’s like you’re talking from both sides when you’re saying the ho’oponopono prayer
1:28:19i am sorry please forgive me thank you i love you this is from the hawaiian tradition
1:28:27and it’s just i sing it it says it and oh my gosh i’m going to tears you know and i had to
1:28:34do a lot of healing around my father and with all the over this is the other thing i want
1:28:39to pass on that was very fascinating to me in my healing with all the over-the-top stuff my dad did
1:28:46whereas my mom was just kind of like a she was there she had her hands tied if she said
1:28:52anything she’d get thrown in the loony bin she couldn’t you know yeah he’s threatened
1:28:58to to put her away your mom wasn’t involved she was being abused also yes and she was 15 years
1:29:05younger so she was like one of the kids i mean she was so she was in that category but my mother
1:29:16rejected me because um she got married to my father because she got pregnant with me
1:29:28so she blamed me for all of her problems so from the very get-go she rejected me in my healing
1:29:41the deepest hurt was being rejected by my mother it wasn’t the satanic rituals it wasn’t the
1:29:50prostitution it wasn’t being abused physically and sexually by my father it was being rejected
1:29:56by my mother hurt me more deeply so folks take that one and understand the power of the mother
1:30:07and if you don’t love your child please allow somebody else to love that child
1:30:18so um that was i i just i was flabbergasted now this took years of of healing but that was really hard that was really hard and it’s so
1:30:30understandable you know that’s something if people just had a great relationship with their mother
1:30:35you know you don’t realize like you know one of my guests that i had on john paul rice he talks about
1:30:42children babies the the mother and the father those are like god to the child you know the child
1:30:47doesn’t that’s their hold they eat breathe live their parents they’re dependent on them that’s the only things that the child knows and depends on every day are the parents and the mother you
1:30:57know that connection and when you don’t have that the different side effects that end up
1:31:03unconsciously you know holding performing and being created in that in that child’s young
1:31:09impressionable mind you know it’s that’s another thing i don’t think as a society we we’ve gotten
1:31:16away from that you know there obviously is an agenda to break up the family unit which has been very successful in a lot of ways but then there’s also you know women empowerment which is so great
1:31:27but at the same token it it’s putting pressure on women to say you’re worthless if you are at home
1:31:32being a mom you need to be out working and be you know a badass woman and you know a boss babe and
1:31:39you know again not that i have anything against women who work but that
1:31:45that young baby and that young child just needing that i don’t think people realize you know
1:31:51the extent of damage it does when that mother’s not there for the child so i appreciate you
1:31:57talking about that a little bit yes and there’s something energetic called the mother chord that
1:32:04doesn’t exist there’s no father chord the child it’s it’s like an uh an energetic embolical
1:32:15psychological level we say that the child needs attachment you know that’s the good form of
1:32:22attachment we’re talking you know in the religious spiritual sense we don’t want to be attached right
1:32:27but we’re talking in the psychological um form with uh children is that the small
1:32:34child attaches and so this is an abuse that just is absolutely awful is corporate daycare i had i
1:32:45i ended up working corporate daycare a few years ago and i’m going why spirit why did you send me
1:32:50here and i go oh my gosh i felt like i was at the other end of the abuse here i’m with the clipboard
1:32:58and what they did is they had it i was in the infant room and i can’t remember if we had
1:33:0510 or 12 babies uh for two adults every two hours we had to change the diaper every two
1:33:13for each child every two hours we had to feed each child and we had to record all of this
1:33:21on two on a piece of paper and also on a tablet and send the information to the parents so the
1:33:27parents knew in time real time your child just pooped and this is how much they so we
1:33:33had no time to hold the babies they’re crying i thought the first three days i thought i’m gonna
1:33:40i’m gonna lose it i’m gonna cry i mean oh my god i feel like an abuser and everybody think nobody
1:33:46thinks anything is wrong with this and i’m going so we have to open our eyes where we go
1:33:54wait a minute we really have to understand what it really means to be in a human body i do believe
1:34:02that we’re spirits that live in human bodies but when we’re in this body we need to respect
1:34:09what i call our the is the setup and the setup is this bonding that happens
1:34:15with the child and is specifically with them now the father is important but the mother is like if the mother rejects the child it is it runs deeper and uh so
1:34:33i i thought that is something that people really really need to know and we need to support
1:34:38motherhood yes we need to support it and that women don’t have to go out there and they make
1:34:45great managers uh this is the time of the divine feminine energy is rising but we need balance we
1:34:52need we need the divine masculine as well as the divine feminine and this is what comes together
1:34:59and this is where we have the father the mother and the child the first the first
1:35:05trinity the father mother child and um if we don’t solve that triangle the spiritual okay
1:35:15let me talk about the spirit path directly that if a person wants to heal from this
1:35:22abuse they have to be on a spiritual path there’s no no it doesn’t matter what religion you’re
1:35:32okay i’m not telling you have to be this religion or that religion spiritual meaning
1:35:38you’re connected to the source to god whatever you want to call it something bigger than yourself
1:35:47and understand that you are more than you extend way beyond the limits of your skin and people are
1:35:57telepathic it just you know it’s i can just keep talking and talking i am so sorry we’re going on a
1:36:03bit over time here so we have no i appreciate you and i would love to have you on again i feel like
1:36:10we just kind of scratched the surface on some things and i know like how i told you before we started recording you’re somebody i could have on 500 times and always have something to talk about
1:36:20so i appreciate you i think this was a great you know way for people to get to know you who
1:36:25maybe haven’t heard your story yet and i i mean i’ve learned a lot from listening to the other
1:36:32interview that you sent me and then just how you word things i think you take really hard concepts
1:36:37and break them down in ways that people can digest and understand you know and i love that you’re out
1:36:43there talking about a lot of this because not many people are and and hopefully that’ll change
1:36:48i know more and more people are out there talking about it you know but it starts with people like you that are willing to be first and to pave the way even if for years and years and years just
1:36:57like with kathy o’brien like i can’t imagine coming out and talking when when she started
1:37:02or even you know when you did or some of these other amazing women who started talking
1:37:07way before you know these last few years when people like me have woken up to it you know so i just i honor you for everything that you’ve done because i can’t i can’t fathom what you’ve
1:37:17been through and i’m so sorry for everything you’ve been through and i’m so inspired by what you’ve done with it you know you’ve done more with your life and understand more in your life than
1:37:26most people who haven’t gone through trauma you know and i just think as a world we have so much to learn from all of you on what we’re capable of and healing and these really complex things
1:37:37that happen as a result from trauma and abuse and you know i’m grateful that that you came
1:37:42on and shared space with me today and i’d love for you to if you want to just talk for just a minute about positive shifting where people can find you and connect with you with that
1:37:52and we can obviously bring you one again and talk more in depth about it but i think that’s really special that that you know you’re doing this work and i’d love to share it with people
1:38:01oh thank you oh well um it’s positiveshifting.com uh i do spiritual coaching um and basically um
1:38:11the vast majority of people come to me have no idea what my background is they just know that i
1:38:17have a trauma background i don’t go into detail because it’s it’s still not very relatable and
1:38:26um and i didn’t want to make that my identity either it’s something that happened to me
1:38:34it’s like you know do you say that since you went to this gym and now you’re a bodybuilder you know
1:38:40forever you know you went i went to the gym and i worked out you know i’m not a bodybuilder so um and and i just it’s for people who are serious about
1:38:52becoming what they were meant to be you know uncovering that diamond i believe that everybody’s
1:38:58like got this diamond uh inside that’s shining uh but we can’t see it because it’s just been
1:39:07you know layered over with experiences and we’ve layered it over with the with beliefs
1:39:13and things that hold us back so um it just is so liberating to watch people
1:39:21uh get those aha moments to know oh this is who i really am and to but basically i have to
1:39:31honor where they are at and i meet people where they’re at and um and some people are just wanting
1:39:39to just do better uh at their job and they want to progress spiritually uh that way uh because 70
1:39:53of the spiritual path is emotional processing so people who are in his self-help and learning about
1:40:01themselves are on the spiritual path and they really well actually we all are on the spiritual
1:40:06path you know whether we declare it or not but um the people who are mindfully on the spiritual path
1:40:13um is just most of it is because our connection our interpreting devices are emotions
1:40:23we we know what’s going on through our emotions those are what give us cues and if we didn’t have
1:40:30emotions then we wouldn’t this is the way we’re set up as human beings right and we have very
1:40:36intense emotions so we have to learn how um how to use them as tools for our benefit instead of
1:40:45becoming victims of our emotions so it’s all about reframing i like to reframe things so
1:40:52when somebody comes in i watch their speech pattern and then i’ll go oh i see the theme
1:41:01do you see the theme and then we pick up the theme it’s not about the details we get caught
1:41:07in the details just like jesus on the cross we go oh my god the cross the thorns the blood
1:41:14wait a minute what did he say what did he say that was so profound you guys that was
1:41:21it he came there with this beautiful message so i want to end with that that you know um
1:41:30like to send everybody compassion and i invite everybody to uh move into their compassion
1:41:37for all the beings uh that exist here so that’s just beautiful and are you on social media at all
1:41:46or is your website the best place for people to find you the website is the best place um
1:41:52i’m not really good at social media i started doing instagram but on instagram i just post
1:42:00all of mostly uh my healthy food it kind of like we had we didn’t talk about the um personality uh
1:42:11disorder thing but it’s just kind of fun for me that okay now i have this personality on instagram
1:42:17and it’s all but it’s all about helping people and i am going to i’m trying to figure out how to
1:42:24put things out in snippets so that um it’s digestible for the average person
1:42:30not just for no i get to speak openly about sra because of you but i don’t do that
1:42:40uh i’m still sorting out how to to do things without getting put in a niche
1:42:46so i’m i want to reach as many people as possible to tell them that you know
1:42:52no matter who you are no matter what your your background no matter what your journey
1:42:57is healing is possible and joy is possible and the rubber band effect is true i’ve talked about
1:43:07that in the past but i got to experience it and you’ve heard about the rubber band effect right
1:43:13and so for listeners you know the the farther back in darkness you go when you let go of
1:43:18the rubber band the further you get so in in november i was dealing with excess joy
1:43:29i was so ungrounded for a few weeks ago well okay this is like anxiety because i still can’t
1:43:34get pipe but it’s really cool
1:43:40that’s an imbalance and i went to my naturopath she said well i think that’s a good problem to have everybody else has been coming in with depression so
1:43:51so there it’s like it these experiences clean you out they scour you out
1:43:58and if you can appreciate that and appreciate your new vessel if you will then you can go and and help other people and spread the joy and um and the hope
1:44:14well i’m so grateful for you you’re such a beautiful soul and your heart just radiates so brightly and and so does everything about you and i’m so grateful that you chose to come on here
1:44:23today and for people listening i will link her website and then if she’s able to give me her
1:44:28instagram handle do you have a handle are people able to follow you on instagram or is that more of like your personal page kind of no i i made it public but you know it’s not going to be real
1:44:38exciting stuff it’s going to be just fun little things so it’s okay yeah i’ll have to figure
1:44:47out how to like me and technology oh it’s always a work in progress there’s so much and then once you
1:44:53learn it they add new features and do new stuff it’s just you know never ends so i’ll link all of
1:44:59her information below in the show notes please everybody continue to say prayers for kaelyn
1:45:04as she continues to sort out how to best present this information to the public and then speak out
1:45:11on platforms like this i think everybody that listens knows that spiritual attacks are real
1:45:17and there’s a lot of opposition that doesn’t want people like kaelin to have a voice and to be able
1:45:22to to share this information so people like like you and me can learn so continue to pray for
1:45:28her go support her business follow her on social media reach out to her contact her on her website
1:45:34hire her and just shower her with love and and compassion and take everything that she learned
1:45:40and spread that love and compassion with everybody that you come in contact with that that i think is the best way that you can honor kaelyn and the legacy that that she’s creating and gonna leave
1:45:50behind so thank you all for listening god bless you and we will see you all next week
I include an “Introduction” to this post which I have put at the end so as to least distract from this post as possible.
Baby Roast Story
I post this latest addition to the baby roast story, as I was the one that originally blogged this story. 2020 Mar 23 Queen Mother of Darkness’s Special Pot Roast (SBFIS Part 2)[3], and I perhaps understand the significance of what Jessie was saying better than most.
Others that do or should – the ROR “army”, the radio/podcast/video show hosts and listeners on shows that Jessie speaks on apparently never seek to summarise or pass the information on in a way that is understood better by the wider public. Quite why I am not sure. I will.
There is now one notable exception to this and that is a blog that listens to many of Jessie’s radio/podcast/video programmes and actually does the time consuming connecting of the pieces and explaining them. It is unrivalled work of immense quality and takes huge efforts in research. The blog I am referring to is Lifting the Wool[14]. The latest post from that blog, as I start writing is Ritual of Blasphemy[7] which deals with another of these affidavits released, although by the time I finish this post there may be more posted, as the work done is prodigious.
It seems from information that Tim Holmseth has released on his blog [11] that Jessie has made a series of affidavits and that they are now being released with her permission. The former judge who appears to have overseen the affidavit was Randi Lynn Erickson. However these releases by Holmseth seem to be in response to the release of some of the affidavits some time ago possibly by opposition lawyers, Droel Law but I am not certain on that.
Whoever it was that originally released some placed Jessie in greater danger, probably not so much directly from the people she named who would have been informed anyway, but from assassins from the brotherhood /illuminati system, of which there are several groups. The release could be seen as a means to flag or signal that certain action to be taken. Holmseth and lawyer Erickson I assume would be in danger as well.
I also believe that there was a court case to ask for protection due to this lawyer release of affidavits, but that protection was denied. Although I saw mention of a case a few times I did not follow it and I could be wrong. I am assuming that protection was denied and Tim Holmseth is now publicly releasing some affidavits on various issues with permission from Jessie, as presumably again, the public release of outrageous criminal behaviour of the Luciferian Brotherhood now is justified due to the downside of the danger they are in anyway.
An affidavit is a sworn statement of truth for which afaik there is no higher legal statement of truth. An affidavit is typically defined as a written declaration or statement that is sworn or affirmed before a person who has authority to administer an oath. In the USA when a person signs an affidavit, that person is eligible to take the stand at a trial or evidentiary hearing. One party may wish to summon the affiant (person who makes the sworn statement) to verify the contents of the affidavit, while the other party may want to cross-examine the affiant about the affidavit.
It would appear that Holmseth has also put himself in danger, even more than he was before from his work with the Pentagon Pedophile Task Force. Hence also see TCH Operation Alert Donald Trump [10] for Holmseth’s story about the link to Trump and the FBI raid and the fundraiser.
What is the big deal about what is being revealed?
There are several affidavits so far. In this post I am just dealing with the baby roast one but there are other ones about Presidents and high level figures such as HRC in connection with torture and murder.[11]
In this “baby roast” Affidavit, a copy of which is reproduced below, Jessie is exposing the murder of babies by the Head of the Illuminati, the Queen Mother of Darkness, (QMOD), who was Jessie’s Proctor. [A Proctor is a trainer in the illuminati to enable the trainee or successor get the skills to take the position that they were chosen for.] Jessie is also alleging that the US Post Office delivered live babies drugged up and/or with their mouths taped up.
Jessie’s Proctor, the Queen Mother of Darkness, was also Jessie’s grandmother. She is named in this affidavit as Clara Odelia Acker Church. Jessie was chosen iirc about the age of 4, as the Successor to her grandmother who was the Queen Mother of Darkness.
[The way the term Successor is used by Jessie is confusing as it is used differently to the general usage certainly that I had come across before. Jessie being Successor to the QMOD does not mean that she succeeded to the post of QMOD. The title of Successor in the illuminati, for this example to the QMOD, seems to mean that they are chosen to succeed to that post of QMOD in the future, after they have undergone training. Until they actually become QMOD they are known as the Successor, not as we, the public, might use the term, that they are the successor only when they have achieved the position.]
Another added aggravating dynamic in this situation is that some positions, of which these top Mother of Darkness posts are included, are that the trainers [Proctors] know that they are training up a person who when that person succeeds to the position they are being trained for, will chop off the head of the very person who has been training them. A trains B who chops off head of A when B takes the position.
The QMOD was Head of the Illuminati, but was superceded by the antichrist on 24 April 2020, see my post from just before, 2020 Apr 14 Gloria Vanderbilt and the Rising of the antiChrist[6].
The 5th and final ritual of the consummation of the antichrist did not actually take place due to Covid restrictions but the antichrist still assumed his position, see 2020 Jun 4 Obama is now running the Satanic Council[8]. I am extrapolating that the full months preparation and associated events that took place on the previous 4 readings of the books also did not take place for the fifth reading, but I do not know.
For a shorter version about the antichrist from before the event see 2020 Apr 16 AntiChrist Rising – The When and Where and How[9]
I believe the 5 Mothers of Darkness now take orders from the Antichrist and are now second in the satanic hierachy (or at least this part of it, if there are are other more secret parts.)
“Baby Roast” Affidavit
The source is 2022 Aug 17 TCH Breaking Now – US Court US Postal Service Delivered Children for Human Roasts Holmseth [1]
I pick out some items of interest after the screenshots…
Update I have just been provided the text of the affidavit by a very kind soul, and I have sourced a better quality copy of the affadavits than when I blogged this article.
1) I (Jessie Marie Czebotar) sworn under the pains and penalty of perjury claim the following facts to be the truth. And that I am of age, of sound mind, and competent to put these facts upon the record.
2) I would like to submit upon the record the knowledge that the Luciferian Brotherhood works in conjunction with the US Postal System to provide retired elite Members of the System with children for consumpiton. In the early 1980’s I was present and witnessed that the majority of Luciferian Brotherhood High Priests and Priestesses I experienced in rituals from 1981 – 1987 retired in nursing homes in the Peoria, Il; Middleton, Wi; Stoughton, WI; Veronia WI areas. These nursing homes are marked with the French Symbol, the Masonic Compass, or a variation of the male Symbol of hte Compass or the receiving female Chalice or V symbol. These facilities supply children for consumption to the Elite through:
1. The United States Postal Service
2. Hand Delivery from local Human Farmers
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3) I testify that during the years 1981 – 1987 I visited many of these nursing facilities with Clara Odelia Acker Church. During our visits I witnessed infants and children being delivered by hand and by regular US Postal mail to the facilities for the purpose of consumption by the retired Elite.
a) If they came by hand, it meant that someone who looked like a nanny or babysitter would bring the baby or child and hand them off to the person they were to deliver to. The story was always the same, “They were the babysitter who was helpign the child to visit their grandparent.” The first few times I witnessed this, I noticed that I never saw the child leave the facility.
b) when by mail, the children came with a sedative and were sleeping. There were times they were shipped with just string tied aroudn them and their mouths gagged. When we started visiting the cooks in Peoria, IL; or Madison/Middleton, WI are nursing facilities, I saw children arriving in mailboxes or crates in what looked like plastic wrap. I have
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horrific memories of people being suffocated with plastic bags over the head. When I saw the children in plastic wrap, I would start to panic.
Several of the larger nursing facilities had large refrigeration units. I saw children hung in these refrigeration units. Someo f the ‘meat factory” supply also came from nearby farms with large barns. Because the areas had high Norwegian and Swedish cultures, they use the old procurement methods for meat. I saw bodies hung with salt, smoked, or cured into sausages and blood sausages. At one of the Peoria Nursing facilities, I would see the retired nuns working in the kitchen areas with old meat grinders grinding up the human meat.
c) I also saw children come in with crates of iced fish and would watch them get chopped up, baked and cooked. The ovens at these facilities at the time were the older large brick ovens or big fireplaces. Several times during the holidays I did see people roasted on spitfires like a pig roast, they were served like a turkey for holiday meals.
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d) as a child there were several special occasions that Clara Odelia Acker Church made her “Special Pot Rost”. If you ask her why it is so special, she will say it is becuase her secret ingredient is Cordial Brandy. The truth is that this pot roast is made usually with human meat, or a few times it was our pets or neighbors’ pets. I witnessed her prep this roast several times. In my younger years, I saw her put my cousin Amanda (Freye) Schroader in a large turkey roaster. She would then have me help her peel carrots, potatoes, celery, etc. At first, she made it seem like a game. Amanda would sit still and play with the food being put into the pot with her. When Clara took out the oven racks and started the oven I was terrified. I started fighting Clara. She looked at me and said, “We have to have dinner.” I begged and pleaded for Amanda. The catch was that Amanda’s life was spared but then a child was delivered to the door and that child became dinner. What the family got that night was not a whole child roasted. The meat had been shredded off bones, all evience tossed and just meat served with juices.
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In [sic] June 24, 2018 I witnessed what we call Command Structure going out among 9th circle and Order of Melchizedek Masonic Members starting from Clara Church. When commands go out, they will be initiated by a Higher Elite member such as a Mother of Darkness or a Satanic Councilman. From there they will go down the chain through the Grand High Priests/Priestesses to those who run the System’s business matters. Those involved in this chain are:
a) Clara Church (Queen Mother of Darkness) with assistance from Julie Cato (Church). b) Brian Cain (High Pirest of the East/South Quadrants under Laurie Cabot Kent). c) Christian Day (High Pirest of the East/South Quadrants under Laurie Cabot Kent). d) Lanzifer Eligos Longinus (Head of Sovereign Military Order of Satanic Templars in TX) e) Lucien Greaves (Head Protector for the Luciferian Brotherhood System. Lucien has direct contact with Clara Church and answers to no one but the Mothers of Darkness)
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The Lucifer Sigil shown on page 1 of Exhibit B, is the old guard seal or mark of a protector in the System. They would have it tattooed on their upper arm, back shoulder blade, front peck, or back of neck. If the Serpent circle is going around the sigil, it is a sign that they are a 9th circle member.
Exhibits
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A few items of interest from the affidavit.
Jessie says that majority of people of prominence the Luciferian Brotherhood that she experienced in rituals from 1981-1989 retired to nursing homes in Peoria, Illinois; Middleton, Stoughton and Verona all in Wisconsin.
An american definition of nursing home is a place for people who do not need to be in a hospital but can not be cared for at home. In Britain we might call this a care home or an old aged persons home.
Jessie said that all the nursing homes that the Luciferian Botherhood retired to were marked with the “French Symbol,” the Masonic compass or a variation on this and the receiving female chalice or V symbol. I am unsure what is meant by the French symbol or if it is inclusive of the compass and V or separate.
Most people know the masonic compass and setsquare (v)
It was the nursing homes thus marked that provide children to the “elite”.
I found this nursing home which is in Peoria Illinois. I have no idea if this is one of the nursing homes referred to but Heartis Village could be said to have a variation on the compass and chalice.
Jessie’s affidavit says that when she visited the nursing homes with Clara Church, her proctor and grandmother, she witnessed babies being delivered. If they were from local “human farms” they were always with the cover story that the person delivering was the baby sitter delivering them to their grandparents.
If they arrived by US Post Office the babies were drugged and/ or had their mouths taped. Also she had seen them delivered in plastic wrap.
Larger nursing facilities had refrigeration units with children hung in there. Some areas had Norwegian and Swedish culture and she also saw children preserved by salting, smoking or cured in sausaged or blood sausages. In one of the Peoria facilities she saw nuns grinding up human meat.
Jessie also saw children arrive in crates of iced fish and saw them chopped up, baked and cooked and even spitroasted and served for holiday meals.
Jessie also witnessed her grandmother cooking special pots roasts of children. According to the affidavit, Clara Church put Jessie’s cousin, Amanda Freye Schroader in a large turkey roast pot with water and vegetables. When Jessie argued and started to fight her grandmother to save her cousin, she was told that they have to eat. Amanda was saved but a baby delivered who was then cooked. When served the baby was boned and just flesh and juices served so that it did not look like a baby. Jessie’s mother and father afaik were unaware of the extent of evil around them.
This is a mock up put out when cannibals making the real deal. They use images and symbolism to legally communicate what they are about.
In the Affidavit, Jessie described the Command Structure for the 9th Circle and Order of Melchizedek that she witnessed on a specific date June 24th 2018 and refers to an Exhibit B. It is not clear what this is. For information on the Order of Melchizedek see this post Lifting the Wool What is the Galactic Federation?[21]
The chain of command starts with Clara Church or Queen Mothers of Darkness or Satanic Councilman and goes down to Grand High Priests/Priestess then High Priests and Priestesses. Some people involved are named Clara Church, Julie Cato Church, Brian Cain, Christian Day, Lanzifer Eligos Longinus and Lucien Greaves.
Clara Church’s main demon principality is Ashtoroth also called Lilith or The Queen of Heaven.
For more on Lanzifer Longinus see Lifting the Wool Lanzifer Longinus[15]
I have written on Brian Cain and Christian Day who organise the events at the Halloween Ball in Salem, see Satanic Halloween[16] and Halloween 2021[17]
Christian Day, Austin Shippey and Brian Cain when younger
Lucien Greaves has other names or pseudonyms eg Douglas John Kilrush Mysecko, Douglas Mesner and Douglas Misicko, and is a controversial figure. He was Jessie’s Protector and is the Chief Protector in the Luciferian Brotherhood system, which he managed to achieve as a child, through official fights against adults.
Doug took the role of any killing the pair were forced to do so that Jessie remained clean of all direct killing.
Doug is head of the Satanic Temple which certainly brings mainstream attention to itself over various satanic issues. Why? Other satanic organisations tend to be secretive.
Lucien Greaves
The affidavit again mentions Exhibit B, part of which is Lucifer sigil, an old guard seal or Mark of Protector in the system, usually tattooed on a protectors upper body.
This is normally the Lucifer Sigil
If there is a serpent circle around the tattoo the affidavit says it depicts the wearer is 9th circle member. Child Sacrifice Cult network
I have found this, perhaps the tattoos are similar.
Lifting the Wool has already blogged on the latest affidavit which details how James F Volpe Police Chief raped Doug/Lucien’s sister and killed all his family in front of him when he was a small boy, whilst he and Jessie had to maintain posture.[18]
This blog referred to Jessie first telling publicly of that rape and killing… 2020 Mar 29 cathyfoxblog Forged Through Brokenness (SBFIS Part 4)[19]
Lucien was Jessie’s training partner and protector. They were made to undergo rituals together. If you read or reread the Silence Breaks Forth into Song Series then Lucien was always the little boy, with the little girl Jessie.
One such ritual is in this post also with details of the Queen Mother of Darkness’s Special Pot Roast. Queen Mother of Darkness’s Special Pot Roast (SBFIS Part 2)[3]
To find a list all of my posts on Jessie see [4] 2021 Jan 15 cathyfoxblog Jessie Czebotar – My Whistleblower and Woman of the Year 2020.
Despite my differences with Jessie, many of which were apparent by the time I blogged the post above , I objectively felt that she deserved the accolade.
Introduction and Explanation about Jessie and other matters
I fell out with Jessie for the final time in April 2021 over the issue of misinformation/ disinformation being given to listeners of Right on Radio (ROR) by Jeff when Jessie went on the run. In the aftermath of that there was slander of me by David Zublick on his Dark Outpost show, which Jessie said she would correct and did not do so. I have not been in contact with her since.
I had told Jessie months before this that I felt she had betrayed me over her lack of proper explanation to me about the photograph that she provided, which I used in good faith. Although I believe that she genuinely thought it was her, it turned out that it was most probably not.
Before that I had made clear that I was very unhappy with the way she was raising money back to when the patreon first started. I believe she was getting bad advice.
Jessie is often her own worst enemy and the way that she dealt with this photo situation was terrible, counter productive and it did not need to be. I had used the photo in this blog You are a child…[2] as well as in Antichrist Rising – The When and Where and How[9] and months later had been the one who had first told Jessie of people posting about the existence of a very similar photo in an old library book. I had a responsibility to my readers to explain that, and Jessie refused to give me an explanation with which I could do that, after I had been waiting a considerable time for her to get the information from the library. I felt gaslighted and betrayed.
I realise, as some people have pointed out to me, that I was the first person to publicly support her in a strong manner and brought her to the attention of many, and thus I am responsible for many people following her. Some of those blame me for doing so as they have turned sour on Jessie. My responsibility to those people and all my readers for an explanation about the photograph is one that I still have not met and I realise that, and I am sorry. I apologise for that, but this is still not the time for a full explanation. What I will do is to add to the photo in that post a note to come to this post, pending any possible further explanation. Not perfect but better than leaving it as no explanation.
Suffice to say at the time of the fallout with Jessie, I was dealing with
attack from Jessie that I was somehow responsible for Glamis/ Belenoff’s message to her and that she blamed me for her having to go on the run. That I was responsible was totally and utterly false, as Jessie later admitted, after I had had 2 horrific days and nights of worry that her or her children might be harmed and that somehow I was responsible or would even blamed by police etc if something did happen to them;
Right on Radio spreading misinformation/ disinformation to his listeners about Belenoff and about Jessie not being on the run
message from Jeff Right on Radio, that I was not to blog until he said that I could!!
attacks from some Jessie’s supporters on twitter
slander from David Zublicks show
dealing with attacks on me from those who thought I was in league with a liar, all of whose information was false. This last issue also spilt over into moderators of my own Telegram discussion group
defending Jessie in private to several dissatisfied people, some with justified complaints and some unjustified attacks on her
and more…
Any statement that I made in that delicate and complicated situation needed to be backed up with the facts checked thoroughly by me. To write wholly accurately I needed to check hundreds if not thousands of messages. I was ill with my chronic illness for 5 months after the falling out and did not even blog. I have since not felt like wading into the relevant messages at all. I realise my failure to address the situation and apologise for it.
Many attacks on Jessie were unjustified by the facts but understandable as Jessie did not address properly the issues raised.
Several supporters of Jessie, who had even given money to her, but with genuine questions were banned and silenced from ROR platforms. Some of Jessie’s cult like supporters have a lazy, inaccurate and disgusting tendency to publicly categorise anyone who asks questions as being a satanist. Most of the accusers, contrary to their behaviour, claim to be Christians. I saw many many examples on twitter. Inaccurate and counterproductive.
I also saw part of one of the most disgraceful radio/podcast/video shows that I have ever seen/heard with several radio/podcast/video hosts on Right on Radio. The radio/podcast/video shows played the victim card and all claimed to have been attacked due to association with Jessie. No valid questioners were deemed to exist. If there were any good people they were accused of being cognitively dissonant, others selfish or high level agents! They also were threatened with magik against them! Yet all participants again afaik purporting to be Christians.
Supporters of Jessie but with valid questions were met with this onslaught of ad hominem attacks, demonisation and abuse and so I guess many so treated did not remain supporters and distrust and counter allegations increased. It was an object lesson in how not to address valid questions. However it was probably good for the radio/podcast/video shows – hits and subs, ratings and bringing in the dollar.
I spent hundreds of hours particularly on posts The Five Child Trafficking Networks and Structure of the Illuminati [5] written but not posted before I had even contacted Jessie and 2020 Apr 14 cathyfox blog Gloria Vanderbilt and the Rising of the antiChrist[6]. I did this to put Jessie’s allegations which could be seen as “woo woo” into a context so that people would understand that what Jessie was talking about was real. I am proud of what I did.
In contrast many radio/podcast/video programmes thrive and get subscriptions and hits and money based on controversy and drama and that is not a good thing when matters of such import are at stake. Radio/podcast/video programmes also are not a format for accurate checks of what was said, as few people ever search through hours of badly catalogued, badly shownoted programming to find exactly what was said. Why are they not catalogued or shownoted and timestamped? This is a recipe for rumours and argument and so it has proved.
Just for understanding, although I promoted in my blog all the radio/podcast/video programmes that Jessie chose to go on some months after we were first in contact, in a bid to help her, I have only ever listened to half a dozen or so of her radio/podcast/video programmes. I did read the transcripts of all those I blogged and bits of maybe a few more.
Many people who have followed Jessie’s radio/podcast/video programmes will know more than me about what she has said – ironic when for months I was the only one actually summarising and spreading her information. Some people should think hard about that. Absorbing and understanding information is only the start not the end in itself.
Despite my disagreements with Jessie, they should not be used to try and discredit the vast majority of what Jessie says. Having gone through the experiences that she has then some leeway is certainly justified also. It made me smile when I read on a knockers blog, something similar to that I do not critically assess what Jessie says. Nothing is further from the truth.
I decided not to work further with her, despite recognising her courage and truth.
The above explanation is a brief one to enable me to post this “roast” story. I had not intended to ever post again on the issues she talked about, however I feel it is needed just now.
Tim Holmseth is good at releasing the information but not an in intelligible form for most people to understand the significance or often even the data.
Jessie’s information unfortunately is in bits and pieces of information all over radio/podcast/video shows, public and paywall that have benefited, many financially, from the audiences that she brought to them. Piecing the relevant snippets and puzzles together is almost impossible and the radio/podcast/video shows themselves despite the gain they get from Jessie do nothing to summarise the information or provide it in a more succinct format. Sad. Shameful.
There is one blog which has done the almost impossible, as I mentioned before. The blog took on themselves the Herculean task of listening to all the programmes and connecting the pieces and explaining them. It is unrivalled work of immense quality and takes huge effort in research. Lifting the Wool[14]
As I am praising the blog profusely, then just for clarity I am not part of the Lifting the Wools “locals” group and I do not have special password/paywall access to those posts, and do not agree with it. I despise money as a dividing factor or as access to knowledge especially of this importance, and because it is the means of control used by Luciferian oppressors, whilst we fight for the scraps. I think the blog started this policy due to blogposts being abused by anti-Jessie sectors. Anyhow read as much of the blog as you can as well as the free ebook. Lifting the Wool[14]
Finally I will not tolerate ANY abuse or answer any questions on my split with Jessie, from either side or any direction so please do not waste your time or mine.
As this was on youtube and hence publically insecure as it is subject to googles evil whim as to whether it remains viewable I have transferred it to Odysee and added the transcript.
My free wordpress blog is reaching full capacity so in future, I will probably post this sort of post just on my substack, and posts that require wordpress’s good gallery feature for photos I will post on wordpress. So if you want to be kept up to date join my FoxyFox Substack Blog, email list https://foxyfox.substack.com/
Odysee Foxes Channel How I Fought To Ban Child Sacrifice In Uganda[2]
Time and time again I get told stories of social services targeting those who have been abused and targeting their children. It is either by design in which case they should be disbanded and prosecuted or the Social Services are so utterly incompetent that they should be disbanded anyway.
The best way imho for help is to set up survivor groups and help each other.
This story is another of generational targeting of children.
As children are abused by the system when they are young, it makes it hard for them to ever escape the system, which grabs them more and more and so they do not achieve what they would have without the intervention.
It is also another story from Portsmouth, a hot bed of organised child abuse.
Sofie is a pseudonym.
Sofie’s Story
Being born in 1958, I’m no spring chicken any more. Any naivety I had disappeared long ago after I was dragged through the care system. My choice of words today earmark me as slightly right-wing, but my values are truly old-fashioned in respect of children and how they should be protected.
With current access to media, the press is awash with horror stories where the perpetrators are Social Services (or Children’s Services as they like to call themselves nowadays) or Social Services must have had knowledge of what was occuring.
The prolific grooming of vulnerable children in the care system cannot go unnoticed by the so-called “professionals” that are supposed to look after them. Even more abhorrent is the needless loss of a child’s life that seems to be constantly in the press, with Social Services wheeling out the same response of “we have learnt from our mistakes and will do better next time”.
My firm opinion based on my experience is that Social Services are totally corrupt. They consider themselves and their ideals above the law. They constantly perjure themselves in Court and indeed the Family Court readily rubber-stamp anything they say. Even the police kowtow to them, readily discounting anything a loving parent might say.
Even to this day at my age, I am well known to Social Services who totally hate me. I stand my ground. They can’t exploit me sexually or physically, so they still try to impose emotional sanctions. It’s like a sick game to them where they’re not content until they gain the upper hand.
Not so many years ago I had this smarmy underling of a woman from Social Services climbing on her high horse telling me she had a degree in social work. She appeared very proud of that fact until I pointed out that what she had was actually a degree in child snatching.
I had a run in with the head of Portsmouth Social Services a number of years ago. Her name was Cherry Harnott (OBE). Typically obnoxious and obstructive, I appproached my local MP for assistance. He was one hell of a guy. He utilised the assistance of the then Parliamentary Under-Secretary for State Maria Eagle MP. Suddenly the obstruction was cleared with the result I got my entitlement as enshrined in Law.
Cherry Harnott was suddenly not in the employ of Portsmouth Social Services and I can only speculate as to why. That is well known to Social Services, so if I used my correct name I could expect a fresh barrage of abuse from their direction and I still have to tread carefully. I have young lads (not living with me), but there’s no way on this planet I’d give those ogres an excuse to use my children as pawns.
With the internet making research a little easier, I became curious and started looking for people that had gone through the care system along with me. I applied for my records which were a long time coming, so much so that I phoned the records office to enquire why. The person dealing with my request used the term “you poor person” when they spoke to me. They didn’t offer an explanation but it certainly registered in my mind. My records were heavily redacted offering no real insight into what had occurred.
At this point I stumbled across the story by Les Cummings and your work [ie this blog see relevant links after this article]. Now I understood. Peter Prosser was a paedophile. Not only that, he and his staff were guilty of multiple counts of physical assault against children ranging in age from 6 years old to 16 years old. I never witnessed any sexual assaults but I don’t doubt for a minute they occurred.
My particular story isn’t one of sexual abuse. It’s one of physical and emotional abuse. At age 15 and in a good old fashioned school, I aspired to join a technical branch of the armed services. The chance came to attend a military camp albeit during term time. A lot of my school friends were going but my mother vetoed it.
I should point out my mother was a single person, we were what you’d describe as slightly under-privileged and along with my younger brother we lived in a council high-rise. Well, not to be outdone, I waited for my mother to go to work and went back home to collect my belongings. I already had my train warrant and I was going.
So off we went. Arrival at the military base saw us having to sign in at the guard house. And that was when it all went pear-shaped. I was placed under gate arrest and confined to quarters without any explanation. Next morning saw me in front of the duty officer who informed me of my fate.
I was living with my mother when the trip was offered and she reported me missing. She worked part time as a nursing auxilliary so would have returned home just after lunchtime and probably noticed my clothing missing.
I had been listed as a missing person and signed into the clutches of Social Services. The poor chap looked apologetic but bless that man, he pressed some money into my hand and told me to repay him one day. I was put on a train back to Portsmouth, and being totally naïve I thought I’d be returned to my home.
Instead I was whisked off to what are known as Cosham Children’s Cottages and in my case it was Kerr House. The head was “”Uncle” Peter Prosser”” and what I was informed was his wife “Aunty Mary”. All members of staff had to be called Aunty or Uncle. Serving under Prosser were what I would assume were his deputies. There were two couples and referred to as house-parents. Both couples were in their twenties and with hindsight were what I would today call weak and inept. My assigned house-parents were David and Dianne Cooper.
Cosham Children’s Cottage
At Kerr House of the other house-parents the woman’s was Anne and her husband was overly abusive but his name escapes me. There was also another member of staff called Richard (surname unknown) who was always prattling on about his Alfa Romeo. My assigned social worker was Andrew Harmer of Kent Road, Southsea.
It didn’t take long to work out the layout or modus operandi of the place. There were outbuildings there where you wouldn’t enter unless you had a pal with you. Friendships were forged even in those dark surroundings. Prosser’s forte (if you displeased him) was to place a thumb and forefinger into the nerve points on the back of a child’s neck and repeatedly bounce their head off a brick wall. This punishment was meted out even in front of other children probably as a deterrent.
Prosser’s wife Mary was demure and said very little. Both male house-parents were also abusive although not on the same scale as Prosser. Friday evening was boxing night when the staff would put gloves on the children. You would then be paired off to fight someone for the amusement of the staff. Failure to comply would see your head bounced off off a wall.
Finding a local police officer to raise a complaint saw the child frogmarched back to Kerr House where a smiling Prosser appeased the copper. No one in authority wants to believe what they deem an unruly child. Exit one copper and the child would yet again have their head bounced off the wall.
Time to abscond to escape the abuse. Usually accompanied by other children we would disappear sometimes for days on end. Anything for a semblance of normality. Of course we had to survive and to do that we were forced to steal. So down the slippery slope we went and no matter how much we complained, no one would listen to us.
There comes a point in everyone’s life known as the breaking point. I reached that point one day when kicking a football around in the grounds of Kerr house. One of the male house-parents was overly aggressive. I’d also had enough of the beatings. I picked up that football and drop-kicked it with some force directly into the face of my abuser.
My words that accompanied that act were to the effect to leave me alone. From that day forward I was never physically abused again and I ensured that extended to my closest friend at Kerr House. About a month after that I was repatriated into the care of my mother. I later learned that her mother (my grandmother) had badgered her until she relented and took me back.
Some of the other kids there were Patrick (Paddy) Simmonds and his brother Paul, David Seward, Cathy Grant, Trudi Ford, Mable Baker.
That was stage one of my association with Social Services. The abuse from that department continues even to this very day. I had my eldest son taken from me and adopted. Not because I was a bad person, but because I would have been a single father with no rights.
My son in turn had two children taken from him (my grandchildren) and forcefully adopted. My application to look after them was opposed.
Now at my age I have young children from a dissolved relationship. Social Services intervened in that and I lost everything. Again, not because I’m a bad person, but they wanted the whip-hand. I lost my house and currently have a Court Order against me prohibiting me from seeing my children. I couldn’t oppose it or attend Court as I’d had a series of heart attacks.
And that in a nutshell is about it. I’m anti-adoption and have worked in that field opposing what I call callous child snatching. It’s a darned sight cheaper to offer a failing family assistance where appropriate rather than use children as pawns to meet adoption targets which each location has.
One of the most hurtful things about the whole issue is the children were never believed. You’re probably aware that most social workers would be willing to perjure themselves. I’ve actually experienced it. It seems to me, back then and still today, any child in care is automatically labelled as someone with little or no rights and not to be believed. The whole regime needs a radical overhaul.
The links relevant to this story are others about Peter Prosser, Cosham, Portsmouth, Les Cummings and Steven George who have overlapping experiences.
Portsmouth 1 – Forgotten by Les Cummings. A Portsmouth Child Sexual Abuse Network?[1]
Portsmouth 2 – Paedophiles employed by Portsmouth Council[2]
Portsmouth 3 – MP Hancocks Heinous Habits Part 1[3]
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[59] Canadian Adverse Event Reporting System https://www.caers.info/ adverse event reporting system separate from Government and Public Health agencies across Canada.
Justins $2 Million payout to Statutory Rape Victim
When Trudeau was a teacher at West Point Grey Academy, Vancouver, British Columbia he sexually abused one of his underaged pupils. Trudeau was at the school between 1999 and Jun 2001.
Justin Pierre James Trudeau’s lawyers sought out the woman at the end of September 2019, eighteen years after Trudeau’s sudden departure from the school. They lawyers demanded that she sign a non-disclosure agreement regarding their past relationship. This was just before the Canadian Federal Elections of Oct 2019, when Trudeau was Prime Minister, and seeking another term as Prime Minister. [4]
The girl signed the $2.25 million (c.£1.8 million) mutual non-disclosure, non-disparagement agreement, in exchange for her continued silence, on the Wednesday evening of October 9th 2019.[2] The terms of that agreement prevent both the accuser and Trudeau from acknowledging any aspect of that relationship, without triggering a six-to-seven-figure liquidated damages clause. That penalty starts at $500,000 and scales up, depending on the magnitude of the breach. [2]
The girl’s father, a prominent Canadian businessman, was not a party to the $2.25 million mutual non-disclosure non-disparagement agreement. He was incorrectly copied into an email between the negotiating parties ie his daughter and Trudeau’s lawyers.[2] The businessman therefore has a good case that neither he nor his daughter are in violation of the agreement, and he presumably ensured that the bank transfer was completed before he disclosed the existence of the agreement to the media!
According to the father of the girl, his daughter was “much, much younger” than the 17 years old that had been previously mentioned in the press.[2] Trudeau was discovered with the daughter by her father in his family home in Jun 2001 [2]. If the daughter was 17 in Jun 2001, and the relationship appears to have gone on for many months both on and off campus, then when it started she may have been something like 15 years old…
At the time, around 2000, Canada’s age of consent was 14 years old which was raised to aged 16 in 2008. However Canada outlaws sex between adults and people younger than 18 when the adult is in a position of responsibility for the wellbeing of that child.
Justin Trudeau was in a position of responsibility for the wellbeing of that child and his behaviour would have been illegal at the time in Canada [2].
I presume the situation is similar to that of statutory rape in the UK, in that in statute law the child cannot legally give consent. The actions of Trudeau are those of a sexual predator. He took advantage of an underaged girl, when he was in a position of responsibility over that child. As well as being in a position of responsibility over her, she could not give legal consent and was almost half his age. Trudeau betrayed the trust of the school and the parents. In short Trudeau is a paedophile.
When Trudeau was discovered by the girls father at their family home, it prompted private demands to school administrators that he be removed from his position immediately. “There was a small settlement at the time”. [2]
Trudeau’s friends said that the typically outgoing and exuberant young man was suffering through a bout of depression following his father’s death in 2000, and his brother’s death in 1997. They postulate that anything improper was likely a result of his fragile emotional state at the time, not because of any nefarious character trait. [2]
The agreement presumably is a civil law agreement. Perhaps Trudeau and the school could still be sued by the businessman if he so wished but it likely would be counterproductive for his daughter and himself.
Justin’s Paedophile Friend Christopher Ingvaldson
Whilst he was at West Point Grey Academy, Justin Trudeau’s fellow teacher and friend was Christopher Charles Ingvaldson [10]. Ingvaldson also turned out to be a paedophile. Ingvaldsen was discovered downloading child abuse images in 2010 when he was teaching at nearby Vancouver all boys private school – St. George’s School. He was Head of Social Sciences.
St. Georges School
Reports at the time said that his “offences did not involve the school in any way or endanger the students”[10] However the court transcript states…
“Investigation by the Vancouver Police found that the offender was using primarily two Internet Protocol addresses to access the Internet – one at his place of employment at St. George’s School where he was a teacher, and one at his home where he lived with his wife. At St. George’s the offender was using a laptop computer provided to him by his employer. “
Forty one images of pre-pubescent boys and girls being sexually assaulted and penetrated by adult male penises. There were also images of very young children in sexual poses. These images have been filed and sealed as exhibits in this case and counsel agree they are examples of child pornography at the “high end of the scale”, lacking only the element of violence.
[“child pornography” – the sooner Americans/ Canadians change terms to “child abuse material” or similar, the better.]
Australian police, in a project code named “Project Ocean”, were investigating use of the Internet, particularly Facebook, in circulating child abuse material. The police uncovered a 14 member group on Facebook entitled “Little Girls Love To Play Too“. Ingvaldsen was a member of that group [45].
Ingvaldson pleaded guilty to two counts and was sentenced to three months in prison and two years probation in 2013. Ingvaldson had to provide a DNA sample and listed as a registered sex offender for 10 years [10]
When pedophiles Justin Trudeau (JT) and Christian Ingvaldsen (CI) were teachers at West Point Grey Academy they lived in the same apartment at the corner of 12th Avenue and Granville Street with Ingvaldsen’s wife Pansy. [82a]
“Ingvaldson and Trudeau were very close. Ingvaldson even contributed a chapter to a book, Pierre, edited by Nancy Southam, detailing his memories of meeting the former prime minister when he was staying with Justin at their home in Montreal.” [82a]
After becoming Prime Minister, Justin Trudeau encouraged Ingvaldson to run for political office as a member of the Liberal Party. Ingvaldson obliged and announced his desire to be the Liberal MP candidate in the district of Vancouver-Kingsway, and developed a social media pages announcing his plans to run. [1]
“The criminal charges shocked everyone. Trudeau cut off contact. Trudeau says that a person wants to think they will always be there for their good friends, but that is not the case. There is a line that can’t be crossed he said, visibly disturbed.” [82a]
Trudeau could have been visibly disturbed as he was worried that any paedophile talk about Ingvaldsen could also rub off on him as he had also crossed a similar line.
Paedophiles are Blackmailed
Trudeau, had committed a criminal sexual offence and the civil agreement would not stop him being prosecuted under criminal law. He should be prosecuted and pressure should be brought to bear.
However the globalist criminal cabal control countries, and we know why he has not been prosecuted. He is a Schwab boy. A “graduate” of the WEF Young Global Leaders.
Whilst Justin does not appear to be on this particular list of Young Global Leaders [75], his brother Alexandre is, who is also mentioned as a Board member of the Trudeau Foundation. Both brothers coincidentally were born on Christmas Day, just 2 years apart.
Justin is however mentioned in this second list as having undergone the WEF programme in 2005 [76].
In 2017 Klaus Schwab boasted that Trudeau and more than half of Trudeau’s cabinet had been infiltrated by Schwab’s World Economic Forum.
Schwab is Founder and Chairman of the WEF and has been awarded French Legion of Honour (knight distinction), the Grand Cross with Star of the National Order of Germany, and the Japanese Grand Cordon of the Order of the Rising Sun and was knighted by Queen Elizabeth as Knight Commander of the Order of St Michael and St George. [19]
Click on photo and video will open in odysee and/or the transcript is after the photo…
2017 Odysee Schwab boasting that over half of Trudeau’s cabinet is penetrated by WEF Young Global Leaders[74]
Schwab “I have to zay, when I mention our names like Mrs Merkel, even Vladimir Putin and so on, zey all have been young global leaders of ze World Economic Forum. But what we are very proud of now is the young generation like Prime Minister Trudeau, the President of Argentina and zo on, that we penetrate the cabinets. So yesterday I was at the reception for Prime Minister Trudeau and I know zat half of thiz cabinet or even more zan half zis cabinet are actually young global leaders of ze World Economic Forum.”
Interviewer“and thats true in Argentina too, sorry thats true in Argentina as well.”
Schwab “It’z true in Argentina and it’z true in France now, I mean with the president who is a young global leader [Macron] “
So whatever the course, events or programme it is that the Young Global Leaders attend, whether “educational” or mind controlling, these leaders are under the influence and control of WEF.
So Justin broke the law and was caught doing so in a very public-sensitive subject matter, and he was susceptible to blackmail.
The way the world works at present, the modus operandi of the globalist criminal cabal, is that blackmail material ie video, photographs or knowledge of crimes such as paedophilia is not used to bring the individuals to justice but is stored to use as blackmail. The more the better. That way the people selected for positions of power are totally controllable by the powers behind the veneer of democracy.
In fact, so as not to leave it to chance, they are all deliberately put in compromising positions and evidence by blackmail operations known as Brownstone Operations similar to blackmail network that Epstein was a manager for. [84][83] and Liz Crokin Jeffrey Epstein the Pedophile Superspy! [104]
Imagine a time in the future when there is something the cabal wants a country leader to do… What better than remind him of an “embarassing” incident in the past which might leak out to the public, especially when amplified by the controlled mockingbird media… but if the individual does what they say, everything will all be alright…
…until the cabal want something worse, and they drag you deeper and deeper… double binds and blackmail… and more and more controllable…
Justin’s Meteoric Rise to Power
Pierre Trudeau, Justin’s nominal father was Prime Minister of Canada and aged 51 when he married Margaret Sinclair aged 22 on Mar 4 1971, a 29 year aged difference. Justin was born ten months later on Christmas Day 1971.
Justin, although well known having been brought up as the eldest child of a Prime Minister in power, was a relatively private teacher, helped by Canada’s media who do not usually dig into public figures families. However he became a public figure at Pierre Trudeau’s funeral on Oct 3 2000.
Justin’s extraordinary acting or overacting display on October 3rd 2000 in giving a eulogy to Pierre Trudeau made him instantly a rising star, around whom much of Canada would swoon. Make up your own minds as to how sincere Justin actually was.
Click on the photo and it will open the Justin Trudeau eulogy to Pierre, which he cheesily but memorably starts with Friends, Romans, Countrymen…
Odysee Justin Trudeau’s Eulogy to Pierre Trudeau [3a]
It is worth checking out the folded handkerchief dab, one on each eye at the end of the eulogy. This is a screenshot of one of the dramatic dabs…
At the time he gave this eulogy Justin Trudeau was a teacher at West Point Gray Academy. After Pierre Trudeau’s death, students ringed the flagpole with red roses.
It appears that when Justin Trudeau went back to the school after the speech, he continued to betray the trust of the school and parents with his predatory and highly inappropriate statutory rape of at least one pupil there.
It was only a few months after this speech in June 2001 that Justin Trudeau’s illegal sexual abuse with the pupil was discovered by her father, which caused Justin’s sudden departure from the school before the end of the school term and year.
Nevertheless, even having been discovered by the father, Justin has managed to get away without much consequence on what could have been a severe stumbling block, and would for a member of the public ended with a jail sentence.
Justin’s speech was the launchpad to the position of Prime Minister in only 15 years. Justin shot up to the top with remarkable speed, almost as though guided by hidden hands.
2001 Jun Eulogy to Pierre Trudeau
2007 Apr Justin Trudeau won the Liberal Party’s nomination as prospective MP for Papineau
2008 Oct Trudeau became an MP in Federal Elections
2013 Trudeau became Liberal Leader
2015 Trudeau became Canadian Prime Minister with huge increase in seats and big majority
2019 Liberal Party lost majority but was largest party in minority government, Trudeau still PM
2021 Liberal Party re-elected with minority government, Trudeau PM still Jasmeet Singh as poodle
2022 Jan Canadian Truckers Freedom Convoy against Covid Restrictions
2022 Feb Emergencies Act to deal with the Freedom Convoy
Trudeau had been criticised for cash for access fundraising, as well as being lobbied at these. He replied that he was lobbied at these but not influenced!! He was also criticised for speaking events at which he accepted cash from charities whilst an MP.
Trudeau was also sanctioned twice by Canada’s ethics commissioner for violating conflict of interest rules regarding the Aga Khan affair, and later again with the SNC-Lavalin affair . Later investigated for a third time by the ethics commissioner for his part in the WE Charity scandal, but cleared of wrongdoing. [19]
In 2022, Trudeau invoked the Emergencies Act in response to the Freedom Convoy protests, the only time the act was brought into force since it was enacted in 1988. Many felt this was vastly inappropriate and a huge overreaction, as the protest was legitimate and peaceful, that there was no emergency, and that Trudeau had made no effort to resolves any issues, and refused to meet the truckers who had wide support. In fact Trudeau ran away like a coward.
Trudeau attempted to characterise, propagandise and gaslight the truckers as a small minority of racists and misogynists. Trudeau used the Emergencies Act for dubious activities such as stealing trucks, donations to truckers, freezing truckers money in bank accounts, and to cover up an unscientific Covid 19 policy causing huge financial, social and mental health problems.
In a turnround from the liberal and woke brand that he had previously built, Trudeau had been shown to be an authoritarian tyrant against peaceful protest and against the real scientific evidence on covid, whilst of course pretending, propagandising that he was doing it with the science. Trudeau appears content to just carry out the WEF/NWO Agenda. In his minority government he is assisted in this especially his poodle Jagmeet Singh, elected leader of the New Democratic Party in 2017.
I guess grooming a young girl is good practice for grooming the country…
The 2019 election was when statutory rape story / sexual abuse story resurfaced, contributing to the change from majority government for Trudeau and the Liberals to a minority one.
2019 Election Campaign
In 2019 Trudeau triggered the election on Sept 11.
A week later on Sept 18 the US Time magazine published this photo, which showed Justin wearing what they called brownface. It was taken at an Arabian Nights party at West Point Grey Academy and appears in the 2000-2001 West Point Grey Academy yearbook. [51]
Trudeau with other teachers at the Arabian Nights Party
This brownface was shocking to many, particularly on the left as it did not fit with Justin’s caring woke brand that he had cultivated. It was also deeply hypocritical.
His fetish for dressing up and cosplay whilst Prime Minister, which was apparently meant to be taken as respect for others had always appeared as awkward and inappropriate, as well as being susceptible to the woke charge of cultural appropriation.
Trudeau apologised and said that it was racist behaviour. “I shouldn’t have done that. I should have known better and I didn’t. I’m really sorry. It was something that I didn’t think was racist at the time, but now I recognize it was something racist to do”. Trudeau also admitted to wearing blackface makeup in high school while singing “Day-O” at a talent show.
However Trudeau was seen to have lied when at least 3 instances were found – Video shows Trudeau in blackface in 3rd instance of racist makeup[88]. He finally admitted that he did know how many times he had dressed up in blackface.
The day after the Time “brownface” photo, a newsletter was found with another photo from the Arabian Nights evening. He was pictured with two sikhs… on the woke scale this is even more inappropriate.
2001 April Waybackmachine Newsletter of West Point Grey Academy[79]
Then a colour photo was found, seeming to bring the issue into the present more than the monochrome photos which tended to give the impression the issue was in the past.
So it was actually the digging into the brownface that caused the interest in the West Point Grey Academy Yearbooks. Only one of a dozen photos in the yearbook showed Trudeau teaching, the rest mainly as a clown, larking about, far from the woke and statesman brand that he was now cultivating as Prime Minister.
Photos from the West Point Grey Academy Yearbook
Inevitably it was noticed that Trudeau had left West Point Grey Academy school at a very unusual time, June 2001 rather than the end of the school year just weeks later. Also highly unusually, Trudeau had put the matter in the hands of lawyers. Why would anyone employ lawyers for leaving a school?
They were not just any lawyers, they were probably the most famous lawyers in the country that his father had also worked at – Heenan Blaikie. The intervention they made appears bizarre.
The Ottawa Citizen had claimed that Trudeau “gave up his teaching job … to give speeches”. CBC wrote that although he was leaving West Point Grey Academy, reports that he was planning to take up public speaking were wrong. [86] Lawyers Heenan Blaikie released a statement “not to make things up” regarding his departure from the school [4]. Trudeau was quoted “And though perhaps I am overly hopeful in still considering myself to be a private citizen, I would expect that the media would at least refrain from inventing front-page stories concerning me” [86]
This naturally should lead to questions as to why the lawyers would make a statement denying an incorrect but innocent sounding explanation from the Chronicle when the very bad sounding alternative, that was being speculated about went unmentioned. The lawyers action could have acted as a signal to everyone to shut up or be prepared to take on expensive lawyers…
Unnamed friends at the time were said to have blamed Justin’s rumoured rapey behaviour due to the typically outgoing and exuberant young man suffering from a bout of depression following his father’s death in 2000, and his brother’s death in 1997. They postulated that anything improper was likely a result of his fragile emotional state at the time, not because of any nefarious character trait [2]!!
Trudeau got away with statutory rape at the time. He also got away with little or no media questions afaik when Ingvaldsen his friend, colleague, fellow liberal and ex house mate was arrested, tried and sentenced for child abuse material. This was a long drawn out process that went on for three years 2010-1013.
Despite lack of scrutiny from the supine mockingbird media, there was slightly more pressure on Trudeau in the 2019 election.
By Oct 4 2019, with the election just over 2 weeks away on 21 Oct the West Point Grey Academy Headmaster felt obliged or was asked to release this statement. Clive Austin, West Point Grey Academy founder, had remained as Headmaster at the school since Trudeau’s departure.
The headmaster did not answer questions, he merely released a statement that put up and then knocked down the straw man argument of whether Trudeau had been dismissed rather than addressing the salient point of whether Trudeau had had an illegal sexual relationship with a pupil.
Why would a Headmaster not categorically deny that there had been no sexual relationship with a pupil, if there had not been? Why had Trudeau not been dismissed for illegal relationship with pupils when he was in a position of trust? Perhaps Clive Austin should be asked.
In the statement the headmaster Clive Austin gave as a reason or excuse for Trudeau leaving the school that he was “considering a return to Montreal in a year or so to continue his University studies”, just one of several reasons / excuses that were being bandied about.
By Oct 7 things were hotting up for Trudeau. The Conservative Party of Canada issued a statement questioning why Trudeau left his teaching job at the West Point Grey Academy.
Canadian Conservative Party Statement listed more excuses that had been given for Trudeau’s leaving the school
Ottawa Citizen at the time had said Trudeau had left to give speeches
Trudeau lawyers denied this but offered no reason
Montreal Gazette reported Trudeau was accepting a job at a public school
Vancouver Sun said he had left in part over a dispute over dress code
John Ivison book said Trudeau left due to disagreement over an article written by a student for which Trudeau was responsible
Trudeau has said he was moving on with his life
2019 Oct 7 Conservative Party Statement on Trudeau leaving West Point Grey Academy
Also on Oct 7 the mainly American publicationBuffalo Chronicle stated that Trudeau was rumoured to be in talks to suppress an explosive sex scandal. The talks were said to be to stave off a career ending article about the scandal in the Globe and Mail. Trudeau is rumored to be in talks with an accusor to suppress an explosive sex scandal[8]
Trudeau had limited the times when he could be asked questions to the absolute minimum. He only submitted to one leaders debate in English and in a display of authoritarian censorship it appears that the Canadian Government banned Rebel News and True North from even being present in the arena.
Whilst this ultimately failed at the last minute thanks to costly and time consuming legal action taken by Rebel News. Trudeau’s legal fees of course were paid by the Canadian people. It showed the lengths Trudeau was willing to go to suppress legitimate questions and reporting. It was an indicator of the tyrannical control freak tendency that would return.
In the first 4 minutes of the video below with footage from around the Debate on October 8th, Ezra Levant, owner of Rebel News explains the extraordinary censorship situation Trudeau had caused to be thrown around the Leaders Debate. Following that in the video is a collation of questions to leaders asked by Rebel News after the debate, including on blackface and Trudeau’s departure from West Point Grey Academy.
Click on photo to open Odysee video in new tab, the most relevant transcript is below
2019 Oct 8 Rebel News Trudeau dodges student/teacher misconduct question: Rebel News at the French leaders’ debate Odysee Rebel News Federal Debate Highlights[14c]
Timestamps
0-4 mins Ezra Levant, owner Rebel News explains extraordinary situation around Leaders Debate
4 mins Bexte asks a blackface question
4.43 – 5.09 Bexte asks questions on West Point Grey Academy
5.12 Menzies asks questions on West Point Grey Academy, the law firm, the real reason why left and if it involved sexual misconduct.
6 mins Trudeau answers/deflects a few questions
7.15 Singh refuses to answer any questions from Rebel Media
9.48 re injunction…
11.55 Re injunction
Trudeau maintains his poise (which is what the illuminati call posture, and they are well trained in it), albeit appearing arrogant and perhaps sneeringly superior, with a supercilious and smug expression. However there are only a few small giveaway signs of the impact of the questions.
Transcript
Keean Bexte Rebel News – “Have you or your campaign or any other agents secured non-disclosure agreements from anyone about inappropriate sexual personal conduct? “
Trudeau – “No“
4:51 Keean Bexte “Follow up – The 2001 yearbook from West Point Grey Academy says that you and convicted sex offender Christopher Ingleson made a young students quote life quote “a lot more interesting and amusing” end quote how did you to keep her amused?“
Trudeau“We were teachers”
5:09 David Menzies Rebel News “Mr. Prime Minister You left the West Point Gray Academy in the middle of a term which is highly unusual, it was a law firm that made this announcement which is also highly unusual, sir can you tell us the real reason why you left so abruptly and did it involve any kind of sexual misconduct at the school?”
Trudeau“I wrote three pages on that in my autobiography and it involved absolutely nothing of the sort of the rumours that you’re trying to spread.”
David Menzies “Even so Mr Prime Minister, follow up question, Why did so many teenage girls write so passionately about you in the year book? Was there any connection to having a relationship with these girls or their mothers?”
Trudeau“I was a good teacher”
Note that Trudeau is practised in dissembling. Trudeau was able to answer the question on non-disclosure agreements directly and easily, as the agreement had not yet been signed. [see Trudeau timeline towards the end of this article]
For the question about why he left the school, Trudeau had to answer indirectly by referring to 3 pages in his autobiography “I wrote three pages on that in my autobiography and it involved absolutely nothing of the sort of the rumours that you’re trying to spread.”
The word “it” people may mistake to mean his leaving the school, in fact it refers to his autobiography, which of course he had written especially to avoid the real reason for his leaving – the sexual abuse. So he is saying, I wrote about that in my book which doesn’t mention sexual abuse; and his implication is that therefore his leaving West Point was not due to his sexual abusing.
Trudeau apparently is referring to a book called Common Ground. If anyone has a copy of the 3 pages of Trudeau’s on the school leaving, please publish them and send a link, or send copies, thanks.
The video also features Jagmeet Singh. He acts as Trudeau’s poodle, propping up the Trudeau government and helping them introduce WEF/ NWO policies on covid, climate, Emergencies Act and the woke agenda. He used the technique of simply refusing to answer questions from Rebel Media. This was the technique Trudeau himself later co-opted to negate proper questioning from the real media and to save having to dissemble.
On 10th October True North published a couple of extracts from a girl’s entry in the West Point Academy School yearbook. They used the pseudonym “Jane” for a girl who had written an entry that appeared to show a relationship outside school with both JT Justin Trudeau and CI Christopher Ingvaldsen. Trudeau refuses to answer questions about mysterious yearbook message [10]
“To ‘The Empire’, JT & CI, thanks for making my life at WPGA a lot more interesting/amusing!”
The yearbook also included a “Grad Poll” – where Grade 12 students voted on various categories including “Most Likely to be Famous,” “Most School Spirit,” “Teacher’s Pet,” etc. The poll included “Biggest Crush on Mr. Trudeau” and “Biggest Crush on Mr. Ingvaldson.” These were the only two teachers named in the Grad Poll. Jane was the student voted by her peers to have had the “Biggest Crush on Mr. Ingvaldson.” She was also voted “Biggest Flirt.” [10]
There were also photos, and polls which True North redacted for the privacy.
“Jane’s” Entry in 2001 Yearbook [redacted]
Jane’s entries from West Point Academy Yearbook via True North Trudeau refuses to answer questions about mysterious yearbook message [10] Photos and winners redacted by True North for privacy of Jane and other pupils.
On a previous page of the yearbook, Trudeau can be seen with his arm around Jane, in a photo of the Ultimate Frisbee team. Jane was a member of that team, and Trudeau was the coach and mascot. [10]
Trudeau is featured very prominently on the school’s Ultimate Frisbee team page. Three different photos of Trudeau in wild outfits show him hugging and roughhousing with the students. His various costumes include black and white face paint, a big black afro wig, a kilt and a large Mickey Mouse hat. The team was called the “MadHatters” and the yearbook includes a poem about the team that describes Trudeau as a loud-mouthed maniac.” [10]
Trudeau refused to answer True North’s questions about the yearbook.
The mainstream mockingird media chose not to ask Trudeau any questions on this matter. This would appear to be strange if the media were in place to hold power to account as some of them try to purport. It is beyond doubt, that they are there to disseminate and mantain the cabals decided narrative whilst trying to keep enough of a a veneer of democracy to fool most people.
The only media that I have seen trying to hold Trudeau to account are True North – Candice Malcolm and Rebel Media various journalists including Keeane Bexte, Alexandra Lavoie and David Menzies. They show up the rest of the media for being the puppets that they are.
It was to be another week before there was more information on the Trudeau sexual abuse, in the last couple of days before the election. By then a non disclosure agreement had been signed by Jane in return for over $2million.
It had been 18 years since Trudeau left West Point Academy and Trudeau’s lawyers were last publically known to be involved again in this matter. The previous lawyers Heenan Blaikie had ignominiously and bizarrely disbanded in 2014 [99] so another law firm must have been used in 2019.
Even with the mockingbird media on board, Trudeau, his lawyers or his puppeteers must have been worried about any public fallout from the unsavoury sexual abuse by Trudeau to seek a gag agreement. Without a mistake by his lawyers who included a copy of the agreement to the abused girls businessman father, who was not covered by the gag agreement, then we would not have known anything.
How much reach and impact did the article have in the last days of the election in Canada and how many people even heard about the scandal?
The article was dynamite – exposing the Prime Minister as having broken the law and sexual abused a pupil, it should have been career ending. 2019 Oct 19 Buffalo Chronicle Trudeau’s West Grey accuser was much younger than first thought[2]. However these globalist cabal psychopaths are experts on manipulating public opinion and mitigating any detrimental effects. That is assuming it is a bona fide election and not a globalist cabal selection.
The Liberals lost 20 seats, losing their majority but as the largest party they govern, with Trudeau as Prime Minister in a minority government with the help of the New Democrat Party led by Jasmeet Singh. Canada election 2019: full results[18].
AFAIK the sexual abuse matter then faded. There was little opportunity for it to be aired as mockingbird coporate media ignored it, Poodle Singh and later Trudeau refused to answer any questions from the only people asking them the difficult questions.
There are a few loose ends to address around this story…
Brownface Dirty Tricks?
Why did two US publications – Time Magazine and Buffalo Chronicle appear to have major information to influence the Canadian elections and Canadian publications did not? How did Time magazine obtain the initial brownface photograph?
Valid questions, and ones I will only begin to answer but which should be mentioned for completeness and truth, and there are a few sources for those interested to follow.
Anna Purna Kambhampaty was a new reporter to Time and she managed to obtain a scoop such as this. The article only mentioned that the photo was obtained through a Vancouver businessman Michael Adamson, who was part of the West Point Grey Academy community.
Anna was interviewed the next day but again was less than fully transparent about matters and the interview raised more questions. 2019 Sept 19 NPR Canadian Prime Minister Trudeau Apologizes For Brownface Costume Interview with Anna [56]
Michael Adamson was not interviewed in the article. Anna was vague as to who he was. He was not at the Arabian Nights party and his connection with West Point Grey Academy was not known and he had apparently only seen the photograph in July.
This is perhaps the article that should be read to best outline the Dirty tricks issues 2019 Sept 23 Free The Press Canada Dirty Tricks Behind Trudeau Brownface/Blackface Scandal [55][59]
The vagueness about Michael Adamson led many Michael Adamson’s being suspected and being contacted. Inside the search for Michael Adamson, the Vancouver man who supplied Trudeau’s 2001 blackface photo [54]
The Michael Adamson and his wife turned out to be directors of the Vancouver-based export company Kapt-Al Services /KSL Global Ventures, and made much money selling Canadian dehydrated alfalfa pellets.
Adamson graduated in 1980 from the prestigious private school St. George’s in Vancouver, a rival to West Point Grey Academy. His son Bennet Tadashi Adamson, an only child who called his father a “retired grain trader” [57], also attended St George’s. Bennet Tadashi Adamson and the lead reporter Anna Purna Kambhampaty went to Cornell University together and appear to be friends. Public records show Bennet Adamson bought a US $4.2-million condo in April 2018, just west of Honolulu’s Waikiki resort area.
Michael Adamson said he was “motivated solely by the belief that the Canadian public had a right to see it”, that he was a “past member” of the community around West Point Grey Academy, and was “aware of gossip surrounding the existence of this photograph.” “I am not and have never been a member of a political party. I received no payment for releasing this photograph,” 2019 Sept 27 The Star Vancouver businessman who released Trudeau brownface photo says Canadians had a right to see it [58] He is recognized as generous benefactor to many charities in the Lower Mainland”
In one of those weird twists, the St George’s School that Adamson and his son attended is the very same St George’s that Christopher Ingvaldsen attended. Ingvaldsen was teaching as Head of Social Sciences when he was arrested for child sexual abuse images in 2010. The Adamsons presumably knew Ingvaldsen.
Murders at West Point Grey Academy
Another loose end to tidy up is that I had read that whilst Trudeau was teacher at West Point Grey Academy there were two murders associated with the school. In fact however, the murders happened a few years later than the Trudeau era, in 2007 and 2009. They do though perhaps give an idea of the clientele of the private school St George’s.
The murders were certainly written up in no uncertain terms as gangster murders, complete with nicknames. I am not convinced that it is not parody, but could well be true. 2009 May 21 Macleans The right crowd Gangster murders have parents at elite B.C. school[29]
“Betty “the Loan Shark” Yan had been found, shortly after 4:20 a.m., slumped over the steering wheel of her grey, late-model Mercedes outside the Canadian Chinese Chess Society, a suspected illegal gambling den in Richmond.” Her 3 children had attended the school. It was a hug, kiss on the cheek, high-five or a pat on the back for the kids” from the founding headmaster Clive Austin. “That’s how he treats the major families.” (Yes the same headmaster Clive Austin covering for Trudeau years later!) The school hired a crisis consultant Nancy Spooner, to deal with the scandal.
“Two years before, Hong Chao “Raymond” Huang was shot to death in front of his yellow mansion in Vancouver’s exclusive Shaughnessy neighbourhood; his 10-year-old daughter, a West Point Grey student—who, according to Chen, also quietly exited the school—phoned in the hit to police. A leader with the Big Circle Boys, whose network of small cells span the globe, Huang was believed to be a major player in the trade of heroin and synthetic drugs and had criminal links to Toronto, the U.S., Australia, Hong Kong and China.”
The school said it will review issues relating to the “admission to and composition of the school community.”
On that theme of the calibre of private school parents and students, several Grade 10 (aged 15/16) students from St George’s were expelled for racism after racist video and comments in a private social media messaging group. 2019 Oct 17 Vancouver Sun Students expelled from St. George’s private school in Vancouver after sharing hateful memes[97]
In another weird twist then notice the timing. This happened just before the 2019 Federal Election. So whilst a philanthropic supporter and old boy of St George’s School had released a photo of Trudeau in brownface at a rival school to Time magazine, within a month St George’s School itself was having to expel pupils for racism. Was this blowback?
Earlier in the year the school were having to conduct an internal investigation following a criminal indictment being issued against 50 people, including Vancouver businessman David Sidoo, in an alleged conspiracy to get their kids into U.S. colleges and universities 2019 Mar 3 Georgia Straight B.C. government needs to investigate St. George’s school following indictment against businessman David Sidoo[98]
St. George’s was founded in 1930 and enrolment is about 1,150, in Grades 1-12. Basic tuition ranges from $23,740 for a junior school student from B.C. to $71,490 for an international boarding student.
Its remarkable how often St George’s School is in the news in a negative way and how much criminality surrounds private schools.
Criminologist John Martin made a valid point “It defies the popular image, but many of the most successful criminals in the country don’t have a record. They play golf at $400 a pop, and sail expensive boats”. [29]
He could have added that successful criminals can and do cosplay and become politicians… In fact most politicians have blackmailable secrets so that they are controllable.
Finally… last loose end
Trudeau Foundation
It has been reported that the Trudeau Foundation [94] has a history of using pedophile symbols. 2018 April 16 Your Newswire Justin Trudeau’s Best Friend Jailed After International Pedophile Ring Bust [40]
I have not found any proof of this in a brief look in the archives, but I would be grateful if anyone else has a dig and finds anything to pass it on.
Update 2022 Oct 9 Many thanks to Quer gedacht who provided proof that the pedophile symbol was used in The Pierre Elliott Trudeau Foundation Annual Report 2015-2016 [105]
The Cabal’s Foundations are often a means for the elite / scum to launder money, avoid tax, engage in nefarious activities and generally subvert the rules that the rest of us mugs live by. One example being the Beau Biden Foundation which I have written about here LFH4 Beau Biden Foundation for the Protection of Children? [96]
The Trudeau Foundation, set up by Pierre Trudeau was shown to vastly increase its revenue in the years after Justin was made leader of the Liberal Party.
The worry is that foundations can have conflicts of interest as well as peddle favours, especially with close friends or family on the board.
2016 Dec 12 National Post Money began to rain on Trudeau Foundation once Justin took over Liberals, analysis shows[95]
All the more grounds for suspicion when public money is being used to fund academic research into ideas championed by individuals.
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Justin Trudeau Timeline
1971 Mar 4 Margaret Sinclair and Pierre Trudeau married in a surprise wedding in North Vancouver, British Columbia
1971 Dec 25 Justin Trudeau born at 9:27 pm EST at the Ottawa Civic Hospital [19] His mother was Margaret Sinclair.
1973 Dec 25 Alexandre Sasha born
1999 Trudeau started work as a substitute teacher at the private school West Point Grey Academy until an abrupt and poorly explained departure in June of 2001.drama and French [2]
2000 Sept 28 Pierre Trudeau died
2000 Oct 3 Justin Trudeau emerged as prominent public figure when he delivered a eulogy to the ex- husband of his mother, the man whose surname he bore ex Prime Minister of Canada, Pierre Trudeau. Justin gave his first major acting performance which received acclaim in the mockingbird press but was so overacted that if it was an audition he would not have got a role in even the crumbiest soap opera. His real father Fidel Castro sat behind his mother during the service.
2001 Jun – Justin Trudeau left West Point Grey Academy abruptly in the middle of term in poorly explained departure when he was 29 [8] At the time of his departure he hired his father’s lawfirm, Heenan Blaikie, to represent him in the matter. The firm issued a bizarre statement that denied that Trudeau was leaving his part-time position in order to pursue public speaking opportunities. He was 29 years old [8]
2001 Jun 26/7 Issued by Heenan Blaikie Statement from Justin Trudeau “And though perhaps I am overly hopeful in still considering myself to be a private citizen, I would expect that the media would at least refrain from inventing front-page stories concerning me.”
2001 Jun 27 CBC Justin Trudeau denies reports about his future[86]
2015 Oct 3 Huffington Post Justin Trudeau Teacher: Former Students Reveal What He Was Like In The Classroom[62]
c.2016 Quora When Justin Trudeau was a teacher in Vancouver, what and where did he teach?[63]
2018 April 16 Newspunch Justin Trudeau’s Long-Term Friend Jailed After International Pedophile Ring Bust[1]
2018 Jun 30 Brutal Proof Canada’s PM Justin Trudeau’s Best Friend Jailed After International Pedophile Ring Bust[66]
2019 Sept 11 Trudeau visited Governor General Julie Payette, to request the dissolution of Parliament, and formally triggering an election.[215]
2019 Sept 18Time magazine published a photograph of Trudeau wearing brownface makeup in the spring of 2001, at an Arabian Nights-themed gala, while Trudeau was a teacher at West Point Grey Academy.[220] Trudeau publicly apologized, agreeing the photo was racist and saying: “I shouldn’t have done that. I should have known better and I didn’t. I’m really sorry.”[221] He further went on to say “It was something that I didn’t think was racist at the time, but now I recognize it was something racist to do”.[222] Trudeau also admitted to wearing blackface makeup in high school while singing “Day-O” at a talent show that was subsequently published by Global News.[223] A third instance, a video, of Trudeau in racist dress was also published.[224] After this video was published, Trudeau admitted he could not remember how often he had worn blackface makeup.[225] In the days following the scandal, pollsters pointed out that many Canadians either were not bothered by the scandal or had accepted Trudeau’s apology.[226][227][228][229] Additionally, some minority community groups, racialized commentators and some of Trudeau’s opponents came to his defence.[230][231][232][233] Others were more critical, including members of his own party.[234]
2019 Sept 18[]https://web.archive.org/web/20190919001908/https://time.com/5680759/justin-trudeau-brownface-photo/ with the photograph of Trudeau in brownface from Vancouver businessman Michael Adamson, who was part of the West Point Grey Academy community. Adamson was not at the party, which was attended by school faculty, administrators and parents of students. He said that he first saw the photograph in July an
2019 Sept 19Some facts on West Point Grey Academy, where Justin Trudeau once was a teacher[16]
2019 Sept 19 NPR Canadian Prime Minister Trudeau Apologizes For Brownface Costume[56]
2019 Sept 19 Well and Tribune Trudeau’s blackface backlash brings back memories for Strange[81]
2019 Sept 19 Canada Land Robert Jago There Is A Second Photo Of Justin Trudeau In Brownface [80]
2019 Sept 20 CBC What we know about Justin Trudeau’s blackface photos — and what happens next[53]
2019 Oct 20 Buffalo Chronicle Trudeau operatives have been hounding Mark Zuckerberg to censor a US-based newspaper[100]
2019 Sept 21 Telegraph Inside the charity gala where Justin Trudeau shocked 500 guests with blackface [60]
2019 Sept 26 Globe and Mail Inside the search for Michael Adamson, the Vancouver man who supplied Trudeau’s 2001 blackface photo[54]
2019 Sept 27 The Star Vancouver businessman who released Trudeau brownface photo says Canadians had a right to see it[58]
2019 Sept 30 Toronto Sun Trudeau’s yearbook tells a bigger story[11]
2019 Oct 4 School headmaster issued statement re Trudeau []
2019 Oct 7 Conservative Party Statement Why did Justin Trudeau leave his teaching job at West Point Grey Academy?[71]
2019 Oct 7 Buffalo Chronicle Trudeau is rumored to be in talks with an accusor to suppress an explosive sex scandal[8]
2019 Oct 7 Post Millenial Conservatives drop press release questioning Trudeau’s different reasons for leaving private school[72]
2019 Oct 8 Rebel News Trudeau dodges student/teacher misconduct question: Rebel News at the French leaders’ debate[14] Odysee Rebel News Federal Debate Highlights[14c]
2019 Oct 8 Odysee Rebel News Federal debate highlights 2019: Rebel asks why Trudeau left West Point Grey Academy | Ezra Levant Odysee [14c]
2019 Oct 8 The Blaze Reporter confronts Justin Trudeau over blackface scandal. The PM completely deflects and avoids the topic.[13]
2019 Oct 9 Wed evening the girl signed, in exchange for her continued silence of the $2.25 million mutual non-disclosure non-disparagement agreement that [2]
2019 Oct 9 SnopesFakeNews Did Justin Trudeau Stop Teaching at a Vancouver Private School Under the Cloud of a Sex Scandal?[46]
2019 Oct 10 Thurs True North Trudeau refuses to answer questions about mysterious yearbook message[10] The poll included “Biggest Crush on Mr. Trudeau” and “Biggest Crush on Mr. Ingvaldson.” These were the only two teachers named in the Grad Poll. Jane was the student voted by her peers to have had the “Biggest Crush on Mr. Ingvaldson.” She was also voted “Biggest Flirt.” Sept – 2001 WGPA yearbook made international headlines last month when a report in Time Magazine drew attention to a racist photo of the future Prime Minister with his face and hands painted black [10] [] ultimate frisbe team trudeau was masoct and coach The team was called the “MadHatters,” and the yearbook includes a poem about the team that describes Trudeau as “a loud-mouthed maniac.”
2019 Oct 11 Church Militant Canadian Prime Minister’s “New” Sex Scandal[4]
2019 Oct 11 Fri Vigile Quebec Trudeau accusor lands a seven-figure NDA to keep quiet about West Grey departure[12]
2019 Oct 12 Sat “By Saturday evening, Trudeau’s negotiator became impatient, giving the young woman a deadline of 10pm on Wednesday evening to either agree to or reject the terms of the NDA” [2]
2019 Oct 19 Wed Buffalo Chronicle Trudeau’s West Grey accuser was much younger than first thought [2]
2019 Oct 21 Canadian Federal Election [18] Trudeau relected with minority government?
2019 Oct 22 Guardian Canada election 2019: full results[18]
Ingvaldson Timeline
2010 Jun Arrested – Christopher Ingvaldson, 42, ran the social studies department at St. George’s School and was immediately let go after being arrested in June 2010 on four charges related to child pornography. [39] ? CTV News Former St. George’s School teacher Chris Ingvaldson is in court on Oct. 16 for sentencing after pleading guilty to child porn charges.
2010 Aug 27 CBC 2 in B.C. linked to Facebook child porn bust [42]
2012 Mar 28 Ingvaldsen pled guilty to two of the four counts.[33]
2012 Dec 4 R. v. Ingvaldson, 2012 BCPC 437 (CanLII) Reasons For Sentencing [45] Spring of 2010 when Australian police, in a project code named “Project Ocean”, were investigating use of the Internet, particularly Facebook, in circulating child pornography. The police uncovered a 14 member group on Facebook entitled “Little Girls Love To Play Too”
2013 Jan 8 Vancouver Sun Former Vancouver private school teacher sentenced for child porn[43]
2013 Sept 1 Ottawa Citizen Former Vancouver private school teacher sentenced for child porn [38g] ormer teacher at an elite Vancouver private school has been sentenced to three months in prison and two years’ probation after he pleaded guilty to accessing and possessing 41 images of child pornography
2015 Oct 31 Full Report Trudeau’s roommate pleads guilty 2 child-porn charges[28]
>2015 After becoming Prime Minister, Justin Trudeau encouraged Ingvaldson to run for political office as a member of the Liberal Party. Ingvaldson announced his desire to be the Liberal MP candidate in the district of Vancouver-Kingsway, and developed a social media pages announcing his plans to run. https://newspunch.com/justin-trudeau-friend-pedophile-ring/[1]
[5] Viva Frei speaks out about the forced quarantine on his 12-year-old daughter, as well as problems related to the new electronic pass imposed on Canadians and tourists. FULL REPORT by Alexandra Lavoie: https://rebelne.ws/3PEkJqZ
the woman with whom he was allegedly involved tells the Chronicle that Trudeau’s lawyers sought her out about two weeks ago demanding she sign a non-disclosure agreement regarding their past relationship. In 2001, when he was 29 years old, Trudeau abruptly left his teaching position in the middle of the school term after having had an alleged month-long sexual relationship with a female student. Over the years, Trudeau’s reason for suddenly leaving the school has changed, with Trudeau himself offering conflicting reasons. In 2001 the Ottawa Citizen claimed he would “give up his teaching job … to give speeches,” but a follow-up statement from his father’s law firm, Heenan Blaikie, asked people “not to make things up” regarding his departure from the school.Afterward, the Montreal Gazette said he had accepted a teaching job at a public school — which never materialized. In his autobiography, Trudeau claims he left over a dispute with administrators about content in the school’s newspaper, a claim parroted by the Vancouver Sun in 2015, which said it was “in part over a dispute over dress code and values.” Just last week Trudeau claimed he left “because [he] was moving on with [his] life,” while the former headmaster claimed Trudeau left to pursue a degree in engineering.
2019 Oct 19 Buffalo Chronicle Trudeau’s West Grey accuser was much younger than first thought [2]
The relationship was discovered several months after Pierre Trudeau‘s death. He died on September 28th, and was eulogized by his son on October 3rd — an event that made him a rising political star, around whom much of Canada would swoon.
[14b] 2020 Jan You tube Federal debate highlights 2019: Rebel asks why Trudeau left West Point Grey Academy | Ezra Levanthttps://youtu.be/3dLZAynkarU?t=282 start at NDA question.
[20] Deprogramwiki https://deprogramwiki.com/programming/bloodlines-of-the-illuminati/ – Merovingian – There are many surnames which are part of this bloodline (Including the Smith family), however I can give one very prominent one, the Sinclair family. Sinclair family has been part of the Prieure de Sion, Freemasonry and the Illuminati.The 13th Illuminati Bloodline is where the Anti-Christ will come from. This bloodline believes that it has both the Holy Blood of Jesus and the blood (or seed) of Satan in its bloodline.
[31] 2013 Nov 14 Independent Hundreds arrested as Canadian police smash worldwide paedophile ring https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/hundreds-arrested-as-canadian-police-smash-global-paedophile-ring-8940562.html archive https://archive.ph/7xDhroctopus-like child-porn network centred on a now-shuttered sex-film business in Toronto. Its tentacles extended across Canada, where 108 people have been taken into custody, and to six continents. In the US, 76 people were arrested while others have been rounded up in several European countries.While the investigation, Project Spade, was led by the Royal Canadian Mounted Police (RCMP), it was pursued with the collaboration of the US Postal Inspection Service and law enforcement agencies in Sweden, Spain, Mexico, Australia, South Africa and Hong Kong, officials said. Azov films The films were made with video clips allegedly sent to Mr Way by collaborators around the world. Films viewed by police included sequences of naked boys shot in Romania, Ukraine and Germany. 1991 Ukraine independent Crimea was ukraine 1991-2014 azov battalion 2014?
[33] Wikipedia Christopher Charles Ingvaldson (born November 1, 1969) is a Canadian teacher and former international field hockey player. He was the head of the Social Studies department at St. George’s School (Vancouver) until he was fired June 4, 2010 after being arrested and charged with four counts relating to the possession and distribution of child pornography. On March 28, 2012 he pled guilty to two of the four counts. He was caught in 2010 during an international police sting using Facebook. At the time, RCMP said 11 members of the ring had been arrested in Canada, Australia and the U.K.
[34m] 2013 Sept 1 Vancouver Sun Former Vancouver private school teacher sentenced for child porn https://web.archive.org/web/20191001020214/http://www.ottawacitizen.com/news/Former+Vancouver+private+school+teacher+sentenced+child+porn/7798214/story.htmlsentenced to three months in prison and two years’ probation after he pleaded guilty to accessing and possessing 41 images of child pornography. The Provincial Court judge stated in their ruling that although the illegal images Christopher Charles Ingvaldson, 43, accessed at home and while working at St. George’s School were “‘very bad’, there are more extreme cases.He was caught in 2010 during an international police sting using Facebook. At the time, RCMP said 11 members of the ring had been arrested in Canada, Australia and the U.K.
[24] 2013 Nov 14 Columbus Dispatch Canada says 386 kids rescued in child-porn bust the Project Spade operation https://eu.dispatch.com/story/news/crime/2013/11/14/canada-says-386-kids-rescued/23360420007/e allege Brian Way, 42, instructed people around the world to create the videos of children ranging from 5 to 12 years of age, then distributed the videos via his company, Azov Films, Police said they began their investigation in 2010 and worked with Interpol in more than 50 countries including Australia, Spain, Mexico, Norway and Greece. A sweeping child pornography investigation has led to the rescue of 386 children around the world and the arrest of 348 people, Canadian police said today.
[47] 2020 May 14 Buffalo Chronicle Sophie Gregoire has separated from Justin Trudeauhttps://buffalochronicle.com/2020/05/14/sophie-gregoire-has-separated-from-justin-trudeau/ Gregoire intends to remain married and to remain at Harrington Lake for the remainder of Trudeau’s tenure, though at least one major Liberal Party financier — rumored to be Frank Giustra — has offered Gregoire use of a large private home in the Notting Hill section of London. frank giustra The Boy’s Club Network is a mentorship network for ‘the most at risk boys’ and was founded by two Vancouver secondary school educators nearly two decades ago. Frank Giustra was an inaugural supporter and continues to be a mentor to many at the Boy’s Club Network. Giustra is a principle funder of the Clinton Global Initative’s work in Haiti. For several months earlier this year, Prince Harry and Meghan Markel had been living at one of his homes in British Columbia.
[60] 2019 Sept 21 Telegraph Inside the charity gala where Justin Trudeau shocked 500 guests with blackface https://archive.ph/I6n8v Mr Trudeau left only a few months after the blackface incident, moving to teach at the nearby state-funded Sir Winston Churchill Secondary School.
When Justin was 12, his father retired from politics and moved with his sons to Montréal, where Justin completed his secondary schooling at Collège Jean-de-Brébeuf, his father’s alma mater.
Trudeau attended McGill University, where he was a member of the debating team and a volunteer in the student society’s Sexual Assault Centre. After graduating with a Bachelor of Arts in English literature in 1994, he spent a year travelling overseas. He returned to McGill, where he studied to become a teacher. Before completing his degree, Trudeau moved to Whistler, British Columbia, where he became a snowboarding instructor and worked as a bouncer at a nightclub. After several months, he returned to teacher’s college, this time to the University of British Columbia, where he earned a Bachelor of Education degree in 1998.
After working as a substitute teacher in Coquitlam, BC, he found a permanent position at West Point Grey Academy, a private school in Vancouver, where he primarily taught French and math. Eventually he moved to the public school system, teaching at Sir Winston Churchill Secondary School in Vancouver. Between 2002 and 2007 Trudeau returned to Montreal to study first engineering at the University of Montreal’s École Polytechnique, and then environmental geography at McGill. He did not complete either program, turning instead to advocacy work.
[74] 2017 Odysee Schwab boasting that over half of Trudeau’s cabinet is penetrated by WEF Young Global Leadershttps://odysee.com/@FoxesAmazingChannel:8/schwab:9d Klaus Schwab’s remarks were made during the 2017 Malcolm H. Wiener Lecture on International Political Economy titled “Strengthening Collaboration in a Fractured World” at the Harvard Kennedy School (Hashtag #SchwabForum)
[85] 2019 Sept 21 According to the telegraph the woman in the photo being held by Trudeau is Mariam Matossian, a fellow teacher. Miss Matossian, who is of Armenian descent, later left teaching and embarked on a successful career as a writer and performer of Armenian folk songs. She now lives in the United States. Her website is here []https://mariammatossian.com/ . Trudeau left only a few months after the blackface incident, moving to teach at the nearby state-funded Sir Winston Churchill Secondary School.
2019 Liberals lost 20 seats, losing their majority and having to govern as a minority government with the help of ND poodles.
2015 election Lib 184 up 148, C 99 down 60, ND 95 down 21, BQ 10 up 8 [91] 2019 election Lib 157 down 20, C 121 up 26 ND 24 down 15, BQ 32 up 22, G 3 [92] 2021 election Lib 160 up 5, C 119 same, ND , ND 25 up 1, BQ 32 same G 2 [93]
Jagmeet Singh Jimmy Dhaliwal was elected leader of the New Democratic Party (NDP) on October 1, 2017 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jagmeet_Singh Largely seen as a poodle propping up the Trudeau government and helping them introduce NWO Plicies on covid , Emergencies Act and the woke agenda
I have compiled a list of medical Doctors, other specialists and organisations that appear to search for the truth and try and tell the truth as they see it.
This has often come at a cost of their career, as anything outside the official narrative driven from the top and coordinated globally is stamped upon by licensing bodies, authoritarian government and agencies, legacy corporate media and corporate social media.
The list of doctors, specialists and organisations has various links to their website and blog and sometimes social media only if I happened to come across it. It would help if everyone had a list compiled of all their social media contacts. Not everyone gets a line bio due to time. I have often included Totality of Evidence links so that further videos or articles can be explored.
The list should enable you to cut out the mockingbird media [9] propaganda, and go direct to the sources.
Doctors
Dr. Robert Malone – Highly respected medical researcher who helped invent mRNA vaccine technology and RNA as a drug in the late 1980s, with several of the first mRNA patents
Dr. Peter McCulloch Editor-in-chief of the journals Reviews in Cardiovascular Medicine and Cardiorenal Medicine, McCullough has authored over 51 peer-reviewed publications on COVID-19.
Dr. Reiner Fuellmich Doctor and Lawyer co-founded the Berlin Corona Investigative Committee, investigating legitimacy and global response to the COVID-19 pandemic, then citizens grand jury hearing
Dr. Tess Lawrie Director of EbMCsquared, founder of the BiRD Group, steering member of the World Council for Health, frequent member of teams developing international health guidelines.
Dr Mike Yeadon Former Chief Scientific Officer and Vice President Pfizer
[8]https://t.me/robinmg Robin Monotti, Dr Mike Yeadon & Cory Morningstar A powerhouse trio focused on exposing COVID-1984 and stopping The Great Reset. Monotti is a famous architect & film producer, Yeadon is former top scientist at Pfizer, and Morningstar is an independent investigative journalist.
[21]Dr. Meryl Nass Board-certified internal medicine physician whose medical license was suspended for ‘misinformation’ and early treatment of COVID-19. Also biological warfare epidemiologist and expert in anthrax. https://merylnass.substack.com/
[23]Dr. Vinay Prasad Hematologist oncologist and Associate Professor of Epidemiology and Biostatistics at University of California, https://vinayprasadmdmph.substack.com/
World Council for Health Worldwide coalition of health-focused organizations and civil society groups that seek to broaden public health knowledge and sense-making through science and shared wisdom, free from conflicts of interest and Big Pharma ties.
Childrens Health Defense A non-profit organization led by Robert F. Kennedy Jr. dedicated to ending childhood health epidemics by working to eliminate harmful exposures and hold those responsible accountable
FLCCC Alliance Front Line COVID-19 Critical Care Alliance – Non-profit led by Dr. Pierre Kory and Dr. Paul Marik, dedicated to developing the most effective COVID-19 treatment protocols
[60]BIRD Non-profit organisation advocating for Ivermectin and other safe established medicines and supplements to be used to prevent and treat covid around the world https://bird-group.org/
[61]World Doctors Alliance Independent non-profit alliance of doctors, nurses, healthcare professionals and staff around the world who have united in the wake of the Covid-19 response chapter to share experiences with a view to ending all lockdowns and related damaging measures https://t.me/worlddoctorsalliance
[69]A Stand in the Park https://t.me/astandinthepark We Stand For Freedom. Speak to likeminded people. Come and join the biggest networking community in the UK and join or set a group in your local park.
Twelve people were targeted and labelled as the “disinformation dozen” by the [HATE]Centre for Countering Digital Hate (CCDH) https://counterhate.com/.
The CCDHate of course has few if any qualifications to judge that these people spread disinformation, which is one reason no doubt that they feel they have to strip the Doctors of their titles in the list. The CCDHate is inversely named as it appears to promote hate not counter it. The face of CCDHate, Imran Ahmed appears to target those who can think outside the cabal brainwashing and are able to question the very questionable official narrative.
Imran Ahmed CCDHate
If you can’t question it, its not science… its propaganda…
Why do they try and stop you questioning? My guess is that CCDHate is an “intelligence” propaganda and pressure group front. The CCDH, as well as attacking individuals, pushes for social media to censor more and to coordinate their censorship on individuals. CCDHate wants to silence dissenting voices from the dictated centralised narrative. “Intelligence” agencies often use blackmail to get informants to carry out tasks like this.
I have included the individuals named main websites so that you can judge for yourselves. There are some crossover with Doctors listed above but some are not listed above or have large social media followings, who have got up the nose of the narrative nannies and dictators…
Another List of Doctors who apparently think for themselves (list not mine but forgotten where from, there will be overlap)…
There are two Nobel Peace Prize winners and one nominee on this list. Dr. Michael Yeadon (Former Pfizer VP) Dr. Robert Malone (mRNA inventor) Dr. Peter McCullough (most published on CV) Dr. Vladimir Zelenko (Nobel PP Nominee) Dr. Kary Mullis (PCR inventor/Nobel PP winner) Dr. Rima Laibow Dr. Naomi Wolf Dr. David Martin Dr. Luc Montaigner Dr. Roger Hodkinson Dr. Geert Vanden Bossche Dr. Sherri Tenpenny Dr. Judy Mitkovitz Dr. Carrie Madej Dr. Vernon Coleman Dr. Ben Tapper Dr. Michael Lake Dr. Christiane Northrop Dr. Simone Gold Dr. Sean Brooks Dr. Shiva Ayyadurai Dr. Jane Ruby Dr. Ryan Cole Dr. Kevin Stillwagon Dr. Afzal Niaz Dr. Rashid A.Buttar Dr. Paul Thomas Dr. Vanessa Passov Dr. Jessica Rose Dr. Christopher Rake Dr. Charles Hoffe Dr. Mark Mcdonald Dr. Jeff Barke Dr. Andrew Kaufman Dr. Manuel Alonso Dr. Amir Shahar Dr. Patrick Phillips Dr. Bryan Ardis Dr. Franc Zalewski Dr. Daniel Griffin Dr. Zandra Botha Dr. Rochagné Kilian Dr. Joseph Mercola Dr. James Lyons-Weiler Dr. Henry Ealy Dr. Jay Bhattacharya Dr. Michael Palmer Dr. Eddy Bettermann MD Dr. Harvey Risch Dr. Steven Hotze Dr. Dan Stock Dr. Sam Duby Dr. Francis Christian Dr. Chris Milburn Dr. John Carpay Dr. Richard Fleming Dr. Gina Gold Dr. Kevin Corbett Dr. Michael Mcdowell Dr. John Witcher Dr. Jim Meehan Dr. Chris Shaw Dr. Anne McCloskey Dr. Reiner Fuellmich Dr. Christiana Parks Dr. Robert Young Dr. Amandha Vollmer Dr. Judy Wilyman Dr. Michael McConville Dr. Stella Immanuel Dr. James Nellenschwander Dr. Julie Ponesse Dr. Sucharit Bhakdi Dr. Paul Cottrell Dr. Lee Merritt Dr. Rochagne Killian Dr. Larry Palevsky Dr. Natalia Prego Cancelo Dr. Hilde de Smet Dr. Elizabeth Evans Dr. Brian Hooker Dr. Joel Hirschhorn Dr. R. Zac Cox Dr. Mohammed Adil Dr. Ralph ER Sundberg Dr. Johan Denis Dr. Daniel Cullum Dr. Anne Fierlafijin Dr. Kevin Corbett Dr. Pior Rubis Dr. Pascal Sacre Dr. Nicole Delepine Dr. Lorraine Day Dr. Yoav Yehezkelli Dr. Nour De San Dr. Kelly Brogan Dr. Hervé Seligmann Dr. Annie Bukacek Dr. Mark Brody Dr. Steven LaTulippe Dr. Mark Trozzi Dr. Scott Jensen Dr. Byram W. Bridle Dr. Andrew Wakefield Dr. Larry Palevsky Dr. Tom Cowan Dr. Dan Erickson Dr. James Todaro Dr. Joe Lapado Dr. Richard Bartlett Dr. Ben Edwards Dr. Pierre Kory Dr. Heather Gessling Dr. Bryan Tyson Dr. Richard Urso Dr. John Littell Dr. Scott Jensen Dr. Ben Carson Dr. Peter Schirmacher Dr. Zandra Botha Dr. Pamela Popper Dr. Tom Barnett Dr. Theresa Long Dr. Nancy Burks Dr. Russel Blaylock Dr. Shiv Chopra Dr. Suzanne Humphries Dr. Tori Bark Dr. Meryl Nass Dr. Raymond Obamsawin Dr. Ghislaine Lanctot Dr. Robert Rowen Dr. David Ayoub Dr. Boyd Hailey Dr. Roby Mitchell Dr. Ken Stoller Dr. Mayer Eiesenstien Dr. Frank Engley Dr. David Davis Dr. Tetyana Obukhanych Dr. Harold Butram Dr. Kelly Brogan Dr. RC Tent Dr. Rebecca Carley Dr. Andrew Moulden Dr. Jack Wolfson Dr. Michael Elice Dr. Terry Wahls Dr. Paul Thomas Dr. Stephanie Seneff Dr. Richard Moskowitz Dr. Jane Orient Dr. Richard Deth Dr. Lucija Tomljenovic Dr. Chris Shaw Dr. Susan McCreadie Dr. May Ann Block Dr. David Brownstein Dr. Jayne Donegan Dr. Troy Ross Dr. Phillip Incao Dr. Robert Mendelson Dr. Theressa Deisher Dr. Sam Eggertsen Dr. Peter Doshi Dr. Shankara Chetty Dr. Elizabeth Eads Dr. Kurt Malhom Dr. Carolyn Bosack Dr. Heiko Shoning Dr. Aseem Malhotra Dr. Patricia Lee Dr. Daniel Nagase Dr. Mobeen Syed Dr. Bruce Patterson Dr. Randi Juanta Dr. Phillip McMillan Dr. Peter Gotzche Dr. Kurt Malholm Dr. Sam Sigoloff Dr. Suzanne Humphries Dr. Ariyana Love Dr. Pierre Gilbert Dr. Nathan Thompson Dr. Scott Youngblood Dr. Peterson Pierre Dr. Darell Wolfe
There is no doubt the authoritarian, psychopathic and tyrannical control freaks have not given up on trying to control us. Masks are one of the weapons that they get us to use on ourselves to perpetuate fear with a highly visible symbol as well as to show peoples submission to their propaganda.
We must be prepared and we must act globally to help whichever country or people the criminal cabal is attacking next time. Although there is a lull at this time in England it is a good time to prepare information and resources so that we can fight back. Here are some articles on masks as well as many mask memes and photos for when they try… Looking back at some of the photos it’s a reminder of the absolute lunacy that we allowed them to dictate to us. We must kick back harder this next time.
I have roughly sorted the links so the first few are those that list or will lead to many more articles. The next set are children – its imperative that they do not normalise their lunacy on children. Then some more mask articles. Then follow a couple of hundred mask memes and photos, many absurd!
Feel free to put other useful links in the comments
[Ma28] 2021 Mar ACP Journals Effectiveness of Adding a Mask Recommendation to Other Public Health Measures to Prevent SARS-CoV-2 Infection in Danish Mask Wearers
